I'm waiting, waiting for the wind to wait for you.

I'm waiting, waiting for the wind to wait for you.

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You said that whenever the wind blows my hair, you miss me in a distant country.

10, s city has entered the late autumn, with a cool breeze blowing gently.

At night, few people walk in the street, but Shen doesn't think so. Wearing a knee-length dark blue skirt and a pair of white canvas shoes on her feet, she walked leisurely, as if isolated from the world.

The breeze blew, and she rolled up her thick black hair, a little in a daze, and soon recovered her calm, and the trance moment quietly passed away.

Shen said someone was calling her. Every time the wind blows through her ears, she can hear someone whispering.

0 1

When I first met Sue, I was facing the fallen leaves all over the floor. Sue stood behind her and looked at her. Her petite body complements the scenery in front of her. She was holding a yellow dead leaf in her hand, and she was careful not to accidentally touch it, but in Sue's view, everything in front of her made him feel funny.

Yes, he did laugh.

This sudden laughter seems to break someone's peace. When Shen looked back at the unexpected guests, the first thing that came to mind was "sinking fish and falling geese" and "closing the moon and feeling ashamed of flowers".

He is a man, but he looks so evil. I have to say, this man is really good-looking Dark brown eyes are like insoluble fog, but there is a trace of tenderness hidden inside. Coupled with slender eyebrows and a firm nose, his smile is a little unruly, and his gestures are full of gentleness.

Shen couldn't help but spit in his heart: "Oh, my God! Maybe it is a ghost in broad daylight. "

"Hey, you shouldn't fall in love with me so soon." Sue looked at her changeable expression and had a bad feeling.

"I said you are too narcissistic."

Her voice is not loud, but she still attracts a group of girls. Shen suddenly wanted to dig a hole and get in by himself. If she is stared at by a group of people, it is simply a group of hungry wolves, eating her rhythm in minutes.

"Hey, uncle asked you something, did you hear it?"

"Ah bah! I am your uncle! " Shen looked up and bumped into a pair of deep and playful eyes.

Sue looked at her like this, her mouth slightly reminded.

But Shen was not so calm. She could clearly hear her heartbeat "bang" and blinked at Sue. She smiled awkwardly and condescended secretly. ...

But in the face of a pair of eyes that wanted to kill her in the middle of the year, she swallowed uneasily, revealing a smiling face that deserved to be squashed.

"Uncle, it's a beautiful day. You should come out and bask in the sun." Manager Shen feels something is wrong. Looking up, the weather forecast says it will be cloudy today, which seems to be true.

"Ha ha, big ye, you eat and drink well! If nothing happens, I'll go first. "

She tried to make herself look less embarrassed, but no matter how she concealed it, she couldn't change the fact that she had run away. When she remembered what she had just said, she had an impulse to strangle herself.

But then again, I have no problem myself. Obviously, that person is too obscene, but will it be too humiliating?

Shen absolutely knows that if she goes back now, she will lose face even more.

He remained silent, watching her leave her back, and her face crossed a proper arc.

02

Shen secretly sighed, thinking that four years of college life can be spent in peace, but I didn't expect to meet this wonderful work today, but speaking of it, except for a little embarrassment, everything else is not bad.

Unconsciously, it was already dark, and Shen felt that he had wandered enough, so he dragged his tired body back to the dormitory.

As soon as she opened the dormitory door, Ye Li jumped on her: "Yiyi, do you know you are angry?"

"What's on fire?"

Ye suddenly felt that they were not on the same channel at all, knowing that it was useless to talk more, she simply pulled her to the computer desk.

When Shen saw the striking words, she almost didn't kneel for them.

"Female students in the Department of Industry and Commerce openly flirt with school grass".

"Ah, a, you know? As soon as I turned on my computer when I came back from self-study, you blocked the school forum. Well, no wonder you didn't accompany me to indecent assault. "

"indecent assault, does that wretched man still need me to flirt?"

"poof!" Ye spit out a mouthful of water before swallowing it. "insignificant? Have you considered other people's feelings when you say this? Do you know how many people follow Sue every day just to see him smile back? "

When Ye Li said this, our classmate Shen was not listening at all. He really felt that people with different brain circuits could not be friends, but he remembered the word "Su".

Shen gave a nonchalant expression. However, looking at the photo in front of you, is this really yourself? I'm used to this boring thing, but I didn't expect it to happen to me one day.

Where is flirting in the photo? Obviously, you are teasing me and making eyes at me. The highest realm of tucao is probably not letting yourself go, but you can't help but admire the timing of the snapshot.

Just then, Lin Xuan's phone came in.

A minute later, Shen hung up the phone, grabbed her coat and left. "Ali, I'm going out for a while and I'll be back soon."

People who don't know must think she's going to have a group fight.

And Shen, the best girlfriends since childhood, are unreasonable and tolerant of each other. Just when they thought they were going to part ways, they came to the same city by mistake.

When Shen found it in the bar, she was already drunk and unconscious.

"Yiyi, you are here."

"Well, it's a good thing you can recognize me, my big lady."

Some words, maybe only when you are drunk, can you say "He doesn't want me, Yiyi, what should I do!" " "Lin Xuan said pear flowers bring rain.

These words, at ordinary times, even if it is uncomfortable to death, will not be said. These Shen all know that the next time I see them, I will definitely slap him.

The noisy bars and the bustling crowd made her a little depressed. Shen pulled up and left, but she never expected to meet him in this place.

Sue sat on the sofa not far from her and looked at her.

How can I put it? It is totally out of his temperament for him to come to a place like this.

She saw him lying on the sofa, lazy as a kitten, with an arrogant smile on his lips. The Charm of Poppies was Shen's evaluation at that time. She had to admit that she was really attracted.

Despite the hustle and bustle of the occasion, his elegance is by no means illusory. Shen can't help being jealous. Some people can be moved no matter where they are.

Sue doesn't know when she has come to her side, slowly Xu Lai like a breeze.

He bent down and looked at her. His two faces are very close. She can smell his breath. His faint alcohol and tipsy face make him look more radiant.

"Hey, Shen, long time no see."

Otherwise, don't be fooled by a person's appearance. Obviously, Sue can say it so lightly when she just saw it not long ago.

But when it comes to thick skin, Shen thinks no one can compare with her. "Have we met? I seem to have forgotten. "

Sue frowned slightly. He hates it, not only because of what she said, her tone and her expression.

"Besides, you don't like me, do you? I didn't tell you my name. "

Shen also confidently said, but the next second she immediately recognized the coward.

She clearly felt a trace of sadness in Sue's eyes. Before she could say anything, Sue's words made her run away.

"Get out!" Well, she must have heard it right. He said so. At that time, Shen almost didn't really get off the boat.

But why? Since I can't think of it, I won't think about it.

The feeling outside is very different from that in the bar. After Shen pulled the handle out, she instantly felt refreshed. She couldn't imagine how Lin Xuan could run to such a remote place. Besides, why, he was there.

……

"Lin Xuan, wake up, what did I do in my last life?" While waiting for the bus, Lin Xuan fell asleep on her shoulder.

After eleven o'clock in S city, there was a dead silence and no vehicles could be seen. Do you want me to carry her back?

Pei Chusheng appeared at this time. He pulled over, rolled down the window and simply said "get on the bus".

Shen put the chair in the back seat, adjusted a comfortable posture for her, and ran to the co-pilot. The car is full of nobles, and I want to throw up. Sure enough, people depend on clothes and horses, so sitting here has a different temperament.

If possible, Pei Chusheng really doesn't want to see the second one. If it weren't for people, he would definitely kick Shen down.

It was not until Pei Chusheng fastened his seat belt that Shen discovered what was wrong with the existing one. She just thought it was a taxi, but did the taxi drive an suv? She felt that she had got into a stolen car. It should be too late to go back on our word now.

At this moment, she began to look at him. Although she didn't throw four seats like Sue did, it was also pleasing to the eye.

Wait, Sue, I think I've seen him somewhere.

"What's your relationship with him?" Pei Chusheng didn't explain much to her. If it weren't for Sue, he probably wouldn't bother to talk to her.

"who?" Shen was surprised.

"I don't want to talk nonsense."

Come to think of it, there seems to be such a person around Sue just now.

Pei Chusheng really can't understand why he cares so much about her. "I warn you first, you'd better stay away from him."

"who?"

"Go down." Pei Chusheng has endured to the extreme.

Shen Yi didn't react for a second, and the next one has been thrown out.

Pei Chusheng turned and walked away handsomely.

"sent back?"

He doesn't understand that he has never seen him like this in all these years.

"Sheng Qiao, why?"

Sue looked at him without thinking, and finally said, "Let's go, I'll go home today."

03

Since then, Shen hasn't seen Sue for a long time.

Just when she thought life would be calm, Sue appeared again.

On this day, Shen just came out of the dormitory and saw Sue, as if waiting for a long time.

"Come with me." Sue didn't leave her time to think, which made Shen decide whether to go or not.

Finally, I followed him.

Sue is still angry, but he doesn't even know the reason. As for why he came to her and what to do after finding her, he didn't know.

Manager Shen feels that he is smoking. From just now, he didn't say a word, and he was completely ignored. Looking at Sue, who was more than ten meters away from her, finally broke out.

"Hey, stop." Perhaps it is the use of the power of the wild, and the sound has a heartbreaking feeling.

The breeze blew in bursts, wreaking havoc on the nearly withered branches, and the yellow leaves on the ground rolled with it. Shen looked around. This place is quiet and scary. How did she get here? She didn't realize it. A sense of foreboding suddenly came into her mind. Look at Sue's smiling face. She thinks she's too conventional.

The expression on Shen Yi's face betrayed her, which made Sue see her mind at a glance. She looks lovely, but in her heart, is she such a miserable person? There is a trace of displeasure.

"Why, you realize it now, but it's too late." Sue was pinned down.

"You said that if I did something in this place, no one would know."

"What ... what are you doing?" Beauty must not be compromised at present, but as long as it is not too much, it will be delivered to the door by itself.

I want you to be my girlfriend. When Sue said this, she didn't know whether to expect it or not.

"Why?"

If you want to ask why I like you, I don't know. I always feel that every expression on your face is talking.

Shen, if you really forget everything, let me help you remember.

"Because you are annoyed."

He really hates it when she left a dream in his heart when she was young and then left without saying goodbye. When he met her again, he found that she still occupied that position in his heart for so many years, because he loved her more than he hated her.

Shen can't say that she is a little frustrated, because she is hated by people, and the other party is actually him?

"What's your answer?" He caught a trace of loss in her face. Although it was only for a moment, he was still very happy.

"What if I don't promise?"

Sue frowned. "I don't care."

"Very good."

Since you don't care, neither do I.

The prince and princess in the story will be happy together. Sue is a prince, but she is not a princess.

The next day, the news spread all over the campus. It is said that many girls are heartbroken, and Su, who has been abstinence for a long time, actually packaged herself and sold it at a low price.

Shen didn't expect Pei Chusheng to come to see her again after meeting that day.

"What's your purpose?"

"It's not because I like him, is it?" Shen has never felt so serious. She doesn't even know what to say.

"I advise you to take care of yourself, otherwise, you will be the last one to get hurt." He really hates her. I used to, but now I hate her more.

"Besides, you don't deserve him at all."

Pei Chusheng, his cousin, was later told by Su. He has lived in Sue's home since he was a child and has a good relationship with them.

Of course, I also learned that Sue was a veritable rich second generation, but his father fell ill and died when he was fourteen.

Su Shengqiao had no expression on her face when she said this, but she could still feel his pain. She vowed to love him, especially love.

04

Shen can't imagine that they have been together for a year.

During this year, his care for her made Shen forget that his love for her stems from disgust.

She said she wanted to see the fallen leaves, so he took her hand and accompanied her.

She said she wanted to watch the sunrise, but she wanted to sleep in, so he got up early and waited for the sunrise with his camera.

She said he was tired, so she carried her.

He dotes on her, loves her and lets her spoil her. Even if she wants the stars in the sky, he will pick them for her. But she also cherished his love, understood him and accompanied him.

She likes fireworks, and he takes her to the most beautiful place in S city to watch fireworks.

He said "I love you" to her at the moment when the fireworks bloomed.

She didn't hear. This is the first and only time that he said this.

Finally, he told her a story.

In the story, the little boy's father died and he hid secretly. A little girl found him and said to him, don't cry, he is watching you in the sky, and he will be unhappy if you cry.

Later, the little boy stopped crying and the little girl disappeared. She said she would be with him. Is everything fake? He kept looking for her. Finally, he found her, but she didn't remember him.

Perhaps for him, her appearance is like a bright light in the night, giving a clear direction, but for her, he may be just a shadow among thousands of people.

The boy has been waiting for the girl. When she remembers, he will tell her that he wants her to be his bride.

But she fell asleep and didn't hear.

It's just that he will give anything she wants. What does it matter if she listens or not?

Looking at her sleeping, he gently kissed her on the cheek, then picked her up and walked in the same direction.

05

When did it change?

She hasn't seen Sue for a week.

She went to see him, but he wasn't there, as if avoiding her.

Finally, when she gave up, he appeared in front of her eyes, and Ye Li was standing beside her.

Shen looked at the scene in front of her, which stung her. She tried to escape again, but she couldn't move. She looked at two people talking and laughing.

He saw her, too, and his disappointed eyes were full of sadness. Does he hate her for imprisoning him for so long?

Have come to this, don't bring shame to yourself, shen turned to leave.

"Yiyi, you wait." Ye Li tried to chase Shen, but Sue stopped him.

That evening, Shen packed his things, left the dormitory and went to the rented apartment. She is glad to have such a person, even if the whole world betrays her, she will still be there.

When Lin Xuan met her, she was like an empty shell without a soul. She wants to scold her, but what qualifications does she have? She just hugged her and comforted her, just like Shen always did. They don't need too many words, and their company is the best comfort.

The next day, she got up and hugged Lin Xuan. "Very well, and you."

"Fool."

A few days later, I found Shen. Although it just disappeared, she needed an explanation.

He said he was tired.

Besides, he is going to graduate soon and intends to study in Britain. What he needs is not a little girl who dotes on her all day, but someone who can always support him and accompany him.

It's that simple. No matter how deep the love is, it is lost to reality. She practiced many times to see Shen again, but no matter how hard she practiced and pretended, she still cried.

Sue wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes for him, still so gentle, but this gentleness is terrible.

He kissed Shen lightly on the forehead. "Yiyi, promise me that no matter what happens, you will live a good life."

"Are you humiliating me? Tell me to stay with me just to get close to my best friend? "

"Sue, how could you do this ... to me? You can not love me, but why did you lie to me? Why are you trying so hard to make me fall in love with you? "

Why? I know I can't have her, but I still want to try to have her.

I can't let you go, Yiyi. How can I be so selfish? The more I am with you, the more I can't let you go, and the more I long for your taste.

"Maybe one day you will know, but I hope you will never know."

She doesn't know what the answer he left her, but he has left.

Say goodbye and never look back. The moment you turn around, please forget the time we once overlapped.

After graduation, Pei Chusheng went to France.

Lin Xuan wandered to Tibet, euphemistically pursuing her dreams, but in fact she didn't even know what she was running from.

Sue naturally went to study in England. I heard that Ye Li went with him. Of course, this is just Shen's idea.

Only Shen thought nothing, and stayed in S city after graduation. In fact, she also got an opportunity to study in the United States, but she refused. Needless to ask, she knows who did it, but she doesn't want to accept it. She is not so poor that she needs sympathy.

Suddenly found that she was the only one left in the whole world, and fate turned around and returned to the original starting point.

06

Someone appears in your life, just a passer-by. There is always someone you want to treat gently, whether he is still with you or not.

It's not that she hasn't thought about Sue, but that no matter how she thinks or reads, she can't go back.

When Pei Chusheng found Shen two years later, she was talking about a certain brand of cosmetics, and she just drowned her eyes.

You can't imagine her face when she saw Pei Chusheng. The sky is falling, there is nothing lovely.

Shen thought of only one word "run" at that time.

"Shen, stop," Pei Chusheng shouted at the back.

Although I didn't think so in my heart, my feet stopped unwillingly. Shen especially wanted to slap himself, but he still couldn't bear it.

Perhaps because of the innate pride of men, Pei Chusheng was sincerely angry: "Shen, why are you avoiding me?" Do you think I will be like him? "

"What do you want with me?"

Neither of them spoke much, and time seemed to stand still.

"I'm busy, if it's nothing ..."

"Let's talk somewhere else."

Still overbearing as always, just like when they first met, Shen didn't return to absolute being, and was already sitting in a high-end Rolls-Royce.

Car BMW, great. Isn't everyone with a prominent family proud? ...

"He's gone."

The first thing he said when he came to the coffee shop was that he was gone. Yes, he's gone, and it's been two years. You don't need to remind me.

Shen was a little angry: "We broke up long ago. What else do you want to say? Are you going to remind me of those pains and then come to see my jokes? "

You didn't agree with us from the beginning, as you wished, and you saw it.

"Shen, do you think only you will suffer? Compared with him, compared with me, what is your little pain? "

He is angry and ridiculous. That person loves, hurts and protects with his life, and he doesn't want to hurt anyone until the last moment! He really feels unworthy of him.

He hates her, but he can't do anything to her. She is a man's favorite. Is it necessary to tell her, but he really doesn't want to arrange everything for her, but she doesn't know anything.

"Instead of studying in England, he went to France."

"Well, what does it have to do with me?"

"Shen, don't challenge my limits."

Pei Chusheng stood up and grabbed her arm. She felt pain, very painful, but it made her feel awake. She clearly saw the anger in his eyes and let her know how much he hated her without reservation.

"He's dead, shen. He's dead. Do you understand what I mean? " Pei Chusheng almost shouted out.

Shen looked at him. They didn't talk again. It's impossible. How is that possible? She didn't believe it.

What is this, tears? Why are you crying? He's alive. All she remembers is that he loved her and spoiled her, but he finally left. Is this the reason?

"You ..." Shen didn't know what to say. She wanted to ask, but she was afraid to ask.

Pei Chusheng took out a letter and handed it to her, which he found when sorting out Sue's things before returning home. In the past two years, he didn't dare to touch all his things or even look at them.

Yes, every touch hurts.

He remembered how difficult the days were before he left. He suppressed his love for her and missed her. He tried his best to stage a betrayal drama for her, but in the end, he loved her the most.

Pei Chusheng told her that he had hepatitis B, just like his father.

Shen opened the letter with trembling hands. When he saw the first word, he couldn't help it any more.

Two years later, is this the answer you gave me?

Sue, you are cruel enough.

She remembers that when she was fourteen, her parents took her on vacation and they met. He was hiding in a corner and crying. She asked him, and he said that he had lost his most important relative.

She told him you didn't lose him. He will look at you from the sky, laugh with him when you laugh, and be sad with him when you cry.

Later, she was leaving. She told herself that she would recognize him when she saw him again, but after the reunion, she forgot him.

It turns out that the fate between them has already begun, but when you look back, everything has passed.

She loved him for four years, including hating him for two years.

In fact, she should have known how she doubted his love and why she was so stupid.

A year after graduation, Ye Li sent her an email, which she didn't see at that time. Sue asked her for help at that time, but why didn't she ask someone else? He said that only he could make her refuse to leave. In the end, she didn't refuse him. After all, it is for Shen.

07

Shen doesn't know how he came back.

I only remember that I was groggy and my mind was blank.

When she gradually woke up, everything around her disappeared. She wanted to cry, but Sheng Qiao once said that she didn't want to see her cry.

Yes, the tea is cold enough.

It's no use being sentimental. Time gave her kindness, but it was later ruthlessly taken back.

What did Sheng Qiao say?

Sheng Qiao said:

Yiyi, I'm leaving, leaving you, leaving this world.

Yiyi, do you know? I hate to part with you, but I hope you have a good life.

Yiyi, I know you are afraid of loneliness. I can't imagine ... it's better for you to start a new life with hatred for me than to leave yourself.

Yiyi, whenever the wind blows your long hair, it must be that I miss you in another world.

……

Sue, what I am afraid of is not that Wan Li is separated from you and runs counter to you, but that you are not with me when we are so in love. ...

end

Look at the flowers on the tree this year, not last year.

In everyone's life, there will be a person. You thought he would be taken away slowly with the passage of time, but never thought that his appearance became clearer and deeper in the clouds of years.

Later, Shen was still alone.

To say that the most torturous love in the world is probably waiting.

Some people, some things, clearly know that there will be no result, or try their best to wait. Maybe one day, if you wait, he will come back.

This summer is very worrying, and it will be even more scary in winter.

This time, just like I miss you.

Sue, the wind is coming. Have you heard of it?