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If two people are destined not to be together, is there no beginning and no end?

May 3, 20 18? Thursday? light rain

Whether it is love or friendship. If the final outcome is forgotten in rivers and lakes, or it may disappear, no matter whether we disturb it at the beginning or not, we will not go to the future.

Can I say that Firefly Forest is a sad love story? In fact, I don't want to define it as love, because it's just companionship. I just hope this companionship will not end one day. If everything has a fixed framework, then I hope it will be fixed from the beginning and there will be no end. If I had no desire, wouldn't there be a tragedy?

When fireflies were very young, they met a teenager. His name is Ain. The first time I met Yin, I was six years old. On a hot summer day, I accidentally got lost in the forest of mountain gods haunted by monsters. I've been looking for an exit, and finally I'm too tired to move. Loneliness and fear made fireflies cry, and Ayin suddenly appeared in front of fireflies.

Although Ayin is a monster, at first, Ayin was just a child of ordinary human beings. He was abandoned by human beings in this forest when he was young. As soon as he was left behind, he kept crying, as if he were yelling at his parents who left him, and he couldn't stop. At that time, his life should have ended, but the mountain god who sympathized with him cast a black magic to keep him alive. Thanks to magic, I haven't ascended to heaven, just like a ghost. The body maintained by witchcraft is very fragile. Once it touches human skin, the spell will be broken. Ayin is such an illusory existence.

For the appearance of Ayin, the fireflies at that time seemed to see the straws and trotted to Ayin, but Ayin dodged. This is embarrassing, causing fireflies to fall directly to the ground. Seeing the landing of fireflies, I have to sigh that children's innocence is always so cute, they are fearless, and because of this innocence, they have become the best memories.

You are really not human, and you beat the child with a wooden stick.

Ayin explained to Firefly that she could not be touched by human beings. In order to test Ayin, Firefly reached out to pick him up, just like a child who fell in love with hide-and-seek. Unexpectedly, Ayin hit her on the head with a wooden stick. If the curiosity of fireflies wants to move Ayin, have you ever thought about Ayin's curiosity about human beings? I always feel that Ayin is quite lonely in the forest. May be moved by the innocence of fireflies, making him want to enter the human world. He used to be a human being, but he was mercilessly abandoned, without blame, only a little sentimental.

In this forest of mountain gods, it is the forest where mountain gods and monsters live, and the mind will be confused by monsters and cannot turn back. Maybe it's like a yin now. He is more confused by fireflies, or they are confused with each other. A doomed start without an ending, this process of getting along, all seem a bit cruel, once happy, can only become a memory in the end.

Because she couldn't touch it, Ayin took Takegawa Hotaru with wood and walked out of the forest with fireflies, saying goodbye to the gate.

Looks like a date.

It's just a date that's not romantic at all.

In fact, sometimes I think that if saying goodbye here is the end, there will be no story behind. If, where there are so many ifs, the story has already begun, let it continue to develop. I don't know what it means to stop in time Let nature take its course is the mentality that we should straighten out.

Can I see you here again?

Looking forward to it, the firefly came to see Ayin the next day, which surprised Ayin. Originally, firefly wanted to hug Ayin, but Ayin hit her with a stick. Although the firefly was beaten, she was so happy because Ayin was waiting for her. Because of the hot weather, Ayin took fireflies to a cooler place, and the fireflies took popsicles to eat with Ayin. If the film is not defined as love, I feel more like an ignorant brother with an ignorant sister. It was my sister who taught my brother to look for childhood, play together and giggle together, instead of pretending to be mature, just smiling.

The next day, and the next day, fireflies will go to the forest to report to Ayin. In that summer, they rolled and played in the mountains every day, and even boring little things could make fireflies extremely happy. On one occasion, Ayin was lying on the lawn pretending to sleep. The firefly uncovered Ayin's mask and Ayin woke up. The firefly was frightened and put on a mask, which Ayin thought was a sneak attack. This child is terrible.

Asked why Ah Xian wore a mask, I think the reason was that Ah Xian felt a little inferior and was abandoned by human beings. However, Ayin thinks she looks ordinary. Without a mask, she doesn't look like a monster, just like adding a layer of protection to herself. In the forest, every monster kindly reminds Ayin to stay away from fireflies, and they will disappear as long as they are touched by humans. Not only is it a threat, but more importantly, I hope Ayin will not disappear, and I don't want Ayin to be hurt by human beings again.

No matter what happens, you can't touch me.

After two or three summers, the firefly frightened Ayin, and wanted to see Ayin's frightened expression. Originally, I just wanted to scare Ayin, but the firefly accidentally fell from the tree. Originally, A Yin tried to catch the firefly, but she stopped it in time, said the firefly, but it was great. It's inexplicable, but it's really great. Just like this agreement, no matter what happens, you must never touch me, because I don't want you to disappear.

At least when you are with me, you can take off your mask once in a while. Xian said yes, but what's the point? Yes, what's the point of wearing a face, just like the unknown, because with a mask, emotions are no longer important. Seeing through too much will only make you more sad. Just like A Yin's last kiss, I don't want to know the expression of fireflies when they put on masks, because I'm afraid it's too complicated to leave.

Fireflies can only come to grandpa's house during the summer vacation, but they can't come to the forest at ordinary times. Ayin asked Firefly if she would come next year. In this way, every year fireflies look forward to the arrival of summer, and the scheduled summer, Ayin is waiting for me. Firefly wants to find a job here after graduation in three years, so that she can often be with Ayin. Whether it is autumn, winter or spring, we can be together forever.

In the following summer, fireflies report to the forest every year. After entering junior high school, fireflies feel a little closer to Ayin's sight. Compared with people, Ayin seems to grow much slower. She flies kites with Ayin, and the appearance of fireflies gradually changes with age. Ayin is almost the same as when she first met. Firefly has something on her mind, because before long, her age will definitely be much slower.

Grandpa lives in a basin, which is far from the sea, so the temperature difference between the two seasons in Xia Dong is very big, especially in the cold winter after the hot summer, which will be particularly cold, just like the revenge of the mountain god. Firefly heard grandpa say it would be cold in winter and gave Ayin a scarf. In winter, fireflies have been in a daze, thinking about Ayin. This winter, because I was in a daze and accidentally walked into the icy road, some students extended their hands to fireflies. Fireflies really want to see Ayin and touch Ayin.

Monster Festival in summer, at eight o'clock in the evening, Ayin invited fireflies to participate in the festival, which is no different from human festivals. It's just an interesting imitation of human festivals. Everyone is trying to imitate, just like the imitation contest held every summer.

Occasionally, unsuspecting humans intrude, just as Grandpa told fireflies. When I was a child, I often ran to the forest with my friends in order to meet monsters. Although I didn't see anything in the end, I always felt as if I had found something. On summer nights, music occasionally comes from the forest. Xiaoyan seems to have accidentally slipped into the forest festival, but who will hold the festival there? What exactly is that festival? Everyone wants to know if this is a monster's festival.

If it weren't for this festival, if it weren't for two children passing by, one child was about to fall, and if Ayin didn't help him, wouldn't the story be over? This kiss is the last farewell. Lovers who have been together for so long and cannot be moved must have an end. At the moment Ayin gave the mask to the firefly and kissed the firefly, at the moment when she wanted to hold hands, it seemed so sad. Firefly guessed in his mind that he would never come to that place again next summer. This must be the last time. Just like this festival, just like a farewell, the festival was and is beautiful.

The cloth tied to the firefly's hand is not only to prevent getting lost, but also like a tie. All the good things have become the last hug. A Ying is a firefly and wants to give her all the good things, even if it makes her life disappear.

Fireflies, while bringing us beauty, are also accelerating its death. They are like messengers who bring beauty to mankind, shining only for you. If there is such a person in your heart who can't let go, don't be sad. Remember, beauty is good. He taught us to grow up. In addition to gratitude, we must learn to live alone and learn to be strong.

1. Even in winter, I still think of Ayin, so do autumn and spring. Yin, don't forget me, don't forget.

2. Aren't you afraid? Afraid of what.

I really miss it. When I was a child, everyone was really stupid.

Don't worry, I'll take you back.

It's okay to forget me.

6. One day, time will separate us, but even so, we must always be together until that day comes.

7. It doesn't matter if you jump on me. I'd love to.

8. It seems to be a date, just a date.

9. I can't wait for summer to come. As soon as I am apart from you, I want to see you even through the crowd.

10, come here, firefly, I can finally touch you, I like you, so do I.

This is the gloomy forest of mountain gods. Although we want to be with Ayin forever, Ayin can finally touch human beings, and he can finally be hugged. I must be temporarily unable to look forward to the arrival of summer. My chest hurts, tears don't work, but the temperature left in my hand and those summer memories will accompany me.