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If you ask me what impressed me most about this city, I will still say: Xiaozhai.

Three years ago, I first came to study in this city. At that time, I didn't know how many stops I would stay here in my life. In July, after the college entrance examination, I came to this city and wanted to find a job that was not a job. Later, I learned that I was called a temporary worker, which was the first time I integrated into the edge of this city. I like to stop at a telephone booth, pick up the phone and dial that familiar number.

I remember the first time I called her, and she blamed me for not giving her my message for so long. I listened to her happy scold and silly smile. She is my girlfriend Li Jing, an ordinary girl who dropped out of middle school and went to the society. After a while, we agreed to meet like other couples. I don't know where to choose, nor does she. So I went to consult my boss, who is from Wenzhou. He asked where your friend was first, so I told him. He said, then go to Xiaozhai. In this way, our first date was in Xiaozhai.

Li Jing and I are classmates in primary school, and we have contact occasionally. Then I began to fall in love, but I never met again after falling in love. The day before we met, I went to get a haircut after work and prepared to meet her. I got here first. When I arrived, I found a man setting up a stall on Xiaozhai overpass, and there were quite a lot of people around. I am together. I used to sell combs, so I bought the most beautiful horn comb and put it in my pocket to wait for her arrival quietly. I stood on the busy overpass and looked at the endless stream of vehicles below. Suddenly I saw a girl under the bridge take out her mobile phone and press it. The familiar bell came: Who did Love Corner meet? My cell phone rang and she asked me where I was. I said you got off the overpass and saw me.

So at this time, I quickly ran to the other road at the corner of the overpass to hide. After she went up, I quietly followed. She looked around anxiously, and I quietly went up to cover her eyes and said, "Guess who I am?"

She scolded lightly: "dead man, you don't know how anxious people are."

I smiled and said, please close your beautiful eyes again.

She said, "What are you doing?"

I said, "Close your eyes and you will know."

I coaxed her for a long time before she managed to close her eyes. I always said no peeking. I know she won't peek, just to enhance her curiosity. I took out the horn comb I just bought. She opened her eyes and was surprised. I said, here you are.

Only now, the sunshine becomes pleasant, just like a rebellious teenager becomes mature. I held her hand and we walked in the parks around the city. Sitting on a lawn, she smiled at me in the sun, and time flowed quietly.

"What do you think will happen to us in the future?"

She said lazily, "We? So far. "

I gave her a white look and didn't speak. After a while, we went to Xiaozhai overpass again. I took her hand and shouted at the endless traffic on the overpass: Ah! ......

At that moment, I felt that my voice had spread far away, as if it were on the edge of youth.

We didn't go anywhere that day, just strolled around Xi 'an. I also ate at a roadside shop at noon and bought nothing. I'm still ashamed of that.

Three days later, I received her short message: "Break up." I was silent. Although I knew Li and I couldn't make it to the end, I didn't expect to come so soon. I predict that we will not go far, but I still take every day we are together seriously.

I asked her under the overpass that night. I asked her why, and she told me that she was older than me and liked to do what she wanted. She likes to stay in one place, even if it is small. Moreover, I have strong planning, steps and rules, like to travel around and have a wandering heart. I was reluctant, but I couldn't say a word. I silently took out a cigarette case from my pocket. I glanced at her and found that she was looking at me with disdain. I ignored her. I took out two cigarettes and put them in my mouth, then lit them and took a drag. Then when the burning is booming, quickly pick up two cigarettes and press them on the back of your right hand. A burning smell spread everywhere. Seeing this, she jumped in front of me and knocked out the cigarette in my hand. Then he shouted at me, "What are you doing?" . I held her in my arms and she struggled, but I didn't let go. Finally, I felt her hand slowly embrace me. My mind was wandering, and at that moment I smelled the fragrance in her hair, which I still remember today. I said to her, "If you don't like my smoking, I can give it up. If you don't like my plan, I don't have to do it. In short, I can change anything you don't like. Don't break up, okay? " I don't know why I cried when I said this. I almost sobbed my last words to her. She said, "No, actually, you're fine. Well, I don't care. " I still hold her. I raised my hand and looked at it. The blood has dried up, leaving only white meat and white beard.

One night a week later, I received her short message: "Break up." I replied to her with my left hand and said, "OK, I wish you happiness."

Although this shadow accompanied me through the first half of 20 10 and 20 1 1. During that time, I have never been to Xiaozhai, nor have I hurried by. Qin is a buddy I met in high school. He is just the opposite of me. He is not a good student. I remember that we had a good relationship with another girl, called Iron Triangle. This is Grade Two, and we are in the ordinary class of liberal arts.

I remember there is a river behind our school called Weihe River. I often go to the river alone, thinking about something and smoking a cigarette.

In summer, I like to sit on a stone by the river, put my feet into the cool river and feel the closest kiss between water and human body. In winter, I like to wear thick clothes and watch snowflakes fall from the sky, on white fields, on poplar trees without leaves, on the bare skin of mountains, on rocks by the river and on moss on my forehead. Sometimes it's so cold that the river freezes, but you can still feel the water flowing slowly under the ice. I just think it's a good life. I like the environment there and the river.

The three of us occasionally come to the river to play after dinner. Sometimes, in the embrace of nature, we can sing, run and tease each other. Sometimes it is quiet, and we will discuss some things together. Such as each other's future plans, or who is in the class who is to blame. Far apart, long legs and short mouth, it's still the same when you walk over. This is another sky where I recall my high school life and friendship, the most unique feelings and scenery so far.

After graduating from high school, I almost went my separate ways, living in a corner of the city and having little contact. I remember the two of them came to see me in the winter of freshman year, then we chatted for a while and finally went to eat Lamian Noodles together. Later, I walked around each other intermittently. That girl hasn't studied since she graduated from high school. The girl chose to go to Beijing, while he went to Guangzhou. I said to them, "You can come back at any time, and I will wait for you in Xi 'an. "

Later, the girl has been in Beijing and occasionally went home several times, but I never saw her again. He only stayed in Guangzhou for a few months before he came back. He didn't come to me directly after he came back, but stayed with his buddies who had dropped out of school for a few days and then came to me. I remember very clearly that I invited him to eat in our school cafeteria. At that time, school snacks were very famous, and then the price rose too much and committed suicide. When he finally left, he gave me his uniform and wallet. I still have these things today and I will keep them in the future. Later, he went to Yinchuan and Xianyang, and finally returned to Xi 'an. He told me that his family wanted him to be a chef, and he worked as a chef in a small restaurant somewhere in the southern suburbs. He is not a quiet man after all.

Two months later, he told me on QQ that he was in Xinjiang. I asked him when he went, and he said he had been there for a month. One night about two months later, it was very late and the lights were going out. He suddenly sent me QQ: "Let's not contact in the future."

Me: "Good. Where are you? "

He: "You know what you have done. I'm not kidding. "

Me: "What's the matter?"

He: "You know what you do yourself."

I'm at a loss. At first I thought he was joking. But I found something strange and found it very strange. So I quickly asked him again.

Me: "What did I do? You say it! "

He: "You know what you do yourself. You don't deserve to be my buddy. Let's not contact in the future. I will delete your contact information in the future. "

At this time, I felt a sense of anger.

Me: "I tell you Qin, I don't want to be your brother either. Delete as many as you want, whatever you want. I'm telling you, I don't want to contact you yet. If you were a fucking man, what would you tell me? "

He: "You know what you did, so I got off."

I think he deleted me, and I got off QQ, and my stomach was full of inexplicable fire. Although I scold him badly, I know he won't mind if it's really nothing. But this is our last contact so far, just like the last radio wave in a spy film.

I met him last winter. It was when he was a chef in a small restaurant in the southern suburbs. He was wearing a T-shirt and vest when he came to see me.

I asked him, "Are you cold?"

He: "no, actually I'm wearing thermal underwear below." How about this vest? "

Me: "Not bad. Did your boss compensate you? "

He: "Get out!"

Then we walked to Xiaozhai together. Along the way, we recalled the situation of high school and our future plans. The phoenix tree on the roadside is ringing, and I know it is recording our youth. At the same time, I also saw him shrug his shoulders inward. So we walked into a Lanzhou ramen restaurant, and I knew he liked Lamian Noodles. It's getting dark. It's time for him to go. So we came to the bus stop and waited for the bus to pick him up. Because I work in a remote place, I have to walk a long way after getting off the bus. Try to get him back early. We are still talking about the topic just now, but we are all watching the bus pull into the station. Suddenly he said to me, "Here comes the bus. I'm leaving." "Oh, slow down!" Watching him pour into the crowd, I took out my lighter, lit a cigarette and walked slowly up the Xiaozhai overpass. I like to stand alone in a place to think or see the scenery, such as Xiaozhai. I took a casual look at the place where we chatted just now on the overpass and found that he was still there. The red vest stands out. He rubbed his hands and kept looking at the direction of the coming car. I instantly understood that a feeling of moving flowed all over my body. I stood on the overpass and watched him get on the bus, and then hummed the song "My Good Brother" and went back to the dormitory.

This summer, I met a girl from Xi on the Internet. We start from joking, to ideals, to work, to life, to love. Almost our topic is like a horse running in the clouds, out of reach. We have each other's phone numbers, Weibo WeChat QQ, and we both trust each other, and I have gradually returned to that year. I have a hunch that the snowflake of love will come again.

But I always refused to meet her. I was afraid that this beauty was like a bubble, which would burst at the touch. I would rather not touch it. I am not a coward in the face of love, but I am a person who is afraid of losing. Because I can't see the future clearly, I have been remembering. My heart that longs for love, like the song "The Sea", is constantly scouring every corner of my heart and precipitating my pain.

Three years. I always face every girl and every holiday with a single attitude. It's not that no one told me, but all I got was black. The love I pursue is purely like the moonlight in my memory. But I want to try this time.

I asked her to meet at Xiaozhai Tianqiao. After meeting, I no longer feel alienated like I used to chat with tools. We first went to Xiaozhai Baihui to travel. We talked about what happened before like a reunion, and I don't know where the tacit understanding surrounded us. We traveled all over the streets around Xiaozhai, and I took her hand and walked into the ramen restaurant that carried my memories. Here I told her my story like a lesbian. Go to the movies together in the evening. Say that finish, I quietly sent her downstairs.

When we came back, we chatted as before, as if nothing had happened. A few days later, we still made an appointment in Xiaozhai, but not on the overpass but at the subway station. She told her that she likes the subway, which makes people feel very intimate compared with the train. We don't know how long we had a rest on the bench in the subway station. I took your hand and said, let's go. We walked into the subway together, sat from south to north, and then sat from north to south. We talked about irrelevant topics and felt the cultural vicissitudes of the city.

We went to the cinema near Xiaozhai to watch the newly released "The Demon of Journey to the West". On the way, you told me that you like A Chinese Odyssey best, the nonsense of Master Xing best, and your favorite infatuation. I smiled and said, actually, I like it, too.

After the movie, you went to the bathroom. I took out a cigarette and lit it gently. You just took a sip and came over. I never even thought about it. I just threw away my cigarette. You look at the thrown cigarette butts and say angrily, "What are you doing?" I smiled and dragged you out of the cinema without saying anything. There was light in the sky when we entered the cinema, but it was already dark when we came out.

People and cars on the road are like a river. We passed the village of Bali, where we ate kebabs and baked gluten. You clap your stomach and pout and say, "I'm hungry." We went to eat barbecue and drink beer again. I eat string by string with edamame in one hand and barbecue in the other. You are in a hurry, stand up and point at me and say, slow down! They are all mine! The barbecue in your mouth came out. I took out the paper, wiped your mouth and said, "It's all yours." In this way, we also dried three bottles of beer. Finally, I saw that you were a little drunk, so I picked up the bottle and did it while you were not paying attention. You accidentally saw it and finally coaxed it for a long time before giving up. Shocking. I'll take you home. Downstairs. I told you to stand still, and then I held your head and said, "I won't go up when I get home." Be careful when you go up. If you need anything, please call me at any time. "You turned around with a sigh, and then you said loudly," Hey! "Unconsciously, you kissed my face and then looked at me and smiled stupidly. I didn't kiss you because I wanted you to go to bed early. Then I will coax you upstairs. It's agreed that as soon as I turn around, you will follow me again and again, like a child. Last time you followed me to the crossroads, I thought for a moment, then squatted down and pointed to my back. Then you climb well. More specifically, you should lie down. In this way, I carried you on my back and walked half a block step by step. There are only two overlapping shadows under the dim light of the street lamp. This time I went straight to the door of your room and asked you for the key to open the door. But I didn't touch the light, so I asked you where it was, and then I slowly put you down, and then your hand was free on the wall, and suddenly you tripped and fell, and I was overwhelmed by you defenseless. Then you, wow, threw up. I'll help you up slowly, and then turn on the light with my mobile phone to find the light. I turn on the light, put you on the bed, take off your shoes, and then lift the quilt for you. When I turned to leave, I found something holding me back. When I turned around, it was your hand. I gently tucked your hand into the bed, then combed your hair in front of your mirror, and then gently kissed your forehead. I looked up and found myself in the mirror. When I went back, I looked at myself drooling and kept laughing.

The next day, I received your message before I woke up: Thank you for last night and invite you to dinner another day. I'll call you when I wake up, and then we'll make an appointment to sing at the new KTV in Xiaozhai in the afternoon, and then everyone will call a friend. Just right, my name is male, and your name is female. I sang "Brothers" with that brother, and then everyone started to get high. They jumped around like a shemale. I gently picked up a glass of wine and handed it to you, then took out a glass of wine for myself. You deliberately wrapped around the inside of my arm, and then they looked at us with dirty smiles. I said, "Go!" And then drink it off. I filled the glass we drank together again. Then I drank it all at once, and then I ordered a song called "Tender Hands" by Dao Lang. When I finished singing, applause sounded. Two dozen beers were finished that day without much drinking. Then after playing for a while, everyone began to pack up and get ready to go home. After I put you in a taxi, I took another taxi. Then ten minutes later, I was still in the car, and your phone came. I heard your heels and the ground, making a crisp sound. I asked you why you didn't let the driver take you downstairs, and you said that the driver found it difficult to walk. Then we talked until you went upstairs, you said I was in my room, and then hung up.

On the third day, we just talked on the phone. At two o'clock in the morning, you sent me a text message saying: I feel that we are not suitable. I asked you why, and you gave me many reasons. We have an appointment to meet at Xiaozhai Tianqiao at six o'clock on Thursday afternoon. I clearly remember that day when you dyed all your black hair yellow. I still tell you jokes as before, but I find that your mouth will never rise again. You said that our gap, we are not suitable. We walked from Xiaozhai to the TV tower and then walked back.

It's another week and your birthday. You called me to go. I wanted to go alone or not. It happened that a female classmate called me that night, and I invited her on a whim. On your birthday night, I appeared in front of you holding your classmate's hand. You just managed to smile. After the party broke up that night, your friend sent me a text message saying that since I left, you have been shaking your head without saying a word. When I called you again, I kept turning off my phone.

I'm standing on the overpass now, watching people who are different from before rush by. I remember you asked me why I was so kind to you before, but I didn't answer. I can tell you now that when they asked me if I believed in love, I thought I met someone.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and the end of the year is approaching. Xiaozhai is also different from the past, surrounded by a circle of lanterns with red necks.

I saw you in the crowd and you saw me. We just looked at each other. The depth of fate, cherish understanding. On the overpass, Spirited Away flows out from the old harmonica man.

The next day, the news said that the lanterns were burned clean last night.