Qing Xi Huang Miao

? The Yellow Temple, hidden among the green trees, is no stranger to me.

? In the early 198s, I went on a business trip to a bare and stony place called Borstangou, and attended the acceptance of the project code-named 976. I met a girl I never knew, and in my ignorance, I performed a ridiculous thing that I still want to think about. For this girl, I have been here specially, trying to find illusory bodhisattva advice and make emotional choices.

? At that time, the Yellow Temple was unremarkable. There were no too many buildings, no monks, no scenes of burning incense and worshipping Buddha. People didn't have the consciousness of traveling, and they were still working hard for three meals a day.

? It takes two days for the project to be accepted. I signed up with engineer Lao Liao and stayed in the guest house. Miss Xiao Zhu, the waitress in the hostel, was very enthusiastic about us. She sent boiling water for a while and informed us to eat for a while. In the long run, I became acquainted with Xiao Zhu.

? Xiao Zhu, whose full name is Julie, came to 976 and has been working for two years. She has a younger sister named Zhu Ye, who is eighteen or nineteen years old and very lively. She came from the county seat to visit her sister, and also stayed in the guest house, with the room opposite us.

? Xiao Zhu's work is monotonous. There are not many people who come here to stay at ordinary times, and there is not much to do. Many people came to the acceptance of this project, and she seemed a little busy. Her sister is a hard-working person and helps her sister.

Lao Liao likes joking. When he saw that Julie and I were very close, he introduced me face to face. Generally speaking, I am extremely good and have a bright future. The implication is that we should develop in the direction of the object.

? I'm young and playful, and I haven't thought about it in my mind yet. Lao Liao's jokes made me blush, so I don't want to mention the hatred of Lao Liao in my heart. Julie's sisters are even more shy. We all parted in embarrassment.

? In order to carry out the project acceptance smoothly the next day, the acceptance Committee decided to work overtime that night. I work with Lao Liao, who is responsible for checking the project contract and project list, and I verify the implementation of the project budget and final report.

? In order to avoid interfering with each other's work, Julie opened a room for me alone. I was so engrossed in several big acceptance documents that I didn't even check Julie's boiling water for me. By the time I finished my work, it was after midnight. I found Julie asleep in a chair behind me. I am very touched, a man's natural affection for love and pity for jade arises spontaneously, and she is accompanying me.

? The weather in the mountains is a little cool. I didn't wake her up, just put my coat on her gently. By the light, I sat in my chair and looked at her carefully.

? Julie is plain, with a neat Liu Haier on her forehead. From her face to her exposed neck and wrist, she is fair-skinned. The neckline of the floral blouse is slightly open, and the faintly visible tender skin brings infinite reverie.

? I admire her and fantasize about the future of having a woman. She woke up and saw me looking at her so closely, blushing and embarrassed to lower her head.

? I quickly stood up and thanked her for her company. She whispered that she liked watching me work.

? She found her coat and handed it to me at once, looking a little flustered, stumbling and almost falling down. I held her, and she just grinned shyly. We stood so close that we could hear each other's heartbeat.

? I sent her back to the dormitory, but her sister didn't sleep at all and was still waiting for her. Zhu Ye saw me, smiled and waved to me, and said something that scared me into silence. She said, I kidnapped her sister, and now I finally returned it. Julie laughed and chased Zhu Ye, and the two sisters became a mess. Upon seeing this, I looked like a child who made a mistake, turned around and hurried away.

? Project acceptance schedule is arranged for one day. In the morning, the acceptance committee organized experts from each group to go into the ditch for on-site inspection.

? Forty-one caves in the ditch are arranged on the cliff walls on both sides of the ditch in turn. The design capacity of each cavern is 5 tons. Building concrete bolting and shotcreting technology is adopted in the cave wall. From time to time, the echo of speech came from the empty hole, which was also very gloomy.

? Later, I visited five or six checkpoints along the hillside. The top of the cave was surrounded by barbed wire to prevent animals from passing.

? My suggestion that the shooting hole deviation of the trench checkpoint needs to be improved has been accepted by the acceptance Committee, requiring the design, construction and construction units to make rectification within a responsible time limit. To this end, the director of the acceptance Committee also praised me as the only young man who participated in the inspection at the afternoon meeting. Everyone applauded me and congratulated me. I stood up and thanked me repeatedly. Lao Liao sat next to me, smiling from ear to ear, clapping for me.

? Julie is responsible for serving tea to the leaders on the rostrum. Her mood may be infected, too. I noticed that she looked back at me from time to time.

? The acceptance meeting completed all the agendas and decided to formally accept the project. The audience applauded warmly for a long time.

? After dinner, Lao Liao asked me out for a walk. In 1976, it was very secluded and surrounded by high mountains. The afterglow of the sunset is like a layer of attractive gold foil, and there are few pedestrians on the road. It's already September, and the evening in the mountains has brought coolness. We walked and talked. He said, today you have cut a dash, and I am impressed. Young man, study hard in your business, and you are sure to succeed.

? Lao Liao went on to say that Julie is a good girl. Although she is not beautiful, she is very capable. According to his observation in the past two days, she is a dutiful woman who will keep the house. If she keeps up with you in the future, the two girls will definitely have a beautiful life. I am a little embarrassed to tell him that I am still young and don't want to think about personal problems too early. He said that Franklin once said that he kept his eyes wide open before getting married and turned a blind eye after getting married. It is a law that men should marry and women should marry. It's impossible not to think about it when people are married. He went on to say that you young people think too simply. When you meet the right opportunity, you should cherish it and strive for it. This is the reason why we should not act too hastily or miss the opportunity.

? Lao Liao also suggested that I have a chance to visit the Huangmiao Temple. He said that he studied architecture, and when he was young, he was interested in architectural geomantic omen, and he also wrote a paper on it. Feng Shui is actually a part of traditional culture, but it was the product of feudal superstition at that time, so he was implicated and criticized.

? The Yellow Temple promotes Tibetan Buddhism. Although there are no monks now, it has good feng shui. Poplar trees with a age of more than 1 years stand tall, and streams in the mountains are full of breeze, birds singing and flowers smelling. It is a rare fairyland. He asked me to go for a walk and personally experience the feeling of sending affection among mountains and rivers and trees, and maybe there will be unexpected gains.

? I know what this harvest means. It seems that he has decided that I want to go all the way with Julie and start a family. His warm-hearted and tireless earnest attitude moved me and made me shake. I tried to give up my original idea and decided to follow Lao Liao's advice and go to Huangmiao as soon as possible to feel the breath there and find my own happy life. ? When I returned from the acceptance of the construction project, I took time to chat with Julie again. This time, Zhu Ye, who is lively and cheerful, has been with us. The two sisters wrote down my address and said that they would write to me and come to my place to play sometime. I promised them all. ?

? I stayed at the county guest house, and Lao Liao would accompany me to visit the Huangmiao Temple the next day.

? It's windy outside, and you can hear the rustling of blowing leaves on the window glass. It was really annoying that the wind blew in the middle of the night, and I didn't go to sleep until after midnight.

? Among the green trees, the Yellow Temple reveals a typical Tibetan color to welcome my unexpected visitor.

? It seems that no one has been here for a long time. Dead branches and leaves are scattered all around the building, and the wooden facade and pattern decorations on the pillars on the front of the Yellow Temple are peeling off in a large area. I stood for a while and took a deep breath according to Lao Liao's instructions.

? The mystery in the silent forest is coming towards me, and it is getting stronger and stronger. It seems that there is a voice that is unclear and slowly coming, stirring my insides. Is the Buddha coming? Is there really aura here? I was afraid and grabbed Lao Liao's skirt and wouldn't let go.

? Old Liao suddenly disappeared. I looked for a room and saw Julie and her sisters running towards me. Julie stepped on the stone road and stumbled. I rushed to hold her, but she fell into my arms, sweating profusely, and her breath was short. Two small fists kept beating on me.

? Zhu Ye also ran to me, and my brother-in-law kept barking.

? Lao Liao didn't know when he stood in front of me, smiled at me and shouted: That's right!

? I quickly pushed Julie away, but Julie held my neck tightly and put her lips on. I broke out in a sweat, yelled and woke up.

? It was a dream.

? After breakfast, Lao Liao and I went to Huangmiao by bus. I didn't dare to tell him about the strange dream I had last night. I hope Huangmiao will work and give me the answer I want, glad you came.

? Coincidentally, a Lama in the Potala Palace in Tibet in red came to the Huangmiao Temple. He was a monk. The Huangmiao Temple has been closed for many years and there has been no abbot. There are more than 7 families and more than 3 people in the village where Huangmiao is located, but there is not a monk, which is mainly related to the religious belief policy of that year. There are Tathagata Buddha and Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva in the Yellow Temple, especially the same pair of statues in Potala Palace in siddhattha gotama and Lhasa, which are quite precious and are the treasures of the town temple. The Yellow Temple is known as the Little Potala Palace.

? We respectfully expressed our piety to the monks who came from afar. The monk is fluent in Chinese. He raised his hand over his chest and said hello to us.

? When we explained our purpose, the monk smiled.

? He said, the world, all sentient beings, meet in life is fate, and if you give too much love, you will be condemned by heaven. The patroness has a benefactor in her heart, which is bad karma in this life. The benefactor is masculine but stubborn. To protect the honor festival, you must never go back and forth, so as to avoid disasters. After the speech, the monk smiled and waved his hand at us, and without looking back, he walked into the depths of the forest steadily.

? I was speechless and looked at Lao Liao. He opened his mouth wide and looked surprised. He looked at me and shook his head with his arms clasped. He doesn't know what to do. After listening to the monk's words, I probably understand that I can't associate with Julie anymore. Alas! Forget it, fortunately, it's not deep. Listen to the monk and forget it! Lao Liao comforted me and said.

? A few days after leaving the Huangmiao Temple, Julie didn't stand me up and wrote to me. I remember what the monk in Huangmiao said, and I burned the letter without opening it. I received several letters from her later, but I ignored them. I still didn't open them and burned them.

? She hasn't written since.

? I believed the monk's words, and my heartlessness must have broken Julie's heart. It may be a lifelong regret to miss her.

? I haven't seen Julie or her sister since.

? I don't want to mention this past again.