0 1 I am the loneliest person in the world, and there is no one.

I am a girl with low self-esteem. Many factors, such as family, appearance, ability and so on, make me not confident at all. As you can imagine, I am also an introverted girl. I don't like talking, and I dare not speak. I'm afraid people don't like me, or I shouldn't be treated. How embarrassed I should be. It is my personality that makes me lose many opportunities. Social phobia, meeting familiar people is like hiding. Don't know how to communicate with others. I am a problem girl, with both shortcomings.

Sometimes, I wonder how I got here after so many years. Of course, it's not that I don't have any advantages. I am still kind, just because I am kind and sincere, and I have made a few sincere bosom friends. I am also very grateful to them for always accompanying me and never giving up.

I want to say that I used to be a lively and lovely little girl, carefree and happy forever. I like to make friends with others, take the initiative to say hello to others, and I am very happy every day.

A nightmare broke the beauty of my life. Just before the college entrance examination, I fell ill and dropped out of school directly.

It was the end of 20 17, near New Year's Day. Because the weather is particularly cold, I rent a house off campus. I have been in good health, and I have a bad cold and fever. Because it is winter, I have never paid attention to it. It lasted about three weeks, the food was tasteless, and my body was particularly cold. I really couldn't stand it. I called my family and told them the situation. They came to school and took me to the hospital for examination. They have been busy for three days. The results came out. Seeing the word "tuberculosis", the whole person is not good.

I was taken home and quarantined. Many relatives came to see me when I went home. Instead of thanking them, I hate them. I don't want to say anything. My parents told them. In this way, I became a virus, and no one wanted to be near me. Even the children were taken away from me by adults.

I was alone in the living room on the second floor, and no one talked to me, but my mother brought me food at dinner time. At that time, I thought I might not get well. I turned off my cell phone and was isolated from the world. Everything I like to eat is in front of me, but I have no appetite.

In this way, as time passed, my illness did not get better.

Chinese New Year should be the happiest time, but I'm not. I can still hear the children's laughter, but I have nothing, just like Lu Xun said, "The excitement is theirs, and I have nothing." We have many families, we will come upstairs to see me, and then we will leave. They had a reunion dinner, and I still ate it alone. They took a family photo, but I disappeared. At that time, I felt that I was the loneliest person in the world, and there was no one.

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