Ideal world

? Sit quietly in my little study and let the cello flow slowly!

Waiting for a typhoon to arrive as scheduled to subvert this humid, stuffy and stagnant time and mood!

? The south is rich in thunderstorms and typhoons, with a variety of customs, humid and sultry, and all kinds of melancholy feelings and desires!

? The north is rich in boldness, coldness, courage, no hesitation, beauty, beauty!

I switch between the south and the north!

Easy to get lost, easy to be disappointed, and sometimes I don't know where to go! ?

Cello is heavy, soothing and powerful. When it passes through my heart, it will jump out of my memory and roll with bright red emotions!

A romantic and artistic person,

Something must be needed to bring some emotions, thoughts, hopes and imagination!

From this, you can create and extend!

Music, travel and love all have such power!

Of course, you should also have the ability to create and understand this desire!

? Otherwise, you may become a walking corpse, eat and die, and grow old slowly!

? Sadness is more terrible than death!

? I do not like it!

I am a person who keeps creating and rolling in my heart, with all kinds of possibilities and desires!

Although sometimes I don't practice, I enjoy thinking, writing and creating!

As long as a song, a bunch of flowers, a gust of wind, a word from a person who wants to love me, it will set off infinite waves in my heart, happy people!

? So I have many reasons to be happy!

? Beautiful, can bring you a good mood and the desire to experience,

? It is the best motivation to push you to live in this world!

? In any case, don't lose the ability to create this desire at any age!

? Once this desire is extinguished in your heart, your life will be eclipsed and bleak!

Even if life is sometimes full of holes, it is beyond our control!

In the face of difficulties, we must also strive to create!

Music is like a clean stream of blood vessels to me!

Take me out of the simple and boring life every day, wash away the sadness of the past and inject new and beautiful experiences and inspiration!

In my big house, it is full of loneliness and loneliness!

The only thing that can drive these things away is these ethereal and beautiful music, which can fill my every space and every cell!

I am grateful that I am a musician and understand music!

The more skills you have in life, the more you feel and understand, and the more beautiful your abilities in this world are!

And travel!

Any trip is the beginning of breaking the old, breaking the boring and opening a new gentle day!

? I like the expectation and joy every time I face and imagine a new place I have never been to!

? This kind of anticipation and joyful preparation alone is enough to make you excited for a long time!

? Every trip will buy all the new clothes, hats, glasses and cosmetics suitable for this country or scenery!

? My obsession with clothes comes from my desire for new things.

Every new suit has a new soul!

He brought me a new mood and mood, not because this suit is so expensive, but because it gave me a new look and image!

? The fading of a person's passion is far more terrible than the superposition of age!

In fact, I am more afraid of the fading of passion than getting old day by day!

? In that case, it is a sign that I am really old!

The hot weather makes people lose their appetite, and the whole body is wet and sticky in the south!

? I don't want to dress up anymore. The feeling of being old often makes me start to be afraid!

I need to find a reason to be beautiful and exquisite again!

Like a love, like a trip!

Sometimes listening to music and talking in the dark in the room quietly, I also feel that there are so many people who are willing to approach you, visit you and love you like moths to a flame!

? But you always refuse. What kind of psychology or problem is this?

Not afraid of death, but also afraid of starting a relationship?

In fact, the most fundamental:

? First, it is inferiority and lack of confidence!

? Second, I know this debauchery too well. You know what will happen after the beginning and the end. I have lost interest!

? If a thing sees its truth early, it is actually a sad thing!

In love, I am in such a state that rejection is greater than starting, which is unacceptable!

? Of course, it is good to have a clear conscience in everything, and you can't force it. No one can arouse your desire, so wait!

? There is also travel, travel is something that can ignite my excitement when I think about it in my life! ?

Received an invitation from a friend to travel to Tibet!

I'm not interested in domestic tourism, and there are so many foreign countries that I haven't been to. I am busy!

? However, Tibet is an exception, it can arouse my imagination!

? Because it has dozens of ethnic minorities, this place is very close to the sky, there are so many temples, and it can also be very close to God!

Where there is Bodhgaya, you can worship your soul and confess your mistakes. This is a beautiful place close to your body and mind.

So he will let my heart flow out of spring!

So he will let me have a smart imagination!

If there is someone I like in this place, so much the better!

Not letting yourself down is the best way to live!

? The music is beautiful, typhoons come and go, and the days go on!

Today's composition feels good, at least the idea is quiet!

I hope that on the day when the typhoon comes, everyone can shed the deepest things in their hearts and go with the wind. ...

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