Essays on winter essays

When I was a child, I saw many great people mentioned in their articles that they liked winter or autumn. Autumn is bleak, and winter is rare for sunshine. So far, I don't like winter very much It's too cold. Especially in Xi 'an, I'm really not in the mood in the face of gray weather every day. The north wind roared by, and people hurrying on the road huddled up with cold. The fallen leaves were run over by cars and blown by the wind, flying around in the air and looking up, as dark as the early morning dusk. Go home early, at least you can get warm.

I remember that in the afternoon a week ago, I had a cystectomy in the Stomatological Hospital. Now I'm still scared. Although I was a little thin, I didn't go to the hospital for stitches and used a knife. As for the operation, I never thought I would be stitched. Half a month ago, I accidentally bit my lower lip. As a result, the bite was blistered. At first, I thought it was no big deal. But a few days later, when I grew up, I went to the dental clinic at the door and said I couldn't see it. I went to a professional stomatological hospital and went to two hospitals. The same result must be removed and manipulated. For me, this is a bit hard to accept. When I came back, I checked online for a long time and said that I could do puncture treatment, so I went home and asked him to help me, holding a glimmer of hope and luck, hoping to succeed. I have prepared medical cotton balls, needles and boiled water. I don't want to fight, but I'm already shaking with fear. In order not to go to the hospital for surgery, I still let him puncture and release the liquid inside. Two people without any medical foundation are operating here, and the result is predictable. When the liquid came out, the bud was a little small, but the trembling continued. He laughed at my cowardice. If I really start fighting, I have been timid since I was a child, and I don't know why. Let's not talk about it for the time being. I hope the buds will fall tomorrow. This was the most urgent wish at that time. It's just that many things backfire. After a few days, I got bigger and smaller, and I didn't get better. Then I went to another hospital, hoping to get a different result. I would rather take medicine than have an operation, but the answer is the same as before. In addition, eating is really painful and speaking is also affected. Better take it off.

I am timid and want to use a knife, but I really don't like it. There is nothing I can do without treatment. I remember it was a weekend and the sunshine was not bad. I dawdle when I get up in the morning. Finally, at his urging, I got on the bus to the stomatological hospital. There were many people in the hospital, and after waiting for a long time, they finally came to me. The doctor said let me cut it, and if I don't cut it, I will ask him all kinds of concerns, but they may be busy saying that there are too many of us to tell you so much! Well, I really wanted to have a fight with him at that time. What's your attitude? But he is a doctor, so it's not good to do it by himself and find someone else. After thinking for a long time, I finally got ready at his insistence, paid the fee, and everything was ready, just waiting for the doctor. When you lie there, waiting for pain and hope! The doctor said it's okay. It'll be all right in a minute. I started disinfection and anesthesia. That's called a pain. It really hurts. The skin tissue in my mouth is soft, unlike other places, which tore my heart and cracked my lungs, and tears began to fall. I really wanted to quit and run, but the money was already paid. Alas, I am afraid that the pain and trembling will appear again. The old woman doctor said that you didn't cooperate with the operation. The anesthetic worked, and it didn't hurt any more. I feel that meat is like cloth, and I have been bossing around there. The stitches are wrong, so we have to cut them before the operation. I hated them at that time. After sewing, my mouth was pinched as big as a ball, but the pain was still there. At that time, I seemed to be confused when I finished, and I didn't know what to say. I sat in the chair in the corridor, feeling the pain and calming my emotions. I wonder, is it hopeless? I am afraid of the word operation from the bottom of my heart. Well, for the first time in my life, it's really hard to look in the mirror and sew a black line like a spider's web on my mouth Although the operation is over, fear still bothers me and I can't calm down. The hospital closed early on weekends and rested there for more than 20 minutes. They have started to lock the door and go home.

On the bus home, I looked at the people and vehicles coming and going outside, and my tears began again. Think about what my mother said. When I was a child, I was born with no milk, no milk powder, only thin batter, and so on. During the operation, the doctor said that most people can bite. He pinched my mouth, and there were many irregular things in it, and there might be small pimples, so my personal physique was still the same. . . Think about all kinds of things that have happened to me, and tears will accompany me all the way. When I get home, I don't want to say anything or do anything. I just want to feel better and stop suffering from this crime. Think of those who suffer from other diseases, surgery and chemotherapy. They are really brave. They are braver than me. They are cowards and can't do anything. No matter how timid, some things still have to be faced, what should I do! I have been in pain for a week, and I don't want to do anything during this period. Eating is the most painful thing Eat a bowl of noodles for more than 40 minutes, alas, it will be better! When the stitches were finally removed, the doctor said it would take another week for the wound to heal!

When I came out of the hospital this time, I seemed to have a feeling of coming out of hell. I don't know what it's like to be in hell, but it should be used to reproduce the light in the dark to describe it more appropriately! In fact, many times I magnified the pain myself. Now that it's over, I don't seem so worried, but I hope this pain won't happen again!

I can't remember the date when sporadic snowflakes floated in the air. I was surprised. I thought it was thicker, so I could walk through the snow and feel the breath of winter. Just for a moment, I saw water on the ground. Alas, I have been in Xi 'an for several years. Compared with the snow in my hometown, it is really a drop in the bucket. What's more, the smog in winter is more serious than any other season. Every Christmas, the Bell Tower, South Gate and North Street are seen from a height. Maybe I am getting old. I remember when I was in college, there was snow on the playground on Christmas Eve. It's fun to play with my classmates! After Christmas Eve, Christmas has nothing to do with me! There will be no surprises and no snow in winter. I just hope there will be less smog and winter will pass quickly! Waiting for the arrival of spring! Or the masters' love for winter has a lot to do with snow, otherwise they wouldn't be so emotional and write so beautifully!

Most of life is always spent in pain, just like the endless darkness before dawn. Looking forward to my scar getting better soon, looking forward to spring, looking forward to the germination of plants, looking forward to the recovery of everything on the earth! If winter comes, can spring be far behind?