Weather forecast of Weishan ancient city

He left in June 2020. It is said that it is easy to leave after 95. I don't deny that. My post-1995 work experience is not long, but I basically left my job and even changed three or four jobs.

As our generation, there is no heavy burden of our parents' generation, but more self-awareness and living for ourselves. Although it is not a portrayal of life after 95, it is at least a dream of life after 95.

The reason why I left my job has something to do with this. I left my job, have no financial burden for the time being, like hiking, and with some savings, the journey that was originally expected to end in one month has become seven months.

At the first stop of my trip, I went to Zhoushan and volunteered on an island less than three square kilometers. The sea breeze is gentle and violent, and the sunset is always gentle. Life is three meals a day, blowing the sea breeze, watching the sunset and eating seafood.

During this period, a friend called and asked me if I was worried about leaving my job for so long. In fact, I only stayed on the island for more than twenty days, but it was already a long holiday for people who lived and worked step by step.

It's okay that he didn't ask, but I suddenly panicked about this question. The economic source is broken, and it seems that it is not a problem to rely on the old capital. So, in a few days, I began to travel to the island, and my business was not good, only earning 700 yuan.

After more than forty days, I can no longer stay on this small island like a pearl in the sea. Although the heart is still, it has not yet reached the state of being still as water.

Then I went to Gannan. Why did I decide to go to Gannan? Because I want to go to Yubeng. As a result, the weather forecast shows that it rains every day in Yunnan. It happened that my friend recommended Gannan to me. As soon as I checked the weather, alas, it was sunny every day, so I went.

Gannan has been wandering for almost 10 days. During this period, I have been dealing with mountains, rivers, lakes, grasslands and blue sky. My wallet is empty, which is really unexpected. I have been out of the workplace for almost two months, and I am poor and happy every day. Anxiety, this does not exist.

Later, I went to Chengdu, Yunnan and Xinjiang, and then stayed in Korla, Xinjiang for a week. I was scared back to Gansu by the epidemic in Kashgar, and finally returned to the original point after walking around.

I spent two days in Zhangye, where I was really bored, and then I was very anxious. It had been four months since I left my job, and I didn't have much money in my hand. Moreover, for a long-term step-by-step person, four months of free life seems like a spring that loses its elasticity. At first, I can still feel the happiness released from the tense life, but gradually I feel numb when I look at the mountains and the water.

Yes, it's really numb The general public thinks that good scenery can't impress me. Some people I met who left their jobs to travel also said this question. They are tired of seeing the scenery and are numb. But I don't want to go back to my original step-by-step life for the time being.

So I went to Yunnan again and ran here and there for nearly three months.

There are always some interesting people on the road, and there are also some broad-minded people. I have to say that their mentality will really have a great impact on me, and I will no longer panic. I stayed in this city 10 days, and I stayed in that city for 20 days. There is no special evaluation basis for the length of time, just that I like it, but I am also a very unreliable guy. Maybe I still like it today, but I suddenly change my mind tomorrow. I'm tired of this place I really like and decided to leave.

It is in this case that two contradictory mentalities are intertwined and I came to Weishan.

Weishan is the last stop of my seven-month journey. There is nothing unusual or particularly beautiful here, but it makes me feel at home.

Stay in the ancient city of Weishan, work at sunrise, rest at sunset, visit the morning market, and then start practicing guitar, practice all afternoon, and practice your fingers with the "fire stick" bought by 100, and don't want to stop.

During that time, my mind was very strange. On the one hand, I like the quaint and quiet life in this ancient city. On the other hand, I forced myself to find something to do. I am afraid that I will completely indulge in such a relaxed and stress-free environment, so I arrange my trip to the brim every day. Once I stop, it is easy for people to think.

As the days passed, I tried to adjust my mental state, but on the other hand, my inner anxiety increased day by day. In the end, travel became the source of my fatigue.

At that time, there were still ten days before the Chinese New Year, and my friends living in youth travel advised me to wait until the "Golden Three Silver Four" to find a job, but I knew that only by then could I feel at ease.

Fortunately, it only took two weeks from the beginning of submitting your resume to the end of interviewing your favorite company and receiving an offer. My anxiety has been greatly relieved.

It sounds cool to quit your job and travel. You can escape from the stable comfort zone regardless of the secular vision. A person, a bag, just staring at the moon in the sky, without sixpence in his eyes, rushed to the distance without distractions. This is the state of life that many people dream of. However, the people I met on the road who can go to one place after another and put family responsibilities aside are either rich or heartless. In fact, I envy them anyway.

For most ordinary people, leaving a job is actually not that cool. The source of income is cut off, the savings are getting less and less, I am out of touch with society, I cheat my family, people around me don't understand, and even strangers kindly remind me that it's time to find a job ... This will make me anxious from time to time.

However, if you ask me whether my resignation is worth it, I must say it without hesitation. It's great to be able to accept the kindness of strangers and feel that there is no routine in interpersonal communication. If you like, you can accompany you for a while, if you don't like, you can leave quickly, without accommodating others at all. No matter who you are with, there is always a topic to talk about, asking where you went to play, and then * * * the same topic is like turning on the tap.

Seeing the beautiful scenery at that time, the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas healed me, but the stories that happened during the journey have made me feel warm so far.