Mandarin Hotel Leslie Cheung

In fact, suicidal tendency is the most common symptom of major depression. Before falling from the building, he wrote a note that read: "Depression, thank you, friends, and thank you, Professor Mai Liefei. It's been a hard year, and I can't stand it any longer. Thank you, Mr. Tang, my family and my fat sister. I have never done anything bad in my life. Why? " ?

In his suicide note, he thanked his friends, Mr Tang Hede and his doctor. Chen Shufen, the agent, later confirmed that he suffered from depression and tried to treat him for many years, but he still committed suicide because his illness was out of control. Lin Wenjie, a medical professor, said: "I am sure that his final behavior is not voluntary or controllable.

First of all, Leslie Cheung is very aware of the seriousness of his illness and actively seeks medical treatment. At the end of the suicide note, "I have never done anything bad in my life. Why? " He also expressed his extreme helplessness and desire to stay in this world. "

Leslie Cheung's suicide became a big mystery, and there was constant speculation, but he was finally declared to be suffering from depression. As for why he got this strange disease that seems to be not terminally ill, there are different opinions from outside. Among them, it is believed that Leslie Cheung is under great pressure from public opinion, and he is too deeply involved in the play, which leads to the tragedy.

Afterwards, elder sister Look Ping Cheung confirmed that the cause of her death was a depressive episode. Depression can be divided into two types, physical and mental, and Leslie Cheung belongs to the first type, which is caused by the imbalance of brain chemicals. At present, Leslie Cheung also invited Chen Shufang to meet in the lobby of Mandarin Hotel, but failed to expect that Chen Shufang witnessed Leslie Cheung fall from the 24th floor of the hotel.

Generally speaking, excellent people have the feeling that they can't stand the cold at the top. People's status, achievements or realm have reached a height that ordinary people can't reach. Few people can understand his troubles and pains, and it is difficult to find sincere friends. Loneliness has become the norm. If it can't be solved normally, depression will form over time, and it is difficult to recover from it. Therefore, we must maintain an optimistic attitude, and people also need to care for each other, communicate and be warm.

Who cornered him? I think the estrangement between my brother and his parents and family has a great influence on his life. Because of the lack of affection since childhood, he is very insecure and needs to constantly strive to show his perfect side and gain the recognition of most people. From Teresa Mo's interview with him, we can clearly feel the longing for family.

Therefore, he has always been very demanding of himself, pursuing perfection in everything, and he is very concerned about the external evaluation. He has been living in a high-pressure state, especially his extreme demands for work and advanced aesthetics of stage performances, which was distorted and criticized by the media (concert in 2000), which hit him hard and expressed his dissatisfaction with the media in public.

In addition, the later films "Gun King" and "Inner Senses" are all depressed roles, and the later songs are mostly gloomy tunes, which deepens the influence on his depression. To sum up, my brother has been working and living under high pressure for a long time, and he has a backlog of dissatisfaction with various unfair realities and suffers from depression.

I think a large part of the reason is that he is too perfectionist. Because he is a perfectionist, he demands too much of himself and expects himself to do well in all aspects. Therefore, whether he is a good artist, a good son, a good partner or a China person who is proud of his country, he demands perfection.

It is not necessarily a good thing for a person to carry too much perfection. First of all, I will live very tired, and secondly, I will attract the envy and jealousy of people around me. His depression is also attributed to some unscrupulous media. They maliciously distort the facts and catch shadows.

I always think that only excellent people will get depression because they feel sorry for others, failed others, did something wrong or didn't do well enough. After suffering from severe depression, a person will feel like a dead tree full of insects, but he can't get rid of it when he sees that the disease gradually devours himself. They are very pessimistic. They feel hopeless and the world is hopeless.

They will get angry, smash things, hit people or feel particularly good, and feel particularly confident, which will make you mistakenly think that they have recovered. I heard that Chen Shufen, my brother's agent, said that Tang Tang suffered a lot to take care of his sick brother. I think my brother chose to commit suicide, on the one hand, because he wanted to end this painful struggle, on the other hand, he didn't want to drag others down and become the cause of family pain.