Back to1February-Taylor Swift What does Taylor Swift want to say?

I'm really glad you took the time to see me. How are you doing? Tell me, how is your family? I haven't seen them for a long time. You've been doing well recently. You're much busier than before. We briefly talked about work and the weather, and you started to be wary. I know why, because you still remember clearly that the last time I hurt you, you gave me roses, but I didn't cherish them. I swallowed my pride and stood in front of you and said, I'm really sorry about that night. I've been trying to get back to that December freedom. The rest is to miss you. I really wish I could realize what I had done. I went back to that December and changed everything and made everything right. I've been trying to go back to that December. Recently, I tossed and turned all night, thinking. This is how I left on your birthday. I didn't call you. I've been thinking about the good times in summer. Autumn has come, I love you so much, and then, the cold has come. When fear crept into my heart like this, it was accompanied by endless darkness. You gave me all your love, but I gave you goodbye. I swallowed my pride and stood in front of you and said, I'm really sorry about that night. I have been trying to go back to that December, but I only miss you. I really wish I could realize what I had done. I went back to that December and changed everything. Then I changed my mind. I've been trying to go back to that December. I miss your brown skin, your sweet smile, you are so kind to me, and how you held me in your arms. That September night, you saw me cry for the first time. Maybe this is a fantastic assumption. If we can fall in love again, I swear I will really love you. I will choose to go back to that time and change everything. But I can't. If your heart is locked by me, I can understand. I swallow my self-esteem and stand in front of you and say, I'm really sorry about that night. All I have left is to miss you. I really wish I could realize what I had done. I went back to that1February, turned around and did everything right. I went back to that1February. Turn around and change my mind. I tried to go back to that1February, hoping to help you.