I see my former self in you

Time cannot be turned back, we will always grow up.

I used to look forward to growing up slowly, but now I am afraid of growing up. I can’t explain why. Maybe I find that my responsibilities are getting bigger and bigger.

? And when you find that your responsibilities are getting bigger and bigger, you are growing up.

01

? A long time ago, I wanted to come back and have a look. Just during this winter vacation, I participated in the social practice activities of college student volunteer enrollment and publicity. Not only do I have the idea of ????letting more junior students know about our university, but I also have a deep yearning for my alma mater. These all make me eager to come back and return to this place that I have always dreamed of. place.

? It was already afternoon when the car arrived in the city. I originally wanted to find a hotel to put my luggage first, but I still couldn't control myself. I came to the school gate unknowingly and saw at a glance what I had been doing. Not letting the uncle, the guard, leave the school gate to buy a bowl of noodles. He still guarded the door without complaint. The only thing that has changed is that they are a bit stranger. I don’t know who forgot who, so they just nodded politely to each other. Anyway, the chance of meeting people in this world is very small, let alone who can remember whom.

? I have long heard that the school is undergoing major renovations and many trees have been removed. When I entered the school gate and saw it with my own eyes, I felt sad. The big tree that once protected everyone has become a memory. Fragment, but actually think about it, maybe the school will be more beautiful after the renovation.

? It’s still the same inflated volleyball court it once was, nothing has changed! Looking at the rusty net frame and the messy volleyball net, looking at you guys playing passionately on the court, it's like an old movie projector is playing back in my mind: Back then, our class had a small volleyball match. I still tried my best to train, even if I had to rush to occupy the field after school every afternoon, even if I had to risk entering the classroom at the buzzer to study in the evening, even though the college entrance examination was only a few months away.

? Maybe it’s because we all know very well in our hearts that a volleyball court carries so many unforgettable high school memories that we can’t let go of or forget, so let it stay quietly in this old place. In the old campus.

02

? After dinner, I went to visit the campus with my friends. It was already evening and the sky was gradually getting darker. I vaguely saw some classmates stepping on the preparation bell and trotting in. When I walked into the classroom, I couldn't help but think that we were like this at the beginning, either because of running, playing volleyball, or participating in other activities.

? In short, high school life, especially the senior year of high school, is fulfilling and tense, depressed and expectant, but only a life that has experienced the ups and downs can be called perfect.

? The two of us quietly climbed up to the teaching building, not daring to make too much noise as we were afraid of disturbing the tranquility of the students’ self-study, but we couldn’t wait to see that familiar place, that room 507 South In the classroom, although the original banner is no longer there, luckily, we met our plant friends. Every day in the senior year of high school, they were in the corridors of the classroom, quietly accompanying us to school, class, after class, playing between classes, chatting with each other, talking about our ideals, and after school. They witnessed every bit of us and witnessed our success. Grow up slowly. We watered it, talked to it, and jokingly called it son or daughter, just like the frogs on everyone’s mobile phones today.

Hey, I came to see you. How are you doing?

03

? The next day, we went out early and came to the school to prepare for the work before setting up the stall.

When setting up the table, I saw you from a distance watching you upstairs with curious faces after class. You were probably too reserved. Back then, we would rush down after class to take a look at the returning seniors and look for our dream university to see if it was so cool and awesome.

? As the stalls have been set up, postcards, bookmarks, photos, candies, brochures, and enthusiastic seniors are all in place, and you have just finished school - the sudden sea of ??people caught us off guard, but everyone I can still cope with it hard and not let anyone pass by the stall.

? Is it a key university? Why haven’t I heard of it? Where is the school? Does your major only allow you to burn boilers? Is there a private bathroom, is the bathhouse comfortable? Do you go to bed and get off the table? Is it difficult to find a girlfriend/boyfriend? Wait, okay, the seniors and sisters are doing their best to tell you everything they can learn in half a year in college. Hey, that classmate, don’t leave, we don’t just have electricity! Liberal arts are also accepted! Some majors are also very powerful!

? "Isn't it the kind of second-tier school? Oh, it's about electricity. I'm not good at physics. Forget it, let's go. I think the school over there is pretty good." I listened. After arriving, a mouthful of old blood was about to spurt out: How could there be such a thing? Just leave without looking at it. Also, if you are not good at physics, you can make up for it. I will teach you?

? But then I thought about it, wasn’t that what I thought at the beginning? At that time, I visited the booths of various universities with excitement and anticipation, specifically choosing 985 and 211 universities, asking the seniors miscellaneous questions, holding postcards one after another, and shamelessly asking them to sign autographs.

? I was exactly like you now. At that time, I didn’t go to any university that asked for brochures and postcards, or in other words, I didn’t go.

? But I still hope that you can work harder than me, work hard, and move forward courageously for your dreams regardless of everything. Only in this way can you get a little closer to your ideal, a little closer, and leave no regrets in the end.

? "Don't let them down, and the most important thing is not to let yourself down." A school girl's personal sign suddenly moved me for a long time. Yes, we are working so hard not to let those who once helped If you disappoint those who have passed you, why not disappoint yourself six months later? Mr. Lu Xun has a saying that I have memorized for three years:

? Don’t be ashamed of the last, even if it is slow, you will continue to gallop; even if you fall behind, even if you fail, you will definitely reach the place you yearn for.

? In you, I see myself again who stepped on the wake-up call to go out, trotted back to bed before turning off the lights, gnawed bread, memorized vocabulary, and turned on the desk lamp to study chemistry. . He used to be fearless and face difficulties; he used to be busy and help everyone; he used to be willing to help others and would not refuse; he used to be innocent and honest, thank you is enough; he always hoped that everyone would become better, and hoped that He can make friends with more kind-hearted people; he believes that he will definitely get into the ideal university and will not let others down. He is afraid that he will not be able to help others and that he will not be able to meet other people's expectations.

? I believe that among the many students I saw when I set up the stall today, there must be someone like him or them. I hope you can move forward with caution and remember your original dreams. , walked forward steadily, stopping from time to time, looking up at the vast sky, thinking about my original intention, and then continued walking.

? You will succeed, right? Yes, I am convinced of this.

——End——

"Those adventurous dreams of yours, I will accompany you to go crazy"

I am Doraemon, I hope my The article can help you when you are lost.