My grandfather's composition

Today, I called my grandfather again. I heard that grandpa was ill and now he is a little dizzy, he said. "Look at the opposite building. They seem to be turning. "

When he can't keep his balance, he holds my brother's arm tightly and leans against him.

Just like when he grabbed grandpa's hand and came home at dusk.

Still two people, but the world is different.

The little man in those days has now become a big man.

A good man in those days has now become an old man.

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Grandpa's arms are very long, which makes his body very small. Perhaps, he was a strong man in those days, but today, he has become an old man, as a grandfather.

He can't travel as he did when he was young. Because he is old, and because he has something on his mind.

Grandpa has become gentle. A few years ago, he was hot-tempered, like to drink hard liquor and hookah, and his eyebrows were full of strength.

Before, he would tell me about war stories. "Suddenly, with a loud noise, the soldiers broke into the house." At that time, my grandfather was a big man in my eyes, with a pair of big palms waving wildly in the air.

A few years later, he just likes to hold my hand and tell me about culture and customs.

My brother told him to play basketball, and he immediately replied, "People in Zhongshan like playing basketball best, while those in Xiaolan, old and tender, like to shoot with rackets. People in several places in Guangdong like to play all kinds of balls. One is Zhongshan Xiaolan's basketball, the other is Meixian's football, and our Taishan volleyball. It's good to play basketball and exercise! "

Later, he said this passage three times. Grandpa has really changed.

He is no longer irritable, or rather, no one makes him irritable. The immigrants in our family must have made grandpa secretly wipe his tears. We have lived together for so many years, how can we let go of this relationship? Grandpa must still be thinking about our naughty and seeing us again.

But we may never meet again.

Grandpa's health is getting worse and worse, which is worrying.

We have just come out of America and don't have enough economic ability to return home. Grandpa stays in the house alone every day, gets up early every day, walks to the bathroom and passes by our room. It must be sad to see no one inside, right? Get up alone every day, eat alone, sleep alone ... no more excitement. We won't hear the sound of getting up for school in the morning, we won't see us arguing about food at dinner, we won't have the atmosphere of competing for TV channels at night, and no one will say "good night" ...

Our figure seems to be still there, but where are we?

Grandpa sometimes sits in a chair in a daze. He is looking at the memories of his grandchildren. Those lovely faces have disappeared. Perhaps, we made people angry from the beginning, making people feel "if only we were not here." However, when we are really absent, grandpa, or rather, our hearts are like fallen leaves, without any support.

Think of the traces of the past, really close to tears. Standing in a house in the country, he only felt that the house was strange. Every post and every lamp is the same as before. However, people at that time were gone. Sometimes when he goes to a place, he thinks, "At that time, they played poker here." At that time, I was playing with stones here. "... if we were still here, what would they be doing?

I don't want grandpa and all my relatives to get old. How I wish they could stay with me all the time and be happy together.

However, the years are ruthless, and I can't keep a grain of sand in my hand.

There are some things we have to face. Even with tears in my eyes, I will go through these roads.

My eyes are a little blurred.

The world before us seems to be changing all the time.

Same air, different time.

If I can go back to the past, I will stay with my grandfather. I won't leave him alone. I won't leave him alone ... I won't be unfilial to my grandfather.

But can time go back? Now, I can only wait for the time to return home and spend more time with my grandfather! Is time really not good?