Cruel and painful-the tooth of love

The color of the movie poster is very monotonous. The images of heroines in three different periods are clear at a glance. Like the story in the film, her three love stories of youth, youth and middle age are as gloomy and suffocating as the dark sky behind her.

At the beginning of the story, the heroine went to the dentist, who said she was quite resistant to pain. She asked the doctor if she could sit up with an indifferent expression, and her back hurt badly. She said it was going to rain.

Love is associated with pain. Growing up in pain. When I was young, simple feelings didn't have time to experience more, so I fled towards growth.

In high school, money was the "boss" among the girls in the class, and her tone was a little strange, which showed that this girl was simple and uninhibited. There is a boy in my class who likes her flamboyant personality and puts love letters in the textbook. She read the love letter in front of the class. The boy was deeply stimulated, holding a red brick in his hand, and took a brick behind her when she was not paying attention.

This shot marks the life of money. When it's going to rain, this back begins to hurt, which is more accurate than the weather forecast. I thought these two people would be separated or together with different versions of the ending. As a result, the boy soon drowned in the river. This ending is very simple and comes to an abrupt end. Apart from the pain behind Qian Ye Hong, it stayed in my memory and became cruel. Since then, money has become docile.

Qian, a 22-year-old medical university student, fell in love with a married man during her internship in the hospital. However, to her horror, she was pregnant, so she asked the man to go to the man's house to have an abortion for herself. She used her medical expertise to teach the man how to operate. Surgical instruments are also prepared one by one. She was not anesthetized when she miscarried. Although the expression on her face was very painful, she was obviously happy.

It seems that money fell in love with pain at this time, because the boy who gave her a brick died without any intersection. It is a feeling of no beginning, no end, incompleteness and disorder. Only back pain is the only memory. And when I met this man, after sex, for the first time, her back stopped hurting. Is it the painful feeling of teenagers who are constantly cutting and disorderly, which makes her accustomed to the pain? So let a man operate on her without anesthesia. Perhaps unknown, young money wants to feel closer to love with pain.

Then things began to change. The man wrapped the money in newspaper and threw it into the dustbin outside. It turned out that the name of the subscriber was in the newspaper, and then it was reported. When they were questioned, Qian admitted that she seduced the man and took all the responsibility. Coincidentally, men also put all the responsibility on money, as if they had already discussed it. Later, Qian was fired and went back to be a pig killer. In his youth, the love of money ended like this.

She didn't resent the man for shirking responsibility, quietly packed her things and got on the train home. She still loves this man. She didn't think too much about what she could care about in love, and love became her own business. Her love, nostalgia and expectation for this man suddenly let go when she met unexpectedly in the street many years later.

After returning home, Qian was introduced to Wei Yingqiu and married him. My husband worked in the mountains for many years, but he couldn't get back for a while, so he began to live apart. The seemingly dull life of money, getting married and having children, follows the established life trajectory. When the son was five or six years old, the husband completed the formalities of returning to the city, and when they were about to start living together, Qian filed for divorce. She told her husband that although they are husband and wife and have children, there seems to be no trace of him in her home.

It is obvious that she doesn't love him. Before the divorce, my husband said that we had not quarreled. So this quarrel is like a ceremony to make up for this defect in married life. Looks funny and sad. Finally, the husband took out a pair of pliers, pulled out one of his tiger teeth and gave it to the money. Because money said his tiger teeth look good on their wedding night!

At the end of the film, money goes to the dentist, which is also the beginning of the film, because the whole film is in flashback form. Ask the doctor to pull out a tooth for her without anesthesia. She wants to feel pain. I think this kind of pain may be the same as when she had an abortion for that man. The pain of loving someone is the same.

The whole movie looks cruel, although there is no bloody scene and no heartbreaking pain. But the person watching can feel the pain of love-heartache. When you are young, love is fearless and reckless. Pain is also happy and beautiful. The pain of love in memory may fade away one day, just like the back of money temporarily. Perhaps it is common for most people to forget the pain after healing the scar.

Every emotional experience, more or less, will leave us with painful things in memory. Both psychologically and physically. Those pains represent love for a period of time. We often talk about Kan Kan's mental pain, but this feeling of being invisible and intangible sometimes makes people numb. For example, the final compromise of money to reality lost his stubbornness and sharpness when he was young. When I watched the movie, I thought of the rejected pine nuts. It seems that two people have something in common, but they are also very different. I just feel that pine nuts have finally given up completely, and although Qian didn't see her final self-abandonment, he felt her indifferent expression as if her heart was dying.

Love is cruel and painful. When I came, I was as caught off guard as a brick.