I had an affair with my high school English teacher.

I once had an affair with a high school English teacher. She made me believe that a good girlfriend can really change your life. The failure of the senior high school entrance examination, without focus, led to my despair Senior one and senior two often fight and skip classes, and are finally persuaded to quit. My father tried his best to arrange for me to go to other provinces to study in high school and reread my sophomore year.

Coincidentally, the first day of my transfer was also the first day of her teaching. At that time, because of my situation, my mother often sent me text messages and called me to educate me. Many times it has become a very ugly abuse. In an English class, my mobile phone was confiscated, and I didn't care. As a result, my mother sent me another short message, which was equally ugly, and the content was originally what she saw. After class that day, she chatted with me and told me that she was also from other provinces and understood my status very well. When I am unhappy, I hope I can talk to her. Most of the others are teachers. Maybe it's because I'm mature and slowly start studying hard again.

At that time, I had a vacation every two weeks. In fact, it is inconvenient for me to go home, but almost every time I tell the class teacher to go home. The head teacher also turned a blind eye, and then on weekends, I walked alone in a strange city with my schoolbag on my back, sometimes doing my homework in KFC, sometimes surfing the Internet in Internet cafes, and casually looking for a hotel to rest when I was tired. My grades improved a lot in the first mid-term exam of Senior Two. After all, my foundation is still there, but my English is poor. That weekend, I strolled for a long time, walked into a music bar, and then saw her alone, with three empty wine bottles in front of me and one bottle in her mobile phone. It's Corona. He's very generous. The four eyes looked at each other, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and then we naturally sat together. Wine is really a good thing, which makes two people forget their identity and forget themselves. Finally, I bought a bill, 425 yuan. We all drank a lot that day, but fortunately she lived nearby. We threw up and walked nearly a kilometer to send her home. Her home is very small, a single apartment of 30 square meters, but it has a beautiful balcony. Fortunately, the weather is still warm. I threw her on the bed, wrapped her in a small blanket and watched the sun rise on the balcony. The next day, she tried to dress up as a teacher. After 30 seconds, she failed. Although the atmosphere is awkward, I always have to find something to do. Knowing that I didn't have a fixed address, we studied English for two days, made me a floor, and told me that if there was nothing else, I would come on my rest day, read books during the day and take me to play at night. This relationship is wonderful, some are like teachers and students, some are like friends, and some are vaguely concerned. After that, we drank occasionally and studied often, so we got to the final exam. My English has made great progress this time, but other courses seem to be lax, and the overall ranking has not improved much. However, according to this trend, I have a good chance to go to the last one, and even have the possibility of focusing. In these days, I also understand that she is not easy. Every time a student ranks in the exam, which teacher bullies her, does more and gets less. She said, it's a good thing there is me, otherwise no one really talks.

During the Spring Festival, I took a new digital camera and took many photos of my hometown with poor technology. I went back a few days early and made an appointment with her to see the sea. The weather is very cold, but the sea is really beautiful in winter. I suddenly showed her the scenery of my hometown and asked her: Do you want to go in the future? She was a little surprised. If I were young, I would. Yes, the age of19,25 always makes many originally beautiful things less beautiful. In the days after that, we didn't seem to change. Occasionally, when I get drunk, I will be spoiled and let me carry her home. It will be very tight every time.

Until the eve of the college entrance examination, I was going home to take the college entrance examination, but my heart was in a mess. It pains me to think of leaving her. I suddenly lost my temper with her in class that day. Strangely, in the past two years, we have never quarreled, and even complaining to each other seems to be flirting. The day before I went home, I secretly climbed over the wall from school and knocked on her door to apologize to her. Her eyes seem a little red and swollen, too. We were sitting on the balcony, but there were mosquitoes, so we moved to the room and kissed me without warning, not drunk, not on my forehead or cheek. Say to me: Come on, my little boyfriend. This is the first time to establish a relationship. After the college entrance examination, I waited anxiously for the result. She suddenly called me. When it appeared in front of me, I was shocked and then ecstatic. In those days, we held hands, went shopping and watched movies like real lovers. I even let go of my anxiety and firmly told her that I did well in the exam and would be able to support my family in the future. She just smiled and agreed. The result came out, and I succeeded, but she told me that she was going back. When I put her on the train, she cut off all our contacts, leaving only a QQ avatar that would never flash again and a serious farewell message.

The pain of that time is no longer painful today when I am 3 1 year old. My memory seems to be full of beauty. Looking at my wife and lovely son around me, I shared the secret in words. She is like an angel, making my life better, and I have fulfilled my promise and become a good husband and father. Because of you, I learned to love the world.

Ordinary people's experiences are not as ups and downs as movies, but I believe our movies are by no means tragedies.