It's too late to say I love you What is the ending of the original novel?

Yin Jingwan miscarried on the way to escape and was saved by Cheng Xin, so she married him. Ten years later, when Jing Wan Pei Lin met, Jing Wan's heart died and he hated it. He sent someone to kill Xin Zhi and his men killed Jing Wan by mistake.

Bici Shen's original ending: There are no hoary heads in the world.

Spring in Wuchi is rainy season, and it begins to rain again in the afternoon. Although the rain is not big, it's raining intermittently and slightly chilly. Jingwan came out of the department store and the bus driver greeted her with an umbrella from a distance. She bought a lot of things, and after getting on the bus, she was lost in thought. It took a long time before I suddenly realized, "Lao Zhang, this is not the way home." Lao Zhang didn't look back, but looked at her in the rearview mirror. She suddenly realized that looking back, the car was really unhurried, followed by two black cars. Her heart tightened and she moved on. Sure enough, there is a black car in front. Although it is not fast, it has been ahead of their car. Now, Jing Wan calmed down and let the car drive all over the city until she entered the deep and wide yard. Lao Zhang stopped the car slowly, and the three cars before and after slowed down. Lao Zhang opened the car door for her. Seeing her smiling, he was filled with guilt and only whispered, "Madam, I'm sorry."

Static wan whispered, "I don't blame you. You have a wife and children but you can't help yourself. " Lao Zhang almost cried like that. He just said, "Ma 'am ..." Seven or eight people got off the three cars and vaguely surrounded the car she was riding. Another man came up with an umbrella and said respectfully, "Miss is frightened. Please come this way. " Jing Wan proudly replied, "I'm married. Please call me Mrs. Cheng. " The man still looked respectful and bowed down and said, "Yes, yes, miss, this way." Static wan sneer at a way: "I'm not going anywhere. You tell your commander-in-chief to take me home at once. " The man smiled and said, "Miss Yu Xue is really cute and smart." Jingwan was furious, and Huo Ran looked up and said, "Don't you dare!" The man looked respectful and said, "Yes, miss, I dare not." He was angry when he saw Jingwan, because he was severely warned, so he didn't dare to force him. He just stood there with an umbrella. It's raining harder and harder, only the sound of rain is heard. Static wan finally sighed gently, and the man saw her body move slightly, so he stepped forward to block the wind and rain for her and let her off.

Static wan went to the porch, and the guards stopped following. She turned along the corridor and saw another heavy yard. All the way in, it was very old blue bricks. In the courtyard of the yard, there was a plum blossom and a begonia tree. Neither tree has blossomed, and the green leaves are shaded, covering a corner of the house. There are many flowerpots at the bottom of the corridor, and there are a pair of semi-old stone drums on both sides of the moon door, with patterns faintly visible on them. As if in a dream, she listened in a trance to the falling rain under the eaves. He had stood under the dripping eaves, slowly looked up at her and said, "You're back."

They only stayed in Qingping for more than a month, and most of the time, she was always alone. He is busy observing the garrison, meetings and military supplies ... sometimes he hasn't come back until midnight, and the lights on the porch outside the window are dim, and only the sound of the sentry walking can be faintly heard, and the faint chrysanthemum fragrance wafts out of the window. She instinctively put her hand on the colonnade, and it was raining outside the eaves, so she could look him in the face. Ten years later, his slightly wrinkled eyebrows have Sichuan characters, and his eyebrows are still vaguely angular, but his eyes are different after ten years. Her heart is full of pain. He said slowly, "it's useless to say anything now ... but I've only done such a stupid thing for you in my life."

She turned her head away and looked at the place she vaguely returned to in her dream, the small courtyard and the heavy patio, as if she were still in that small town. She waited for him wholeheartedly, he went to the front ... he was in a meeting ... he went to see the disabled ... but he will definitely come back, and he will come back later.

Rain splashed on the branches and leaves of trees, and he turned his head sadly: "This begonia bloomed very well this spring ..." She said slowly: "What's the point of moving the leveled house to Wuchi?" He snorted and said, "I know it's meaningless, but ... it's the only thing I can do." I've always wanted to forget you, how good it would be to forget you ... even if I can forget one day, it's good. The first two years, I really forgot, until I met Su Ying, how much she looks like you, Jing Wan, you don't know how much she looks like you. I went to their school and saw her in the crowd. I made up my mind at once that I had to get her. No matter who she is and who stopped me, I know in my heart that I am finished and I will never forget you again. I did all the stupid things and took her to heaven. The people below flatter her. She is young and ignorant, so I am spoiled. She's messing around, even daring to intervene in military supplies. I actually know everything, but when I see her, I can't say a word. Jing Wan, I think this is karma. I listened to her and promised her everything. Even if she wants the moon in the sky, I will send someone to pick it for her. I gave her everything I owed you, but I couldn't even keep her. "

Jing Wan said lightly, "I'm just a woman. Has she been happy for so many years? "

MuRongFeng nu way: "what's wrong with her? I have let her go for so many years and I don't care about anything with her. "

Jing Wan sighed lightly: "You don't even know what she wants."

He suddenly fell silent. After a long time, he finally said, "I know what she wants-she was bleeding badly when she gave birth to her fourth child." She once said to me-I know what she wants, but I can't give it, Jing Wan. I can't give it to others in my life. "

The rain gradually scattered, the iron horse on the roof tinkled twice, and the wind came. It took so long before she said slowly, "It's all over." He didn't make a sound Sparse rain poured down from the leaves of begonia, and a little yellowbird jumped out from the bottom of the leaves and flew over the wall with a splash. Camptotheca acuminata planted on the wall is covered with green vines, blooming like small candles. Bloom did a good job. It turns out that spring has passed. He said, "So many years-ten years have passed so quickly." Ten years ago, she was bright and beautiful, but now she only adds peace and demure. He suddenly said, "I know a western restaurant where hazelnut cakes are delicious." Let me take you there. " Jing Wan smiled: "I don't like that anymore."

Disappointed, he repeated, "Well, you don't like that anymore ..."

The sound of rain is beating between the branches and leaves of trees, with a slight sound, dribs and drabs, which is faintly audible. He is wearing western-style casual clothes today, just like a handsome boy ten years ago. Finally, he just said, "I'll take you back." He personally took the umbrella and sent her out. The guard followed him at a distance, but he said to the bus driver, "Come down." The bus driver is dizzy. He closed the door for Jing Wan, but he sat in the front and started the car. Wen Xi Zhong, the director on duty in the duty room, was startled and stepped forward: "Commander-in-Chief ..." He turned around and said indifferently: "No one is allowed to follow." Wen Xi Zhong was so scared that he only had time to call out: "General …" Murong Feng had already turned the car around and opened the door.

It's raining hard again, and the windows are covered with fuzzy water marks. The street view seems to be separated by ground glass, so it's hard to see clearly. I overheard the car horn ringing. It turned out that a car was overtaken by their car. There was water in many places on the street, and when he passed by, he raised swift waves. He hasn't driven for many years, and he drives very fast. He didn't pay attention to the traffic lights on the street corner and ran straight over. The traffic police looked back and saw that the car shadow had rushed past, and "DuDu" blew his whistle desperately. Their car has gone far.

He just drove all the way, and Jingwan could only see his black hair line from behind. The starry night when he drove her seemed to have passed away. Not only ten years have passed, but those people, those pains, those injuries, those fears ... are cold-hearted, hate flat, and finally forget that they can face it calmly. The car is slowly slowing down and the dock is here. The storm is getting worse and worse, and there is no one over the dock. Only the sound of rain, like thick white gluten, beat the ground. He put his car on the ferry. They were the only car on the ferry. After waiting for a long time, they haven't set sail yet. After more than half an hour, a man wearing a raincoat and in charge of things came and knocked on the window.

He rolled down the window and the sparse cold rain fell on his arm. The cold river wind poured into the car, and Jing Wan couldn't help shivering. The man said, "It was so stormy that we grounded."

He didn't answer, so he took out his wallet, pulled out a stack of hundred-dollar bills and put them in the man's hand. The man was speechless for a long time. After a long time, he murmured, "The wind is so strong that it is in danger of capsizing." Murong Feng added a thick stack of money. The man was scared and surprised when he saw that it was thousands of dollars. He took the money and went to the wheel cabin to discuss a few words with someone. After a while, I came back with a big smile on my face and said, "We will sail at once."

The small steamboat blew a long whistle and slowly left the coast. The bustling city walls along the river are getting farther and farther away, and the rain is rushing everywhere. The river is fast, but the ship moves slowly. In the middle of the river, it rained harder and harder, and nothing could be seen more than a dozen paces away. I saw countless rain ropes falling from the sky, surrounded by white, and even the river at hand could not be seen clearly. He turned suddenly, and she was caught off guard, right in front of him. Her eyes met, and she could no longer avoid his eyes. He suddenly reached out from between the seats like that and grabbed her by the shoulder. She was caught by him involuntarily, and before she could resist, he kissed her on the lips. Those distant and fragrant memories, like white fragrant flowers, bloom in the past. She still has a faint scent of jasmine. She tried her best to break off, and he gave birth to desperate brute force, but he just wouldn't let go. Her soft body was in the gap of the seat, and his hand was stuck. The more she struggled, the more desperate he became. Those past Guanghua flows, scenes flashed from his eyes, and he forgot that after so many years, he almost thought that he would never have the courage to face her again in his life, but she had to come back.

How can he let go again?

Those tender memories, those tender memories, are born in the heart, and once touched, they are incurable ulcers. Her glass emerald earrings stuck to his neck, a little cold, which penetrated into my heart, and then dug up despair from there. He can't stand such pain any longer.

She finally calmed down, and her hand climbed feebly on his elbow. No matter how deep he touches her, her lips are cold and there is no warmth. He finally released her.

He only felt that there was only this white water vapor left between heaven and earth. It's raining cats and dogs in the sky, and the fog rising on the river is just surrounded by Wang Yang. Her body trembled slightly, leaving only vacant indifference in her eyes. He slowly let go of his hands, one by one, and his lips seemed to have the fragrance of her breath. She is so close to him that she can reach it. My ears are buzzing and full of rain.

He said slowly, "Jingwan, I only asked you once in my life, and you didn't promise me." I thought I would never ask for help again in my life, but today I beg you for the last time and leave Cheng Xinzhi. "

She gazed into his eyes. His eyes were too calm to see any emotion. She shook her head gently: "I can't promise you." I like to believe it. He is my husband. " Her voice is very light, but every word is clear: "If anything happens to the letter, I will live in this world forever."

He turned away and looked at the endless rain curtain outside the window. After a long time, he suddenly smiled slightly: "Remember you once said that orchids are delicate, and I am afraid that the north can't raise them?" I tried many times in the past ten years, and finally I got a Tian Li. do you want to see it ? "

She replied indifferently, "I have been allergic since I arrived in the United States. After listening to the doctor's advice, I won't keep any flowers at home. " He well, only heard a long whistle whimper, far from the river, in the faint white fog, you can already see the gray shore. The swift river flows out from the bottom of the ship, causing turbulent waves and swirling water vortices. The rushing river is like a fierce horse in the wind and rain, and it will never come back. The wind is rolling with heavy rain, wiping the window glass, countless water marks fall down, and more water marks fall down.

The body shook slightly, and his body suddenly shook slightly, as if waking up from a dream.

This dream has been going on for ten years, but I will wake up cruelly before dawn.

The steward of the ship came over, still smiling: "It can be regarded as landing. Just now, in the middle of the river, the boat almost turned around, which really made people sweat. "

With the iron plate rolling down, rickshaw drivers have been looking around the dock, and the traffic police commanding the ferry vehicles are wearing raincoats. When they saw the ferry approaching the shore, they quickly stepped down. Countless high steps seem to go straight into the sky. She said, "I'll go up by myself."

The Yongjiang River is deep and swift, separating the north and the south from his life.

Never go back.

He didn't get off the bus, and he didn't even know when the ferry turned around. He went so short, every minute was so short, and he came back, as if he would never arrive in this life.

He looked at the dock quietly as the boat approached minute by minute. The armed brigades are all stationed by He Xu. As soon as the ferry docked, it didn't even put down the board. He Xuan jumped on the boat with the attendants of the guards and saw him sitting there. He was already half wet because the window didn't roll up. He just shouted, "Commander-in-Chief." He turned a deaf ear to this, as if there was a very sharp and thin needle in his temple, where he slowly stabbed, refused to let go, and plunged into it one by one. It's raining hard, only the sentries standing motionless and standing like nails. He finally got out of the car. At the command of the police captain, all the sentries stood at attention and saluted with their guns. The sound is like thunder. He Xu Ann was busy with her umbrella, so she raised her hand and pushed it away. The heavy rain poured on him, and the biting chill was cold from the beginning.

Murong Feng has never been ill for more than 20 years. After catching a cold, he had a high fever. A few days later, he became pneumonia, and the director of the duty room and all the staff were worried. He Xu 'an has been a civil servant for a long time, but he arranges many daily affairs and must come several times a day. Before he died, he could only select a few important events to report. Although Murong Feng had a high fever and suddenly got better temper, he would agree with whatever they proposed. Originally, Mu Liao strongly advocated financial restructuring, but he refused to nod. On this day, he agreed to let them make plans, which made He Jiong even more uneasy. A few days later, I watched Murong Feng get better. After the staff dispersed, He Jiong stayed alone. Although Murong Feng is still on an intravenous drip, he seems to have a little spirit. He Xu 'an has been following him for a long time, and his speech is very straightforward. Today, he hesitated for a long time, and then asked, "Does the commander-in-chief have something to say to Xu An?"

Murong Feng blurted out: "Nothing, don't think too much."

They have known each other for many years, and He Xu Ann knows him very well. As soon as this sentence came out, it confirmed his guess. Although he had guessed a few points, he blurted out: "General, now is not the time to turn against the Cheng family."

Murong Feng said impatiently, "No one will know. When did someone catch something? "

He Xuan said, "Cheng Xin is different. If Cheng Xin dies, is Cheng Yunzhi willing to give up? " Even if it is a lady's place, I am afraid it will not be spared. "

Murong Feng didn't have a scowl on his face, but his tone was horribly cold: "I've made up my mind, and none of you can stop me."

He Xu 'an said urgently, "The Commander-in-Chief knows Miss Yin's temperament better than I do."

Murong Feng said indifferently, "She still has a daughter. She won't do anything stupid, but she has been sad for two days."

He Xu 'an was so anxious that he blurted out: "Commander-in-Chief, I'm sorry for Xu 'an's rudeness. This matter involves a lot, and Xu An has to let colleagues know. " Murong Feng was so angry that he reached out and pulled out the needle on the back of his hand. When he reached back, the clip on the needle slammed on the shelf and said, "Aren't you going to rebel?" Having said such a heavy thing, He Xu said quietly, "Please think twice before you act. For such a serious consequence, the commander-in-chief should at least let us have a preparation in advance, so as not to miss the rush at the last minute. " Murong Feng suddenly smiled: "It's too late. There will be a charity sale for flood relief in Anshun tonight. Cheng Xinzhi is a director of the Foundation Association and will definitely go. Gu Boxuan's people arranged it two hours ago, and now I'm afraid it has succeeded. "

He Xuan, who has always been calm, can't help but suddenly lose color. After a while, he woke up: "Xu An said goodbye." Turned and walked out, Murong Feng dared not think much, grabbed his gun and leaned on the muzzle. He Xuan only heard a loud noise close at hand, and a bullet hole appeared on the door frame beside him, but also risked smoke. Before he turned around, he heard Murong Feng's voice: "I know you think I'm crazy. I'm telling you, I'm crazy today If anyone dares to stop me, I will never agree. "

He Jiong looked back and saw his face flushed and his eyes paranoid, as if he were drunk. He sighed: "Liu Shao, even if Cheng Xinzhi is killed now, what can be done?" I haven't called him that for many years since I set up a solo dance floor. This is a six-little voice, and it is purely based on old feelings and personal relationships, and it is completely emotional. MuRongFeng saw him looking at himself with a pair of eyes, eyes full of clarity. He and He Jiong were very close, and the other shot was almost missed on impulse. But seeing that he didn't look frightened, he showed understanding and the gun in his hand fell involuntarily. Whispered: "I really can't stand it ... how can she marry this letter ..."

He Xu 'an said, "Miss Yin has gone too far, but at this point, it is better to make it clear to your wife first and put pressure on the Cheng family. As long as Cheng Yunzhi wavers, why not force Cheng Xinzhi to give up this marriage? " Seeing Mr. Murong still pursed his lips, he added, "Even if Cheng Xin refuses, it's not too late for us to start again."

MuRongFeng still don't talk, He Xuan hurry back my heart gradually gives birth to a cold sweat, Gu Boxuan is the director of the intelligence second place, this institution is independent of military and political affairs, directly under MuRongFeng. Gu Boxuan is overbearing and never takes anyone seriously. If Murong Feng doesn't call Gu Boxuan in person in time, he doesn't have much confidence to stop Gu Boxuan. Just then, Wen seemed to have something urgent outside. He walked in the corridor outside the door, and in a short time, he went back and forth outside the door. He Xu was uneasy and leaned over and said, "Commander-in-Chief." When Murong Feng met Wen Xi Zhong, he called him in and asked, "What's the matter?" Wen smiled apologetically: "The car in the attendants' room was detained by the garrison again. "Garrison and attendants room has always been at odds, always looking for trouble with each other, every opportunity to complain in front of MuRongFeng. Where does Murong Feng have the idea to pay attention to such a small matter? He raised his face and said to He Jiong, "Go and get Ceng Zi." He Xu 'an stepped back and asked Wen, "What the hell happened?" Wen Xi Zhong said, "Director Gu is anxious to see you." He Xu 'an is worried about not seeing Gu Boxuan. At this time, he never imagined that he would be in a hurry to find himself. He doesn't like to worry, so his heart suddenly sank and he suddenly felt ominous.

At dusk, it began to rain again Cheng Xinzhi changed his clothes and was ready to go out. He drove in again: "Dad is leaving. Goodbye, Dad. " I can't bear to go for a ride: "Then dad will come back early to play with me." Jingwan was about to reach out and hug her daughter when the servant came in and said, "Fourth mistress, my in-laws called." Jing wan heard that her mother had a phone call, so she quickly answered it. Mrs. Yin asked, "Jingwan, let's go home for dinner today. Cousin Wen Ya is here. " Static wan said, "I have something on the night of the letter. Let's go for a ride. " Suddenly I remembered, "Ah, there is an art class in the evening." Doudou is a close disciple of Li Jueran, a master of Chinese painting. Although young, Li Jueran has always been strict with teaching. Teacher Yin also knows that he can't miss class, and smiled and said, "Then come back and spend time with Wen Ya." After she hung up the phone, she believed it. "It's rainy and slippery, and your car keeps breaking down. It's really worrying. Why don't you go back in my car? " Jing Wan said, "What about you?" The way of faith: "I'll take my big brother's car later." Anyway, my big brother's car is idle at home. "

Jing wan changed clothes and looked at her mother with a doll in her arms. Jing Wan couldn't help teasing her: "Does mom look good?" Walking around and saying, "Nice!" Sweet smile: "Mom is the most beautiful mother in the world." Static wan couldn't help laughing and kissed her on the forehead: "Good boy, be good at home. Mom will tell you a story when you come back from class. " Doudou loves to hear stories. Hearing this, his big black eyes could not help but light up: "That mother told the story of Snow White." Jing Wan readily agreed, but seeing that her hair was slightly loose, she said, "Playing so crazy again." Let the nanny take a comb, comb her daughter's hair herself, and then go out with her handbag.

She went downstairs to go out, walked out of the gate and looked back. Cheng Xinzhi stood on the terrace with her daughter in her arms. She turned around and smiled sweetly, her chubby little hands gesticulating in her mouth. Then she blew a kiss, and Jing Wan blew a kiss to her daughter with a smile. The driver has already driven Cheng Xinzhi's black Buick out. She got in the car and looked through the back window. The car is already moving slowly. I saw the smile getting farther and farther, and the car turned a corner. Finally, I can't see clearly two figures, one big and one small. I can only see countless bright silver rain lines rustling between heaven and earth.

He Jiong collapsed on the sofa, and Gu Boxuan kept wiping the sweat from his forehead with a handkerchief. After a long time, he asked, "Brother Xuan, what should I tell the Commander-in-Chief?" His voice almost trembled: "How could it be Miss Yin ... how could it be her ..."

He Xu 'an was silent for a long time and said, "The commander-in-chief has just improved."

Gu Boxuan said, "Since Director He also agreed to hide it, I will block the news first."

He Xuan sighed: "Let's hide it from tonight first. I can't hide it ... I will tell him tomorrow ... I will tell him. "

Gu Boxuan heaved a sigh of relief and repeatedly handed it in his hand: "Brother Xu's kindness is unforgettable." He Jiong got up and said, "I'll see the general first."

MuRongFeng haven't eat dinner, a few dishes and porridge is still on the table, He Xuan footsteps is very light, he didn't hear when he came in, he half leaned on the soft couch, Luo Wei touched his heart rosewood box, all his thoughts were on the two crisp yellow pages.

"Murong Yinfeng Jingyu signed a lifetime contract and became a couple. I wish the harp and harp were in the imperial palace, and I would be quiet. "

In duplicate, his date of birth, the name of his birthplace, her date of birth, the name of his birthplace, the name of the witness, the name of the introducer, and the name of the host ... written in the pink wedding book, she clutched the corner of the certificate tightly. He smiled and said, "You should think about it. As soon as I signed it, I was surnamed Murong. "

She raised her face to look at him, and there was only one tenderness in his eyes, staring at her. Along the way, Qianshan has experienced hardships for both of them. He waited for her for so long, and she searched blankly for so long, and now she knows it's him, and this life turned out to be him.

She buried her face in his arms, and he held her tightly, just like the moment of reunion, but this moment was sweeter and more certain. So long, so far, from the first meeting to now, after so long, so many people and so many things in the middle, he finally waited for her.

His voice seemed to be talking in a dream: "Jing Wan, do you remember ..." She gave a sigh, but he didn't go on and she didn't ask. In fact, everything with her seems to be in a dream. Even though I am hugging now, I always feel as sweet as a dream because I have waited too long. But this dream is too sweet and heavy for me to think about. He only felt as if she had fallen asleep on his shoulder after she came back from hunting outside the city that day. The breeze in late spring made the shadow of flowers on the wall sway, and her hair scratched her face, full of only her fragrance. He sat there, looking around silently, afraid that she would wake up, wishing this moment would get longer and longer.