Why is the mood now always as uncertain as the weather?

You can't change the environment. You can also change your mood. I can understand your feelings. Where can a person's memory be full of happiness? Just don't be sad for too long. Believe in time. Like a sieve, it will filter things. At some point in the future, you will recall that it was your whole life. You should let yourself precipitate/germinate at the moment when you have the chance. How much to regret, the price paid is too heavy. It is raining. Your mood is so uncertain. You want to escape from your present life. Your thoughts. What did you miss ... ~ ~ ~ What is uncertain is the heart, not the weather!