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My love story with my big cousin is 6- 10.

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In those years, I was always willful, always doing what I liked, and never understanding other people's thoughts and feelings.

I clearly remember one time, when I worked overtime until 10: 30, I called you and said I wanted to eat snails. Although it is not very cold in the south in October, you are probably tired after a day's work. You packed and sent it to our company downstairs without complaint, gave me the packed things and left.

At that time, I always liked to run around. I don't like to bring my mobile phone and I don't like to buy it. You'll never find me, and then you bought me a mobile phone.

That was the first gift you gave me, but it was also the most expensive.

Every time I go out to eat, or go to your house for dinner, the food on the table is my favorite. At that time, I especially liked to eat boiled live fish and spicy shrimp. So you also learned to cook live fish and spicy shrimp.

I don't know if I still love cooking so much. Maybe it's just cooking for me?

I clearly remember your favorite love song of a glass of water. Two butterflies were on fire at that time. You said, if life is possible and two butterflies fly with me, it would be great.

I like that boyfriend's song. You said that you would try to be such a boyfriend. When you are rich in the future, you can help me open a clothing store.

All this has come true now, but it has nothing to do with me. The owner of that clothing store is your ex-wife.

Bits and pieces of memories constitute a perfect picture.

Memories are always deep, but my heart hurts.

What about the agreed grounding?

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I remember you once asked me when I would get married. At that time, I said, five years later, if we are still together, I will be your bride, rich or poor. As long as you marry me, I will marry you.

Five years later, you are someone else's husband, and I am about to become someone else's bride. You said, let me wait for you, and then you divorce me.

I said, five years has changed a lot. Today, I have faded away from my youth, and I am no longer that naive little girl or that wayward girl. I missed you and lost a relationship. No matter how difficult the road ahead is, I don't want to disappoint him and this relationship again.

If you plant flowers with your heart, you won't send them. If you don't send them, you will have shade. Maybe this is the answer.

You complain about my persistence again and again, which shows that you are not a coward. At least I won't fall in love until you get married, right?

About five years, I'm not late, just a new groom.

Life is always so coincidental and strange. I don't blame anyone, including you.

I can only say that I have deep feelings and only hope for the afterlife, meet at the right time, suit each other's identity and be together silently. Remember that there is no five-year engagement in this life.

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Every time I think about that time, I am the most cowardly.

Mom said firmly, with or without him, with or without him.

I can't go forward, but I can't go back.

It's really not easy for my mother to raise me alone for so many years.

I don't want her to feel sorry for me, but I don't want to give up this love, let alone fail this person.

Maybe I don't love enough, but I know that those warmth, those love, maybe missed, will never meet again, will never have.

Finally, I was forced to leave my hometown and everything behind me.

I feel sad, but I have to do it. I don't want to lose any of them, so I give up everything, okay?

As soon as I disappear, it will be three years. I cut off all contact with everyone, only occasionally, to visit the space of familiar people, but I am just a stranger, and I don't have the courage to face those things, that person and my mother. ...

After so many years, I think again and recall again, just like writing other people's stories, but I know that some people, although gone, are irreplaceable.

Don't want to forget, just run aground at any time!

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I clearly remember that day, in the first month of 18, I had dinner at my friend's house, and they were chatting, which I overheard.

I left for an excuse, not because I didn't have the courage to face it. People may always be selfish.

Even after all these years, I know we can never go back, but I still don't want you to belong to others or even be labeled as others.

Until this moment, I still think so. I don't think you are that important in my heart after all.

That night, it was a little cold. The weather in Fujian is not as cold as that in the north. I stood on the bridge for so long that I lost track of time.

Recalling the dribs and drabs that we walked together from meeting to getting to know each other, maybe I never loved and paid.

I always feel that everything you pay is taken for granted, and I always feel that I need you. You are always there and never think that you are tired sometimes.

From this moment on, I realized how important you are. From this moment on, I realized that from now on, you really have nothing to do with me.

I have no right to blame you. I was wrong about you.

I can only slowly forget in time. Even put it all away as a memory.

From then on, I learned to cherish and pay.

But I also learned not to be better than others.

10

Many people have asked me what the ending is. Will you be together?

I asked myself, and I told myself clearly that I wouldn't. In the seventh year of this year, we are not him and Zhao Yusheng. I don't have the courage to span seven years, and I don't have the courage to pick up the beauty that I used to be together. Even if you say it, you won't forget it.

In the first half of the year, you told me that you were divorced, but I was not half happy. Even if I'm not around, I hope you are happy.

You said that the reason for your divorce may be to pursue feelings that you haven't forgotten for so many years.

On the contrary, I feel more and more that you are not the perfect person I know. In fact, you are selfish.

Suddenly, I let go. I have been thinking about your goodness for so many years, and my heart has always been perfect. I don't want to ruin what you left me.

I have a chance to continue this relationship, but I don't want to get back the past. I just want to leave everything in the past, this life and occasional memories.

In this life, only be the most familiar stranger.

Goodbye, the person who warmed my years.

Goodbye, my big cousin.

Goodbye, those who used to be.

end

Everyone has loved someone at some point in their life. Maybe his life is a pity. Maybe Bai Yueguang, like him, once occupied a very important position in my life.

I want to use this article to commemorate my lost first love.

No matter what happens now, it is now.

The past, like the wind, is a glass of wine, to you and to me.

I wish you many children and grandchildren for the rest of your life.

Wish me all the best in the future.