Please tell me which novel of Yi Shu this sentence comes from?

From the novella Girl in White, Journey. The original text is as follows: He is very serious, and I am a little worried. I'm afraid of taking responsibility. I have a girlfriend who likes to associate with married days. I asked her why, and she said, "I'm afraid of being responsible." A husband with a wife is always someone else's responsibility. She doesn't have to worry about his career, his future, his troubles, his economy and the details of his life ... The full text is as follows: Journey Author: Yi Shu-I have been to Europe hundreds of times since Yi Shu's novella The Girl in White. I studied in Europe. Therefore, I always go back to Europe to pursue my old dreams. After living in Hong Kong for ten months, I feel sick all over. I have to go back to Europe, put on my worst clothes and sit in front of the art museum and have a cigarette. Then after returning to Hong Kong, I can go back to the office building from the beginning and continue to be a man. I can't live in Europe for long, because I can't find a job and work in Tang restaurant. I might as well go back to Hong Kong and get an office, but Hong Kong … can't even see a decent art exhibition. So I still have to go to Europe. Being a man for happiness is really complicated. Recently, in Europe, most of the Sanjia tour groups have cheap air tickets and don't have to look at renting hotels. I am most afraid of booking a hotel in Europe. Every country speaks a different language, and for half a day, the telegraph and telephone charges are more than this. But as soon as the tour group arrived in Europe, I disappeared, no matter where they were. I have been in the art gallery. They are tourists. For me, it's almost like returning to my hometown. I'm very happy. I won't appear again until the plane returns to Hong Kong. Usually there is no problem, and the team leader is willing to take care of one less person. I'll take the ticket myself, and I won't be late. But this time I went to Europe on Easter and had a little trouble. It's a long story, because there is a rather hateful person in the same group. This man's surname is Chen. I met him at the travel agency, and he seemed to hate me. He traveled to Europe with his sister and brother-in-law. It's great to know that I'm traveling alone and want his sister to share a room with me. He shared a room with his brother-in-law, saving the cost of a single room. I looked at him with black eyes and didn't answer. I said to the person in charge of the travel agency, "Travel? For pleasure and comfort, if you are unhappy, you might as well not go. " . I must have a single room. "He didn't make a sound. This means that the land has to live in a single room, which costs hundreds of dollars in vain. I don't care about this little calculation. I am most afraid of sleeping with a stranger, whether he is a man or a woman. When I set out, I was wearing jeans as usual. Because of the cold weather in northern Europe, I have two pullovers and a thin jacket. It's warmer in southern Europe, so wearing a T-shirt is almost enough. I saw other group members holding hands, shouldering their shoulders, sending them to the warehouse and packing them. I sigh that it's time for the country people to escape in luxury again. I saw that guy Chen, and he stared at me. Look for him and stare at him. I am not afraid of him. Who am I afraid of? Hmm. He sat next to me on the plane. What a coincidence, there are 22 people in the same company, but he is sitting next to me. I opened my purse, took out a set of martial arts novels and started my reading career. When the plane arrived in Mumbai, I told the stewardess that my feet hurt and I didn't want to get off the plane. I told them that my feet would hurt until London. They asked me to stay on the plane, and the boy surnamed Chen was obviously envious. When he arrived in Tel Aviv, his feet began to ache. Imitators. Nothing new. Typical Hong Kong people. When I flew to Europe, I had already seen the twelfth episode of my martial arts novel, a 26-hour plane, just kidding. I can't sleep, so I should eat something and go to the bathroom. How annoying, so I put my feet up and read. Originally, I was not that kind of person, but this Chen angered me. I simply refused to lend him the book and let him read the menu again and again. His brother-in-law asked him if he wanted to bet thirteen, so I turned off the light on my head. It's shameless to be noisy at this time. As a result, they didn't gamble. I fell asleep. It's okay to go to Europe, but the plane can't stand it. With the rumble of the engine, I shook my head and finally arrived in London. Everyone is very excited. This is the advantage of Europe. It's still exciting to come a thousand times. As I told you, England is my hometown. Carrying my luggage, I called a taxi myself and went to the hotel. Who will wait for them to go together? The airport is far from the city, and taxis are very expensive. I put down my luggage at the hotel, immediately went to buy a ticket to watch the play and called my good friend. As usual, they complained, "Don't live in our house! What a nuisance. "It is convenient for relatives and friends to stay in the hotel. Can you spread towels everywhere in the bathroom? I'm only going to stay in London for two days. On the last day, I'm going to Cambridge to see the professor. On the first day, I watched movies and plays, and bragged at night until I got back to the hotel. The next morning, I relived my old dream. In the National Museum, in the afternoon, I went to the "There" gallery. Eat and dance with old classmates in the evening. My classmates and my husband and wife asked me, "What? Come to Europe alone again? How many companions does Yan bring once a year? " "There is no fate, wait a minute." "You are the boss, too, Miss." "What can I do? "I said." Is your young lady in a hurry? "They laughed." What's the hurry? Can't you knock gongs in the street? "I asked," can we change the subject? I've worked hard for a year, and I finally came to have fun, but I met a friend like you. "I went to Cambridge by train at half past six the next morning. Want to know what other members did, go to Soho to watch striptease? Maybe it's not that wonderful. I'm afraid it's cycling around Congress, Big Ben and Beverly Square, poor tourists. I can find everything I want in Cambridge. I am lying on the sofa of the old professor's house, drinking black tea and eating biscuits. " Are you still happy? "The old professor asked." What a complicated question, I refuse to answer. "I laugh. He said, "I'm not happy to go to Europe once a year. I am 56 years old and have never been to the East. " I smiled. When I returned to London, I just bought three wool coats before the department store closed. Send it to a friend's house, pick it up on the way back, and go back to the hotel to have dinner with the group members in the evening. That Chen is sitting next to me again What a hateful person-he looked at me as if I were a thief. On the other hand, another lady smiled and asked me, "Is it fun? Where did you go shopping alone? " I said, "Very interesting, thank you." "Aren't you afraid? "The old lady is very curious." A girl, wandering in a foreign country. "I laughed." I'm not afraid. "Hong Kong is not afraid. There is nothing to be afraid of in the world. " Hey hey. "The lady shook her head. It seems that I have done something out of line. These old-fashioned ladies came to Europe to visit their son. I wonder what mask their son is wearing to see them. When the plane arrived in orly airport, the tour guide smiled and gave me a hand. "Wait, don't go yet. Your French is better than mine. Help! ""I'll find you a driver with good English, "I laughed." Help, I have to go to Louvre. It's half past three. "Family name is Chen," here? I'm going too. " I looked at the ground for a long time and did not answer him. He asked the tour guide, "Are you going to the Louvre?" "When we returned to the hotel, most group members planned to go shopping. We're not going to the Louvre. Good. Let's go. It's beside the Seine. You can go with this lady. " Chen asked me again, "I heard that there is an impressionist art museum outside. "I stared at him." Are you talking to me? "His eyelids are red. I don't want to embarrass him too much, because he likes art, too. I said, "Give the baggage to the colonel and come with me. If you want to take a bath, go back to the hotel. " He said, "I'm with you. "I admire his courage to correct his mistakes." Let's leave now. I said. He told his sister's brother-in-law, and then he really left with me. We visited the art gallery, but I didn't talk to him. I'm thirsty, go to the bird fountain to drink water. He asked, "No coke?" "No money." I simply said, "Six francs a cup." "It's my treat." He said it was difficult to care for the poor. I said. When we entered the Louvre, the statue of Venus, which had just arrived in Milu, was about to close. "Shit! "I said," come back tomorrow. "I walked back to the hotel with him and motioned for half an hour. If he is tired, he can take a taxi. He finally followed me, and I bought a loaf of bread to eat while walking. " How can you speak French so well? "He asked to study. "I answered." Have you studied in Europe? ""England. " "You even know Greece?" "We won't go to Greece this time." "Why don't you buy clothes!" "Some things in Hong Kong don't have to be bought in Europe. "He doesn't ring. Back at the hotel, the group members bought boxes as usual. I want to know what they bought and want to move the whole of Europe back. After dinner, I slipped out again. This time, many people asked, "Miss Mei, where are you going tomorrow? "Will you take us with you?" The tour guide is ridiculous. "Hey, hey, there are programs tomorrow. You must get up early tomorrow. Don't run around. " I laughed it off and went to the top of the tower to drink coffee. Chen follows me. The bill came and he paid for my coffee. I didn't argue with him. I leaned against the tower and looked down. Real cars are like running water in Ma Rulong. "Beautiful." I said, "Is the name Huadu a fluke?" He nodded. "First time in Europe?" I asked. "yes." He said, "I am a native egg." Admit it first. "Have been to Europe is not earth eggs? Not necessarily. " I said. I bought some picture books before I left. Then we go to Holland. By this time, I don't hate Chen Mou very much, but I haven't asked his name, just because he is "Chen Mou". This man has a problem with his mind. We visited the Van Gogh Art Museum in Amsterdam. Chen's interest in art surprised me. I don't know what subjects he studies at school. I don't ask him, and he won't talk. Maybe he doesn't look at anything. Antique, who cares? I know that the tour group went to visit the diamond factory to see the polished diamonds, but the diamonds were too beautiful to go. I went to Setsch to see the dam. Go to Chenmei. I feel lonely blowing the sea breeze alone. God, don't tell me that my hometown can relieve my loneliness. I got back to the hotel early, and Chen Lai knocked at the door. I am very happy. He said, "I bought a shirt. Do you like it? " He made it. I saw a blouse with a lace collar and linen material. I thought it was for my sister and said politely, "Very good." "Is this your size?" "Buy it for me?" I'm surprised that I didn't guard against this move at all. "Yes, thank you for accompanying me to visit the art gallery," he said. I blushed because I was so surprised that I could only say, "This kind of shirt is much cheaper in Brussels." He put his hand in his pocket, smiled and didn't make any noise. "I'll put it on." "Well, let's eat somewhere else." "all right." I said. "Then I'll wait for you at the hotel." I went into the room, put on that dress and looked in the mirror. The size is just right. I haven't received a gift for a long time, and this trip is actually a little fun. We ate seafood in a small restaurant by the canal. He said to me, "freedom like you is really chic." "That's just because you haven't seen me being yelled at by my boss in the office." I said. "I only have a few days of freedom a year." "But at least you know how to enjoy it." He said enviously. "Do you think so?" I asked. "I think so." He said, "I didn't know what I had missed until I met you." I said, "Everyone's fate and taste in life are different. A young woman spent half her life in the kitchen of a house in Shinohara Bay, waiting on her husband and son. Who can say that she is unhappy? Maybe she just tried to go to Tsim Sha Tsui, but what's the difference? Do you think it's good for us to travel around the world, see more and understand more, and find fault with life instead of being happy? " He was taken aback. "I never thought of that." "That's because you are a man." I laughed. "You didn't expect to be a woman in this year's pain. Without knowledge, people look down upon you. Too knowledgeable, resisted. It's hard to control people. Attach importance to career, ignore family, attach importance to family, and have no career at all. " I shrugged. "Don't think so, don't men accept women with careers?" I smile. Keep quiet. I once had a lovely boyfriend. We broke up on Fontainebleau Island. That autumn, yellow leaves were everywhere, and we had a showdown in the gazebo where Napoleon dated his mistress. He said he was getting married. I'm not too sad or jealous. "She?" I asked, "You chose her? People say forever amber, but you chose her? " It's all question marks. He replied, "Because I can control her." Men like women who are easy to control. Today, I think of it with melancholy and silence. If I hadn't been so arrogant then, now ... "If" is the saddest thing. We went back to the hotel, and the second stop was Fei Lengcui. Chen's sister and brother-in-law invited me to dinner, and we ordered a bottle of white wine at a small pizza place. I said politely, "Your brother is so interested in art." "Who?" His sister asked, "Him?" Chen's face turned red. "He is interested in art? He thinks Van Gogh is a French apple pie and Michelangelo is the most popular brand in Paris. " Chen's brother-in-law stare big eyes, "how can he be interested in art? This man is the assistant curator of the planetarium. He may have some opinions about the crab nebula and the cosmic black hole, but-"Speaking of which, he was stopped by his wife. I quickly looked at Chen. I never knew that a person's face could change color as quickly as a neon light, so I was surprised. This bastard is an astronomer. His sister coughed. "My brother is studying astrophysics at Cornell University." She explained, "People are a little slow, but it can't be said that they are not interested in art." If he is not interested in impressionist galleries, then why did he follow me around the galleries in Paris? The answer is as simple as one plus one, so he is interested in me? Me? Made a fortune in silence and ate pizza. This old boys is very tight-lipped. It turns out that he has been holding my arm. I don't know yet. I thought he stared at me because he hated me. Strange. I didn't talk much that night. I went back to the hotel and went to bed early. My attitude suddenly softened. He asked shyly, "I heard that Fei Lengcui asked uffizi gallery?" "Of course." I replied, "But don't waste precious time. I suggest you buy some beautiful purses to take back to your girlfriend. Don't choose Botticelli shirts. You won't find it. " "Stop being sarcastic, will you?" It's hard for him to understand. "Will you make up an art class in the hotel at night?" I asked. He looked down at his leather shoes and kicked off a stone. My heart melted. After all, he did these stupid things for me. The happiest thing for women is to make men stupid. So I asked, "Do you really want to go?" But he smiled and said nothing. We ate ice cream on the roadside when we came out of the art gallery. I explained, "It's easy to get jaundice. Italy is a country with jaundice." But we had a good time. Walking in the alley at dusk, the air is filled with oranges and flowers. Beautiful young men and women galloped past with smiles on motorcycles. Chen exclaimed: "Europe is so beautiful!" "If you don't have to find a life, Hong Kong is also very beautiful." I said. Hong Kong people are snobs. "Chen said that Europeans are also snobbish. "I said," as a tourist is not easy to find. But, I admit, it's much happier to be an ordinary little people in Europe. In Hong Kong, there is nowhere else to go except for eating and drinking tea. " "Do you-have a boyfriend?" He asked if I had a boyfriend, would I still be here alone? "I spread my hand." This statement proves that you are a very dependent woman. You can't travel to Europe alone if you have a boyfriend? "I asked," Does this mean you have a girlfriend? " He was silent for a moment: "I just got divorced and my ex-wife is an art student." I was surprised, "I'm sorry. "He doesn't ring." Do you have any kids？ ""fortunately,no. ""How long did the marriage last? " "Three years." "What happened?" "She found like-minded artists and appreciated her temperament. "Many times, women will never agree to divorce unless they find something better. Women are always women, abandoned forever, and rarely so lucky. " You're not the only unfortunate person. "I said." Have you ever been married? "He asked a lovely question." No, "I said," really, I'm always looked down upon. "I sound sorry." You are a very beautiful girl, and you should have filmed it a long time ago. ""me? Beautiful? Thank you. "I made a face." Really. "No one will deny it," he said. "Thank you." I said. He's already serious. I'm a little worried. I'm afraid of taking responsibility. I have a girlfriend who likes to associate with married days. I asked her why, and she said, "I'm afraid of being responsible. "A husband with a wife is always someone else's responsibility. She doesn't have to worry about his career, his future, his troubles, his economy, the details of his life ... and I'm used to freedom. I'm not used to going anywhere with my husband and sacrificing for a man. At present, my wisdom and psychology don't allow me to do this unless I love him very much. But love itself is the greatest sacrifice, and it is too much and too bitter to love once in a lifetime. So I try to avoid watching a movie, so as not to cause greater consequences. But this time, my hero is trapped in a tour group, and there is still one third of the place to visit. I didn't expect to take care of this person. " Do you live alone in Hong Kong? "He wants to know more about me. Danger. " Yes "I said," a small apartment on the first floor, 700 feet, divided into one room and one living room. " "It will cost a lot of money." He said, "Your income is so good? "Originally, I wanted to tell him jokingly that I occasionally made a guest appearance on" A Woman on the First Floor "and" Looking for a Friend "to help make up the expenses, but I didn't say it in the end. He is not such a person with a sense of humor. I just said, "I try to make money." "Then you are a capable girl." He said, "More capable than men. "His tone is very old-fashioned, as if a man is always more capable than a woman, and occasionally a woman is excellent, just like a miracle. He is not my type. It is possible to go out to see a movie once in a while when I go back to Hong Kong, but I doubt whether he will like watching the movie I choose and reluctantly accommodate one person every day. It didn't take long to get bored. There is no doubt that he wants to remarry. First, because his ex-wife has remarried. Second, married people are not used to living alone. They are used to having people around. Our age and appearance may match well, but our moods are totally different. No wonder he longs for my freedom. Many men hate divorced women, and I hate divorced men. Married people are not fresh, doing things and living like habits, and bringing new partners into old habits is suffocating. Like Chen, who is his second wife must be a doctor to heal his broken heart. Three or five years later, I can still wear jeans. Why should I compromise with a man like him? It's not a big loss to miss this opportunity. Because the future is as clear as crystal, I am cold to him. A man like him doesn't have to get married, but his monthly salary won't be low or high. I take my life seriously, but marriage is about finding a partner. Without a good partner, I can only be lonely. As soon as I calmed down, he felt it quickly and slowed down immediately. He also knows that it is not good to rush to a woman unless she is eager to get married or she is in love. In Rome, I have returned to the team, so they have little chance to talk. Objectively speaking, I think Chen Jun is not without benefits. He is honest, educated, patient and well educated. Some men are simply outrageous. Not long ago, a man invited me to tea, about seven or eight times, with almost no tears and snot pleading, and finally agreed. Then he insisted on taking me home, and downstairs said he would take me upstairs. Upstairs, he just stuck himself in front of the iron gate and refused to leave. Silly village laughed nervously. This tall man gives me the creeps and I have to push him out. I remember my harsh words. He finally withdrew from the iron gate. When I closed the iron gate, I heard him scold me in English. This little punk. Compared with this kind of man, the curator of the planetarium is naturally gentle and extraordinary. Single women will meet all kinds of men before marriage, but good men are not necessarily future husbands. If two people don't cooperate perfectly in many aspects, it is difficult to become a good couple. Chen is undoubtedly a good man, but he lacks interest in life. There is no doubt that this is why his ex-wife left him. I don't like this kind of man either. Women like men who are funny, knowledgeable, have a career and have an economic foundation. The most important thing is to please people. It's a good thing that people like Chen Mou live with him in a foreign country. Hong Kong is so colorful-what's wrong with me? I think too far and too much, which proves that I am a little interested in him, too. We made a big detour and flew back to London. He helped me with my luggage at the airport, and all the people with him showed a knowing smile. I think we are very tacky-two single men and women go out to travel and get to know each other, and soon their feelings germinate and they can get married when they get home ... more unbearable than popular novels. We went to Hyde Park and sat on a bench, which was hidden by an unknown tree. Leaves rustle in the wind, and there are people riding horses in a piece of sand. I think I'll be back soon. A pair of jeans has been worn for three weeks and it doesn't taste good either. The cloth is soft and there are cotton pads on the legs. I'm going back. When Chen saw me in Central, he might not recognize me. In Central, I wear stockings and high heels, a medium-priced dress, and my hair looks very conservative. I sat obediently from 9: 00 a.m. to 5: 30 p.m., and the weather was still the same ... he couldn't recognize me anymore, and I couldn't recognize myself either. Chen is still an old saying: "Europe is beautiful." "Yes, the fresh air, go back to work, and can endure for a period of time. When you are angry with your boss, think about the famous paintings and scenery in the distance ... that's what being a man is like. " "You are very negative." He said, "You must be a liberal arts student. We look at the stars and think that each star has its own owner, so I spend most of my time immersed in my work. I wouldn't have gone to Europe this time if my sister hadn't pulled me. I'm slow and don't use my head much. ""My brain is in a dead end, "I said." Mr. Chen, you are right and I am wrong. "He looked at me deeply, his eyes full of wisdom. Scientists have their own world that ordinary people can't understand. "Studying the universe is very enlightening. "I want to talk." Looking at the telescope day and night? That's why I lost my wife. "He smiled." Say something nice. ""all right. " I said, "Today's weather is hahaha. "He made me laugh. What do you like about me? I asked frankly, "or is it because I am the only single woman in the group?" "I like your temperament." He said, "You know, there is such a thing as temperament. ""Thank you for being so kind to me. " I said. "No, thank you for being so kind to me. "He said it was nice to meet you. "He said," can you tell me your phone number in Hong Kong? "I told him the telephone number of the company." Call when you are free. " "Will you answer?" He smiled. I laughed too. If you meet me in the street, he won't know me, and he won't like me in Hong Kong. One of 300,000 female white-collar workers. All living things. I have lost myself in my meager salary. Just a few days, I'm real. Back in Hong Kong, I put on makeup and became a model. Just like other fat common powders, all my temperament is buried in five buckets of rice. Why is he still interested in me? Unfortunately. We didn't sit together when we came back. People got mixed up after getting off the plane. I picked it up without waiting for my luggage. I turned away and grabbed a taxi to go home. I rushed to take a bath with Tito soap for half an hour, and then slept till dawn. The holiday is very tight. I'm going to work tomorrow. Will Chen call me? Either it will or it won't. He is a cloud in the sky, accidentally projected. ...

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