Do you think Shen Fang, the hero in Memories of Time Past, is right?

Shen Fang is probably Rong Fangming. Judging from the name, Rong should be "Rong" according to the word generation of their family. Reading "Fang Xin" in Cantonese sounds like "Shenfang". I still remember that when Jingming first heard her name, she stressed that it was special. No one else calls her that, but only family members call her that.

Except for my own family, most people don't call her by word. Because I am from Guangdong, my name is not taken according to my family's word generation, but is sometimes called by word generation in general families.

Reflections on "Writing down Some Memories"

Simply put, this is the story of an overseas student and a capitalist of several employers. Her pen name is cowardice and reserve, her Chinese name is smart and her English name is Cui Hua.

First of all, she is an enterprising young man. From elementary school to junior high school, I was also excellent, and I passed the exam in the city. I love liberal arts in college, but I studied pharmacy. I failed in English and chemistry, so I have to put in a good word with the counselor to ensure the passing line. But since I have gone abroad, I can't compare with you at all. I still have to learn. Cui Hua worked very hard. I often stay in the laboratory until midnight, and I seldom travel in England.

Later, under the recommendation of Shen Fang, I met a good professor and directly evaluated her, a smart and hard-working student, who was going to post money for a PhD.

Secondly, she is a person with strong self-esteem. I dare not express my thoughts directly, but with a little stimulation from the outside world, this strong self-esteem will break out. At this time, I will protect my self-esteem in various ways.

People with strong self-esteem are actually very sensitive and fragile inside. Very concerned about other people's evaluation, especially once the people she cares about have a low evaluation of her, it is very destructive to her. In order to protect this fragile self-esteem, attacks are usually taken. For example, if something hurts each other, just say it.

Moreover, she is also inferior. Mainly in front of her father, I found that her father always disliked her and often looked down on her. Without the affirmation of family background, you will feel inferior. Just like the meal I had in Shanghai, no father said that his daughter wore a fake watch and kept mocking it. There is no intimacy in meeting, which is not only material enrichment for children, but also spiritual enrichment.

Because of her complicated feelings for her father, she has been eager to surpass him. As a result, she became infatuated with money. When she went abroad, she went out with 6,543,800 yuan. Besides paying tuition, she should still have a surplus. In addition, she has been working in a Chinese pharmacy and even saved tens of thousands of pounds. Diligence and frugality are virtues, but Cui Hua seems to like to see himself accumulate wealth. After all, the original 9 million is still in her mind.

Finally, she is a very contradictory person. To be or not to be, that is a question. Going back to China or staying in England, I am obsessed with Shen Fang, but I don't want to break up with my boyfriend. Once a person's thoughts are solidified, it is more difficult to change.