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I recommend a book for you: The Story of the Heart.

Parts 1 Pan Xin

Looking forward to getting to know each other became her dream every night. When will she really walk into his heart? Maybe never. Yes, he is selfish. He always undertakes everything by himself, never sharing with her, never communicating with her and never asking her to do anything for him. Selfishness may not be appropriate, but in her view, it is a kind of selfishness.

He always deals with problems in the way he thinks best, no matter whether she agrees or understands, and no matter what kind of crisis will arise between them in the end, because he doesn't care, or he doesn't think of it at all and has no time to think about it. As a dense and calm-headed person, he has never made any wrong decision, and he can make the most perfect decision in the shortest time every time at an important juncture. This is the source of his confidence, but it is a black hole that devours her confidence.

Everything he does is always right. Didn't miss it? I think so, at least she thinks so. Although it was hard to accept at that time, in retrospect, no one can but admire his foresight.

But are these five years of concealment the same? This is not the first time. 17 years old, involved in the black organization storm, disappeared for three years, and came back to her with injuries. She vaguely remembered him at that time. Some of the smoked people have black faces covered with OK gangs, and he has some tears in his jacket. The open neckline faintly revealed the bandage hidden under the clothes. He stood at the door of her university with a confident and apologetic smile. That day, he narrowly escaped death; She forgave him.

What about this time? She tried to forgive, but failed. Before she found out about it, she really believed that one day, he would open his heart to himself and tell the secret buried in his heart, even a little. She is eager to share her pain, laughter and sadness with him. Yes, she still found his secret like last time, but she still deceived herself, forced herself to accept and fantasize, and silently waited for his response.

Kudou Shinichi, who has been engaged to her for five years, is a kind liar. He is gentle and considerate, and always faces her confusion and questions with his unique confident smile every time. They don't quarrel, because every time she is bought by his gentleness and insincerity. Her parents like him, his father is always clamoring for him to drink with him, and his mother appreciates his ability and always discusses with him before the trial. He is very busy at work, but he always takes time to spend with her. Although it is rare, she is easily satisfied. However, it broke her heart and ruined her confidence.

Lan looked up at the gray sky and felt very depressed. She wants to gamble and see if she can give herself a reason to continue to be stupid.

She asked for personal leave early, stepped out of the dense central hospital and began to prepare for the evening.

Than, than, than' the phone rang, "hello? I am Mao Lilan. "

"It's me."

"Shinichi?" Lan has some accidents. Instead of using a mobile phone, he used a mobile phone that I don't know where it is. It should be from the hospital. "You ... what's the matter?"

"No, nothing," he paused. "It is going to rain. Remember to take an umbrella when you go out. I remember putting a spare umbrella in your office. "

"I know," she answered. Well, he finally called. Although he already knew that he was all right, hearing his voice with his own eyes was much more reassuring than being told by others. "Didn't you say you were going to Hokkaido for six days on business? Is the work going well? "

"Very ... very smooth." This is not right!

"I remember you didn't come back until evening, did you?" She began to consciously test him.

"That's right."

Are you still in Hokkaido?

"Ah, I just got on the plane," he replied. "Oh, no, I forgot to buy the lavender perfume you want ..."

"Never mind, there will be another chance in the future." You can't buy it at all! "Strange, you knew it was raining here before you went back to Tokyo?"

"Ah ... I ..."

"Ah, you must know from the weather forecast on the radio ..." She began to lie for him as before to reassure him.

"Yes ... yes."

"Sure enough" why don't you have the heart to expose him every time? It's always you who get hurt like this. "By the way, will you come to my apartment as soon as you come back tonight? I prepared dinner for you. " She asked with a smile.

"Lan, I'm sorry, tonight is not convenient"?

"But I'm already preparing for shopping! People have been waiting for many days. " Pet, he will give in because she knows Shinichi too well.

"Well, then wait for me." Sure enough, "so, I'm going to get on the plane."

"Well, by the way, are you ... in good health?" She has been trying.

"Of course, I haven't been sick for a long time."

"I mean ... um ... are you hurt?" It took her courage to ask, but she immediately found the steps for him. "Although there is no danger in this mission, you know, I ... will still be worried."

"Since you asked, I will tell the truth." Hearing this, Lan was ecstatic. "I'm fine, no problem. Don't worry, little fool. "

"Oh." Is it still the same now?

"It's you, are you outside? You didn't take an umbrella, did you? " He immediately stressed, "If you are still in the supermarket, buy an umbrella by the way. If I go back tonight and find that you have a cold, see how I can clean you up. "

"I see. See you tonight, then."

"Very good."

Hang up the phone, LAN's heart is full of infinite warmth and acidity. He was so concerned about her that he even called her to ask if she had an umbrella when it rained and threatened her not to catch a cold. But what about himself? She never had a chance to really care about him, because she helped him lie to herself according to his wishes. Yao was seriously injured, which is such a dangerous task, indeed. She's worried. Every time she knew that he was risking his life outside, she pretended not to know in front of him and prayed silently for him every night, but she could only get a call from others to report that she was safe. How depressing!

"For our future, no matter what, tonight is the end." She muttered to herself.

The second part gambling heart

Looking at a table full of dishes that she had been busy with all afternoon, she was unhappy. More precisely, she was flustered and scared. What should she do if she really loses the bet? Can you really give up those good memories? Can she do it? My thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of the bell, and Lan had to rearrange her emotions, so as not to let any confusion and anxiety be written on her face. After taking two deep breaths, she touched her face and comforted herself. It doesn't matter, you can succeed. Then she went to the porch.

"You are late." She said deliberately easily.

"I'm sorry, I caught the report on the plane, and I was delayed when I got back to the Metropolitan Police," he replied with a smile. "oh? It smells good, you made such a big table? "

"Do you like it?" She looked at his slightly pale face, the in the mind really not taste.

"I like it, but I feel like a thief." He went on to say, "Is today a special day? Still need my help? "

See LAN gently shook his head, he probably looked at the types of food and asked, "how is my favorite food, not let me be picky about food? Did you take the wrong medicine today? So kind? "

Yes, clever as he is, he must have noticed something. Behind excessive enthusiasm, one after another may be eternal indifference. She certainly doesn't want this to be her last meal for him, but it depends on him, not her.

"Nothing, I'm in a particularly good mood today." She is also used to acting.

"Miss me?" Yes, but I'm not in a good mood at all

"Let's go, I don't want to eat cold food." Lan knew that if he kept asking, she would be exposed, so she changed the subject.

The atmosphere on the dining table is very harmonious. They are chatting and eating.

"How did you ... finish this task?" She must get to work quickly. Dinner will be over soon, and then he will definitely go back to the metropolitan police to work overtime.

"Not the same." He replied easily, "The task is relatively easy, and I am beginning to miss those big cases before, which is both tense and exciting."

"Really?" Lan's eyes dimmed. "Since I feel lack of challenge, why not consider leaving?" ? Didn't you always say you wanted to start your own company? "She refused to give up and continued to work hard.

"Leave the metropolitan police?" He put a bite of food into his mouth. "I thought about it, but certainly not now." It's an old excuse again.

"Will you ... stay with me tonight?" She needs time! She needs him to stay, and then slowly pry open his heart.

"I have a task tomorrow morning and I have to go back to the meeting later." He put down the tableware, took her hand and replied, "I really can't today, I'm sorry."

"No ... it doesn't matter," she replied reluctantly. She is going to give him up. Why can't he see it?

"What's wrong with you tonight?" He put his hand on her face. "It's always weird."

"Nothing," she took his hand and changed the subject. "Are you full?"

"Yes," he smiled. "As usual, I'll do the dishes."

"hmm."

Listening to the sound of running water and watching the busy figure in front of him, Lan leaned against the kitchen door and looked at him silently. I don't know how long it will take to see the scenery next time, maybe never. Xin Qing looked at her and asked with a smile, "Do you need any help?"

"boast! You say it yourself, you solve it yourself. " She was about to leave when his waist was wet with a little water. "Stop!" She ordered at once.

"What's the matter?" He turned around in doubt and was startled by her excited tone.

"I'll wash it, and you help me clear the table." Unable to explain his gaffes, Lan prevaricated casually.

"What's the matter with you?" He came over, put his hand on her shoulder and asked, "There is something wrong with you today."

"Nothing, according to your washing method, I can raise fish in my kitchen in the future."

"stingy." He smiled and pinched the tip of her nose and turned to the restaurant. Lan looked at his back and shook his head calmly. The mist in his eyes has formed, but it has not made tears fall.

After a busy period of time, Xinyi came to the porch, put on her shoes and was ready to leave.

"You really can't stay?"

"Other colleagues are waiting for me." He hugged her and kissed her once. "When I'm finished, I'll accompany you to Shikoku to relax." Then Xin gently pushed her away and held the door handle.

Orchid suddenly hugged him from behind, hands on his waist, tightly around him, turned around, "what's the matter? You are so strange. "

She looked up at him, still smiling gently. Forget it, there's nothing to say. Her suffering, he doesn't understand, maybe it's time to end it. "Promise me that you will take good care of yourself in the future, ok?" She said, "Be careful at work and don't let … anyone worry." She secretly changed' I' to' anyone'.

"I will." He smiled. "I really have to go."

"Don't worry, just one second." She can't stand it. This is the last moment. "All right, go ahead." She let him go and smiled at him.

"You don't look so good today. I am too tired, I can ask for leave tomorrow and have a good rest. " Tell her to rest? How is he? Work with injuries?

"I see, goodbye." Will we really meet again? In what capacity?

"Goodbye."

After leaving the house, Lan leaned against the door and slipped down slowly. The strong mask was finally taken off, and tears could no longer be controlled, falling on the floor like a rainstorm. He's gone, and you can't keep him? The tide is gone, and it's time to face the reality. Lan gingerly went to the bathroom to tidy up her appearance. It's time for a showdown.

Part III Language Center

In the middle of the second day, Xinyi dragged her tired body back to her residence. This is the first time he has set foot in his residence in two weeks, but his home is still neat and clean. The newspaper he subscribed to was well placed on the coffee table and looked at the balcony. The clothes have been hung. I don't need to think about it. Lan will come every two days to do some housework for him. He is very happy, with such a considerate fiancee around, and he doesn't have to put pressure on himself all day. Shinichi contentedly closed her eyes and sniffed the smell she left behind. He smiled, and it felt good to be at home.

He threw away the key, tore off his tie and walked to the living room. Suddenly I saw the message function light of the mobile phone flashing. What happened? I clearly remember that I have turned off the message function. Besides, I can't wait to go home every half month. Someone else should call him on his cell phone. He took off his coat, put it on the arm of the sofa, and opened the window to ventilate the house.

While thinking, he walked to the phone, pressed the record and replay buttons, and then went to the kitchen to make himself a cup of coffee. This case is very serious. After he came back from Hokkaido, although he had been resting in the hospital, he was also busy with business, hardly slept, worked hard for many days, and was injured, and he almost collapsed. But the report must be handed in the day after tomorrow, so at least one third must be finished tonight.

Pour the coffee powder into the cup, stir the hot water, and go back to the sofa and sit down.

"DuDu, May 3rd 1 1: 00, 18: 00." The voice of the answering machine came out. Last night? That was after Lan returned to the Metropolitan Police Department. Who could it be? He took a sip of coffee and asked himself.

"Hi, Shinichi, it's me." Lan? That's weird. Why don't you call your cell phone? If the phone call is recorded, it may take him a long time to know. What if it's urgent?

"Are you free now? If not, do something else first, but be sure to listen later. "

Very mysterious, isn't it? What the hell is she doing? He smiled, but he was busy for a few days. It was really good to hear her voice when he came back.

"Are you free? Then let's get started. " She ton, "you must be very strange, why I choose this way to contact you. I turned on your answering machine, so I thought it was the best way to open my heart to you. "

"You must be sitting on the sofa drinking coffee now, right? Don't drink too much, or you will lose sleep. " A new smile. She really knows him.

"So before I say the following words, please hold the coffee cup firmly, or simply put it down. If I guess correctly, that cup was my birthday present to you five years ago. " Should he sit up and take notice of this? This cup is a symbol of herself. He can remember her charming smile when he sees it.

"Are you ready? Then I have to say it. " Come on, don't spoil my appetite. He put the cup to his mouth and took a sip, ignoring Lan's words.

"Shinichi, I want to break up with you."

"Pa", the cup still fell to the ground and broke into four or five pieces. A firm and sad tone blew into his heart like a cold wind. Shinichi looked at his shaking hands in shock, and there was silence around him. Lan didn't continue to talk, and seemed to have known his reaction for a long time, leaving him a buffer time.

"Are you kidding? Today is not April Fool's Day. " A pair of new answering machines, wait for an answer later.

"I know today is not April Fool's Day," Lan seems to have known his thoughts for a long time. "So please don't doubt that my attitude is serious. I made this decision after a long and arduous ideological struggle."

What happened to her? I thought she was strange last night. Something really happened. Break up! ? You can't say such heavy things! No, he wants to ask her face to face. Shinichi immediately got up, grabbed the car keys and was about to go out.

"Xinyi, please don't think about seeing me now, ok?" He was slightly dazed, and she knew her intentions? "I choose this because I can't face your gentle eyes and confident smile. So would you please listen to what I have to say? "

He shook his head helplessly and sat back on the sofa.

"Did you sit back? Then let's get started. " Lan Youyou said, "You must want to know why? We have been engaged for five years. We have been dating for eight years since the second year of high school. If I have known him, it has been at least 20 years. We have always loved each other, depended on each other and supported each other; No, maybe not for you, but for me. " She said, "We never quarrel or argue, but understand each other, which is a model of love in the eyes of others. I don't want to end this emotional marathon, but ... I can't continue to face you. "

"You are excellent, handsome, natural and unrestrained, confident and gentle. I always thought I was a lucky girl. I don't remember when I began to have a good impression on you, but I clearly remember how I fell in love with you. I am hopelessly in love with your personality, style, sense of justice and even your shortcomings. I think arrogantly that love can contain everything, but I am really tired at the moment. "

What's going on here? Get to the point! Shinichi shouted silently in his heart.

"Remember the promise you made when you came back five years ago? You must remember that you said to face difficulties together, share happiness together, dream together, and never hide anything from each other. But ask yourself, have you done it? "

She found out? When did this happen? Remember he always attached great importance to it? Think about it! Think about it! There must be a way.

"Don't waste your energy. In fact, you have been hiding it very well, but I am sorry, I knew it two years ago. " Lan said sadly that she knew what he was thinking again. How did this happen? Isn't she the neglected Lan? Why?

"I know you are confused, but I really know you, even better than yourself. Even if I am slow to respond to other things, you are my center of gravity for me, so I know your mind very well. " God, he is so careless.

"The head of the special service team directly under the Metropolitan Police Department." She said with a wry smile: "The head of an elite group that specializes in dealing with the most dangerous organizations and violent incidents and the most serious crimes. It stands to reason that I should be happy about such a brilliant career, but why should I be heartbroken? "

"You always said that you were just a police assistant looking for a lesson. I always believed you until ..." Lanjiang was calm. "Do you know? That was the day when I officially became a member of Mihua Central Hospital. I came to the office early, nervous, excited and expecting. You can understand that I have always been determined to be a doctor, just to take care of you in the future. After six years of hard work, it was finally realized, and I can't describe the satisfaction. "

"But ... it was the beginning of a nightmare." She made a lifeless statement. "

Part 4 Grinding Center

Lan continued to dissect her heart.

"The dean took a fancy to me and my colleagues trusted me. On the first day, I received a notice from the surgeon. At that time, I only knew that the patient had been shot and was seriously injured. It stands to reason that only experienced doctors can operate on such patients, but since it is morning, the director of surgery and more experienced doctors will come to the hospital later, and the doctor on duty is already doing another operation, so I have such an opportunity. "

"Before entering the operating room, I felt very lucky. Everyone respects me and gives me such great trust. God also created such an opportunity for me. If I succeed, I will be able to pass the test freely in my future work. I ran confidently to the surgical operating room, and my passing colleagues patted me on the shoulder to express encouragement. But when I walked into the operating room, I ... choked on the spot, and I realized ... how cruel God is! "

She cried on the phone. Xinyi frowned and lit a cigarette to relieve her pain. And LAN, I don't know how long it took, suddenly spoke.

"Guess what I saw?" She sobbed and cried, and her heart ached badly. He wants to hold her, but where is she now? .

"It's you! You are lying on the operating table with blood all over your face, wearing a respirator and covered in blood! Do you know what my colleague said when he saw my surprised expression? He said you were shot three times in the body ... You may have hurt your kidney, and you lost a lot of blood. ... there was no hope, so he told me to relax. ... even if I can't save you, don't be too sorry! But ... I'm human! See my fiance ... die for no reason, what should I do? You tell me! "

Listening to Lan's crying, Shinichi couldn't answer, just screwed his brow tighter.

"I didn't know at that time, why you never let me in and out of the metropolitan police department, don't attend my college reunion with me, don't come to my office during work hours, and don't bring an engagement ring. You're afraid of exposing me, aren't you? Your working environment is so dangerous that many people want to get back at you. You want to protect me. But have you thought about my feelings? " She continued to cry, "that day, after 9 hours of surgery, I successfully pulled you back from the gate of hell." When I walked out of the operating room, I was actually unconscious. "

"... but do you know what everyone said to me? They congratulated me! Saved a dead man who was almost powerless to return to heaven! I really want to slap them, but are they wrong? They are happy for me. They care about me. The surgical director even plans to hold a celebration dinner for me with the general practitioner! Finally, I found an excuse to refuse, and then locked myself in the locker room and secretly cried for 4 hours. Do you know that?/You know what? "

"What's even more ridiculous is that I actually figured it out after crying. You are dealing with a very dangerous criminal organization, and you are worried about my safety, so you chose the same way as last time. So, I decided to support you. After asking your team about you, I pretended not to know and helped you deceive yourself. At that time, I always insisted on taking care of you personally, from injection to temperature measurement to general examination, and so on. It was not until you were about to wake up that I handled the transfer formalities for you and transferred you to Tokyo Police Hospital. I asked your team members to keep a secret from you because I didn't want you to know that a rookie who just finished his internship is a surgeon. In the eyes of others, my concern and care for you seems to be because you are your first patient, but since this is what you want, I have not denied anything, just thinking about playing a good role. "

"Later, I asked Meihezi police officer to tell me your recent situation, and let her lie to you. So, every time you have a task, I actually know how dangerous it will be, and even if we are clean at present, I even know how many scars you have and where you are. Every time you go on a mission, I will meet you in advance. At this time, I usually say nothing, just look at you deeply, afraid of never seeing you again. Every night, I pray for you and look forward to the safe call from police officer Miyoko. Although the pressure is great, I have always trusted you. I believe that one day I can really walk into your life and share the pain and happiness with you. "

"Our relationship, only a few people know. So my colleagues in the hospital always thought that my ring was just a trick to drive away suitors. You have no idea how embarrassed I am every time I receive roses. A senior in my hospital even chased me for three years. I always answer that they are engaged, but no one believes me. They said they wouldn't give up until they could see you and get to know you. But can you? I know your difficulty, so I bear it silently. "

"For two years, I've been waiting for your trust and your confession, but I'm disappointed every time, but I didn't back down or give up. Until last week ... "She paused. "When I was cleaning your room, I found something that shattered all my confidence."

What is this? Why doesn't he know?

"This is an insurance policy! 50 million! 50 million insurance policy! But ... the name of the beneficiary turned out to be me! " She cried again. "How could you do such a thing behind my back! ? Can you imagine? How would I feel if I received 50 million for no reason? I ..... I can't live! What's the use of those things outside my body? ! Take the money you bought with your life and have sex with another boyfriend? You are such an asshole! You know what! ? "

"I ... 20 years ... feelings are worth it ... fifty million? What do you take me for? " She cried so hard that she couldn't speak clearly. Xinyi sadly touched her chest. She's really wrong, and she's very, very out of line. He thought it was a guarantee for her, but unexpectedly, she was hurt to pieces and deeply grieved.

Part 5 Centrifugation

At this moment, Xinyi suddenly realized that he had found a very eye-catching but just understood fact. He can't remember how long Lan hasn't had that sincere smile. /kloc-Before the age of 0/7, her smile was so naive that there was no trace of sadness, but now? When she faced him, she still smiled, but with a melancholy shadow? How can he be so slow! ? You just found out today?

"So, I decided to gamble today, leave you for the night, and try to pry open your heart. If you are honest with me, I will still forgive you, because I know I can't be cruel to you at all. I won't force you to resign, and I won't expect more attention and company from you. I will continue to play my role. As long as you tell me where you are going before each action, and then report to your face that you are safe, I can let bygones be bygones. " She stopped again, "but ... what did I get?" You have a meeting, yes, an important meeting! Have a meeting in cooperation with Osaka Police Department and have a peaceful meeting. The problem is! Ye He always knows what Pingzhi is doing. What are you doing? I can't do it. Is it unfair? "

"I know you were injured in Hokkaido, so I went back to Tokyo for treatment in advance. That's why you saw it was going to rain this afternoon. Remind me to take an umbrella. I also know that you live in the police hospital, but I didn't go to see you, so I had to lie to you on the phone and say that you overheard the weather forecast. How ridiculous is it? You can care about me carefree! But I want to care about you, but it has become an extravagant hope! Why? Is it fair for you to do so? "

"I know you got a gunshot wound to the waist. I saw you accidentally wet your waist while washing dishes. I was afraid that you would be infected, so I told you to stop. Do you really think I'm worried that the floor of my kitchen is wet by you? I'm worried! You don't know how to take care of yourself You think you are made of steel? What capital do you have to spoil your body like this? "

"At that time, I didn't give up. Before you went out, I held you and put my hand around your wound on purpose. As long as you stop me from pushing hard or acting uncomfortable, I will have an excuse to open your coat, examine your body, question your injury and force all the facts out. I even pretend that I just know, just because I don't want to give you too much pressure. "

She said with chagrin, "I have paved the road for you, and the steps are ready for you, just waiting for you to go on." But what about you? What did you do? Does the wound not hurt? Why don't you even frown and keep smiling at me? Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? How sad is it to watch the cold sweat oozing from your forehead? I personally put salt on my lover's wound! It's a lie to say I'm not moved! I know what sustains you to endure that terrible pain! It is love! But why don't I feel sweet at all, but my heart ached? Love shouldn't be like this. Your response shattered my hopes and pushed our future to a dead end. "

"I'm sorry, my love has brought you such great difficulties and obstacles, and it has also caused me great pressure and burden. So, I have to let go and let you soar. However, please understand that I never regret loving you. Even at this point, I still love you. However, I am really tired, and my heart needs peace and rest. What I can do for you is to prepare lunch, tidy the room and hang the clothes. These are all things that anyone who loves you can do. What you need is someone who is really capable of sharing life with you, comforting each other in times of pain and supporting each other in times of difficulty. I'm really sorry, although I tried my best, but ... that person is still me. So ... please let me go, too. "

"Finally ... happy birthday to you. Although you can't hear this last blessing when I leave a message tonight, it's my heart. ..... I'm not around, you should pay attention to food hygiene, don't be exhausted; Safety is also very important, don't let parents worry. As for the engagement ring … I won't give it back to you, just leave it as a souvenir for me. ..... that's it, bye. "

"Du ... Du (surname) ... Du (surname) ... Du (surname) ... Du (surname) ... Du (surname) ..."

Listening to the blind sound on the answering machine, Xinyi's consciousness floated up. I was wrong in the end. She is far smarter and stronger than she thought. But before he faced the danger of losing her, he was so weak and afraid. The only thing he believes in is such a strong fortress, and he doesn't want to believe any imperfect assumptions.

But why? After protecting her, he hurt her so badly and pushed her so far. If he had known, he would have changed his way, because the goal of his efforts was to make her laugh! Never make her cry! But it's too late now.

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