No matter how exhausted we are physically and mentally, we must maintain a romantic feeling

2017 is coming to an end! It seems that I have to write something to review the road I have traveled this year, the people I have met, and the things I have encountered. There is no harvest or nothing to be gained, it is just that this year's time, just like this, suddenly ended, and my heart was also pinched.

If one can live to be a hundred years old, then this one percent has passed! No matter good or bad, we can't rehearse, we can't turn back time, in short, there will be no more, just like those lost in the corner of time, missed people. Suddenly I remembered the words I wrote when I graduated, from now on we will be scattered all over the world! At that time, I thought I would never worry about anyone again, and I would never cry or laugh again. I was filled with great pride and only wanted to make great achievements. Who knew that people come and go, and it is human nature to long for warmth and companionship, just like moths rushing to the fire, just for that bean-like light.

Yesterday was Christmas, and I was on the road from the West 4th Ring Road to the East 6th Ring Road, and then to the North 5th Ring Road.

I don’t feel hard at all about my new job and future expectations. I just feel that I am really a lucky person. Whether for recognition of work or recognition of people, Teacher Hao waited for me for a month for the interview. The communication was very pleasant, which gave me a clearer understanding of my own direction and a new judgment on my career. levels of understanding. At noon, I met Sister Li, who works as a tourist. She has a gentle temperament and a nice voice. The main point is to treat me to a meal. You can ignore my foodie heart here! In the afternoon, I met with Teacher Yang and two young partners of her company. The atmosphere was very good, the topics were sharp and informative. The office environment is what I like very much, with books, tea bar, and elegant layout. As soon as I met Mr. Yang, he gave me a warm and knowledgeable image. He was doing a good job without being overbearing. I benefited a lot from his ideas and structure. It made me realize that a woman’s earnestness and beauty are fascinating when she pursues a career that she likes and persists in. The point is that a capable woman does not necessarily have to be arrogant and armored.

I would like to thank Teacher Wang for being my recommender. She was super considerate and attentive in supporting and helping me. Although we only met once, she took great pains to pay attention to and encourage me. Regardless of work or life, she was willing to spend time and energy to help me. Another sister I admire, she was once an HR person. I still have a lot to learn and a long way to go!

Yesterday Mr. Ding asked me if I thought I had missed any very good opportunity and what would be the remedy later? I thought and recalled very seriously, but there was a spark of electricity for a moment. Really not! I am really a very lucky person, everything seems to be just right, good friends, good job. It seems that every time something happens and I grow, I always meet excellent people who appear to encourage and help me. So sometimes I feel that I am often sick, and I wonder if God is jealous of me! Of course there are definitely times when you complain and feel depressed, but when you think about how lucky you are, those things are nothing!

I have never taken care of water, electricity and natural gas for my friends who live together. Occasionally, they make delicious food and ask me to share it with them. I will also share some work experience and life feelings. Because I am also wandering in Beijing and live in the same house by chance, there is no such thing as caregiving and mutual disagreement. On the contrary, I learned about a new industry and how they live seriously!

A very important person, a very important place, that seaside town, and what I once thought was the rest of my life. Constant encouragement, high-level views and ideas, and traditional values, as well as those sad and torturous moments, have become the power to enrich myself and allow me to continue to get closer to excellence. Touched, grateful, admired, distressed, the emotions are complex and sour, and constantly questioning yourself will eventually leave a deep mark, which will become an important coordinate that affects your outlook on life and values ??over the years. Judgments and decisions on many matters are greatly affected.

Good friends who have known each other for many years, one for sixteen years and the other for six years. No matter what I do, you always support me and give me the feeling that you are always there and so solid no matter when we meet.

That young man born in 1995 is considerate and warm, has clear logical thinking, and has dreams. Because we both do the same thing, we become friendly and three-dimensional. Sometimes, when I look at the serious and hard-working post-90s generation around me, I think of those ridiculous labels. Don't use your own limitations to label others easily. Everyone is an independent individual. Although many people born in the 80s and 90s are old, fragile, and giant babies, there are always people who are stubborn and serious. Living in this era, even if it is insignificant, always stick to it!

I met a lot of people again this year. Some people came and left, just passing by to catch up with each other.

Some people feel like old friends at first sight and have a great time chatting with each other! There are also people who don’t contact you often, but they always miss you and tell you, I’m always here!

Summarizing the work of the past year, the most obvious feeling is that I have begun to establish my own logical framework, plan time in an orderly manner, and be able to handle things according to priority. Although I still get flustered sometimes, I adjust quickly. I always maintain a strong curiosity and learning ability for new things. I have read twelve books, but I can’t remember many of them clearly!

Yesterday Mr. Ding asked me, what is the book that impressed me the most? Without any precautions, I blurted out "Jane Eyre". At that time, in order to read this book, the math teacher took it away three times, and each time he and his deskmate stole it back. The math teacher was so helpless that he read the book twice under such circumstances. Although that story is very cliché today, some people criticize that view of love and values, and some even say that if Rochester had not been disfigured and disabled, Jane Eyre would not have been with him in the end because they were not a good match. This is the current value system, which is based on money and appearance. Everything needs to be calculated and calculated, giving and receiving are weighed by the pound, and no one is willing to suffer any loss.

It took me so many years to see the content behind this story. Jane Eyre has been working hard, studying hard and living seriously before she met Rochester. She didn't work hard to meet him, nor did she fall in love with this man because she could live in the villa and become the hostess. Later, because of Rochester's madness, Jane Eyre left. She always had the courage and energy to leave, even though she was in great pain inside. Therefore, when she knew Rochester was injured, she would come back without hesitation. She always follows herself! She cares about worldly opinions, but she still sticks to her true heart.

After so long, my understanding has changed! Maybe this is growth!

Someone asked me what would make me happy! I think it’s just about writing! Do you want to write something famous? Of course yes, I hope that more people will read my words, feel the warmth and difficulty of the world, see their own shadow, and then know that they are not walking alone in this world. There is someone like me who is in the world. Experience in this mortal world, enjoy and give love, feel the warmth, and also face the hurt! But always cherish it!

I am one year older and no longer follow the trend. I want to find my own style, identify with myself, accept my shortcomings and deficiencies, and make the good things even better! Work hard and persist, like the weeds on the edge of the river bank in your hometown, live tenaciously and bravely, pierce the roots of life deeply into the earth, maintain strength in your heart, and believe that next spring, it will sprout again and be lush! Even if no one else knows the difference between this piece of grass and the pile of grass around it, you still need to know who you are!

This year has been so touching! Too much luck and happiness!

Today is my birthday, twenty-nine years old! My mother called me early in the morning to remind me to eat longevity noodles. The girl I lived with sent me a WeChat message asking me to choose a cake. I also received red envelopes and gifts from Miss Su, blessings and gifts from my brothers and sisters. I was very happy and happy, and Miss Su was coming. Jing will accompany me on New Year’s Eve, it’s so beautiful just thinking about it!

It seems that I am very happy just to receive the gift! In fact, I really like the feeling of being valued and cherished by others. Love and hope are powerful forces for human reproduction and survival!

I am always willing to be considerate of others! No matter how exhausted we are physically and mentally, we must always feel romantic! Rituals may not be that practical, but they are indispensable! Just like Mr. Zhang said, if you don't give a girl a grand wedding, what's the point of getting married? This statement is a reminder for those girls who have been struggling with whether he loves you or not. In fact, this question is really not that confusing. If you love someone, you want to give everything to her!

Finally, in the new year, I make a wish for myself. I hope that everyone who loves me, cares about me, likes me, doesn’t hate me, will be healthy and safe. , inner peace, laughter and touching, bravely facing any difficulties and difficulties in life.

In the end, I would like to use my uncle’s words to encourage myself to exercise and learn throughout my life, and always maintain my passion for life!