Amy, please wake up from your dream

If we want to have the life we ??want, we need to carefully choose not what we will have, but the price we will pay.

Nuan: I am very tall, but very timid because I am a weak girl.

Sections 1

At the end of summer, Amy fell out of love. The reason for falling out of love is like the pretentious plot in countless love novels: I might have been the bride, but unknowingly became my friend's matchmaker and bridesmaid. Amy was very calm, waved her hand and said to the couple: I wish you happiness to the death! The world is full of wonders. How could she, a "micro-particle" in the universe, have the ability to stop two people's close hearts, so she thought openly. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter.

But a week later, Amy was distracted by recalling a certain sweet time with her boyfriend, so that as a financial official, she accidentally made two extra payments when transferring money to the supplier. zero. Although most of the extra money was recovered, the company still gave her severe financial penalties, so the T-shirt was still stained with dirt from the wall of the Lijiang store. The moment he unfolded it, I She even smelled the smell of the ancient city and the words of the shop owner: "Give it to the man you love, and you will get everything you deserve." Just imagine: she lost her meager savings from working for a year , and lost credibility and jobs.

Amy's originally strong heart was like a moving vehicle whose tires were suddenly punctured by glass. It was instantly deflated and deflated.

The community where Amy rents is an old house, and most of the residents in the community are elderly people. Amy could see from the window sill every day the elderly people in the community who were doing Tai Chi, walking or dancing in senior disco. The smiles on their faces were all pure, and their silver hair and staggering steps looked peaceful and peaceful in the setting sun.

Amy thought: Old age is really desirable. You no longer need to live a career life of intrigue and intrigue. The direction of your life is basically a foregone conclusion, and you don’t have to worry about those around you betraying you. She really hopes that there is a life compressor in the world that can make her age quickly every day and ten years, and she never wants to experience these pains again. and frustration.

S1ections Shaoyang came to me early in the morning and said, "When I call you, the line is always busy. I guess you stayed up late and surfed the Internet again. You drank like crazy yesterday. Do you have a stomachache?" I avoided Shaoyang's concerned eyes and told him that I kept crying while writing Lanlan yesterday. I waited for Shaoyang's answer. He was quiet for a moment and said: "The theme of glass and betrayal is played out every day, and there is nothing you and I can do about it." I suddenly felt strange, as if the person standing in front of me was not someone I grew up with. Shaoyang. I looked at him with the eyes of a stranger, and like almost all strangers, his answer was mediocre. Why was it that in the vast sea of ??people, only one person cared about me during this incident? He cared about my feelings and asked me why you were crying and who you were crying for. After Shaoyang left, I felt deeply disappointed. 2

When Amy woke up again, she found that she was back in her boudoir in her hometown. She was still wearing a strange-shaped watch on her wrist. Only one hour hand was turning on the dial. Amy raised her hand to count. There are ten spaces, and each space is marked with a very small font: year. Amy's heart was full of doubts. At this moment, her mother came over holding a white wedding dress and urged her to put it on. As soon as she put on the white dress, she was picked up by a strange man who walked in and walked to the car outside the door. Looking back at her mother, she was crying on her father's shoulder and kept waving to her.

Amy suddenly realized that today was her wedding. She had fulfilled her ten-year wish in one day. The watch on her hand represented the rapidly passing time in her life. She abandoned the job and the embarrassing life that she hated overnight, and was about to have her own husband and family. This was so magical that she feared it was just a dream.

When she arrived at the event venue, she saw the scene in front of her and felt that it would be easy to meet a man at a blind date. As long as you are not picky, there is no problem. Susan also told herself that she should not be fussy about men like her best friend Little F, and she shouldn't be fussy like Big T. She should have style and temperament. After Amy said "I do" while standing in the church, and stretched out her hand to accept her husband's ring, the hour hand moved one more step, and the space immediately changed. Amy was lying in the delivery room of the hospital, struggling painfully. She had already accepted the reality of ten years in one day. She knew very well that another year had slipped away, and now she would welcome a little life.

But this kid actually climbed up along the pole I built. "If you dare to come back one day late, you will never enter the house again." I, the lion from Hedong, roared. She had enough time to experience the surprise of birth, and her daughter could already walk slowly and call her mother inarticulately. Her first call to mother was not as difficult and surprising as imagined. But in a moment of mixed joy and sorrow, Amy still chose to accept the reality optimistically. After all, the time spent like this is precious and fulfilling, omitting unnecessary processes and just enjoying it. At the beginning of the year, Wang Jiafeng resigned from the company and opened a plumbing equipment store in Fuyang City. After leaving the store, Ge Wangli joined a kindergarten and became a famous teacher.

Once, when Ge Wangli and her mother were helping Wang Jiafeng sell goods in a plumbing store, several customers came in. When one of the guests learned that this was for her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, she couldn't help but said to Wang Yuhua: "You and your son. So, when Han Yushi saw Zou Lifeng's online invitation on June 9, she felt her heart pounding, and she couldn't help but secretly talk to Zou Lifeng. Make preparations. Han Yushi hoped that Han Yushi could travel to Japan with her stepmother, but Han Yushi refused and asked her father and stepmother to go to the "Two Worlds in Hokkaido". She asked her father to treat her as an adult and allow her to go. Classmates Qin Xiaoli and He Jingjing went on a graduation trip. Han Guozhang finally agreed to her daughter's request. Wang Yuhua replied calmly: "In fact, she is my biological daughter!" Very surprised, after learning the truth of the matter, everyone nodded and said, "This is really a magical family combination." The most beautiful result, isn't this the life she wanted in the first place?

Sections 3

For the next ten years, Amy lived for her daughter. In the past ten years, I have experienced my daughter’s high school entrance examination and college entrance examination. She devoted all her energy to her daughter and used her limited time to give her the best needs.

My daughter’s temperament changed drastically after she turned 13. She suddenly became estranged from Amy and began to keep a diary in a notebook with a delicate cover. The time was too short, and it was too short for Amy to become good mother friends with her daughter and unable to buy her the first prize. Huayi said: "After he went in, I thought about it for a long time and decided that after he came out, I would be with him." Remarried. "She cannot tell her what she needs to pay attention to when her "good friend" comes, and she cannot expect to receive a surprise on Mother's Day... Her love for her daughter can only be blocked by time. She began to doubt her choice.

Her daughter's grades were not very good, and Amy began to be harsh on her like many mothers who expect their daughters to succeed. Such harshness intensified the conflict between her and her daughter. Many times they ignored each other and continued to have a cold war.

Although she had many conflicts with her daughter, she finally lived up to Amy's hopes and was admitted to a university in another province when she was 18 years old. On the day when Amy and her husband took the train to send their daughter to school, the weather was unusually hot. Amy climbed up and down to make the bed and pack the suitcase for her daughter who insisted on choosing the upper bunk. In the end, her thousands of instructions turned into just one sentence: "Take care of yourself." ". When leaving the campus where her daughter was, her daughter was very excited because she was finally free from the control of her parents, but Amy cried and did not dare to look back.

Sections 4

During the years when her daughter was in college, Amy inadvertently discovered her own aging. She is about to enter the age of fifty. She changed from loving to look in the mirror when she was young to now not daring to look in the mirror easily, but she knew that even if she avoided it, time would still leave its mark on her body.

Because of the special relationship of one day and ten years, Amy can deeply and experience the transformation of her body.

Two major events happened in this decade. The first thing was that Amy divorced her husband. She herself did not know the reason for the matter. She only remembered that her husband was at the Civil Affairs Bureau and said calmly: "I can't feel the existence of my wife. I have always doubted whether I have a wife." "Amy didn't hold back. Her husband was right. She had never felt his presence. Her husband rarely even appeared in her mind. In such a short period of time, they were still strangers to each other. Amy asked her husband not to tell the truth until their daughter graduated from college and to maintain the status quo as much as possible. But her daughter still found out earlier than expected. When her daughter called Amy for confirmation, Amy was very worried, but her daughter was uncharacteristically calm, as if she had expected it. When she hung up the phone, she said to Amy: "Mom, you have been living for life. Dad and I seem to be just props in your life."

The second big thing is Amy The death of my father. This incident happened on Amy 5. "Hey, stop pretending, didn't I bump into you under the overpass in Linzhou City? The time was the same, the location was coincidental, and you refused to go to the hospital and hid in a lighted place. Hiding, can all this explain anything? Also, why is a car wrench held in a girl's hand at an inappropriate time? Why did you look like that when I hit you? Panic? "At the age of 4. When Amy saw her father, the doctor had already covered him with a white cloth. She rushed over and fell on her father, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't remember how long ago it had been since she had hugged her father like this. His body was still exuding warmth, and the sternness between his brows and eyes was replaced by a kind of peaceful tranquility. My mother sat in the corner of the ward, biting her lips.

Sections 5

Since my father got off work, I decided not to make any stop, but hurried home. Maybe his call was waiting for me. And he never disappoints me. He calls almost every day, and his tone is even gentler than when we were together. This makes me have endless reverie: because we once loved each other so passionately. After her mother passed away, Amy took her mother with her. But there are only twenty-four hours in a day, and it is divided into 10 periods, which is only 2.4 hours. 2.4 hours a year, even if all are used to accompany my mother, is still too little.

She couldn't even knit a close-fitting sweater for her, stew a pot of fragrant chicken soup for her, or sleep with her. So, full of sadness, she boarded the train bound for Warsaw, the capital of Poland. A long nap. Her mother suddenly wanted to eat red apples, so Amy went out to buy them. When she came back, she saw her mother passing away peacefully on the rocking chair on the balcony...

After her mother passed away, Amy suddenly aged and became like herself. The look of disbelief. Her memory became very poor, her waist was as fragile as a dead branch, her eyes became blurry, her ears became inoperable, and even her sense of taste gradually became confused.

In the following years, Amy experienced unprecedented loneliness and emptiness. She always tried to recall something to fill the loneliness in her heart, but she looked back at an almost blank life. Except for the unsatisfactory events in her youth, she had already experienced forty years in the remaining four days, and all the remaining memories in her mind were just empty results rather than full experiences.

Amy had no friends or anyone to chat with, and every second passed slowly and panickingly.

Amy is 64 years old. At the age of 64, she recalled her nearly forty years of blank life and began to regret her original decision. If she is given more time, she will develop a deep relationship with her husband and stay together throughout their lives; she will have a heart-to-heart talk with her daughter, leaving her with an understanding mother during her rebellious years; she will take more time to visit. Parents; she will do a job, no matter whether the job is unpleasant or not, she wants to do it well; she will collect a few close friends, go crazy together, and grow old together.

The moment 64-year-old Amy lay on the operating bed due to a stomach tumor, she shed tears all over her face: If time could be turned back, what Amy would most like to pick up is what she abandoned. Forty years full of setbacks and thorns, laughter and tears.

Sections 6

Amy woke up crying from her sleep. She nervously ran out of bed to check her appearance, pinched her cheeks hard, and looked at her wrists. I put on an ordinary electronic watch and breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that it was just a dream or four.

In the days that followed, Amy still often ran into obstacles at work, still stumbled forward in love, and sometimes forgot to greet her parents because of her busy schedule. However, Amy no longer gets angry or complains easily. Because she knows that complaining is useless, and even if she realizes a completely opposite way of life, she may not be happy.

24-year-old Amy finally understands that life is like this. To get something, you have to pay, and every choice requires different sacrifices. If we want to have the life we ??want, we need to carefully choose not what we will have, but what we will pay.

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Waking up from a dream