The boy I liked is getting married (^_^)

Fortunately, I have you.

After breaking up with my first love, I thought I was truly in love, but I didn’t. When you meet someone you like and is good to you, you will still be tempted, but you will hide it in your heart.

That boy, he liked me and I liked him, but we didn’t get together in the end. Many people have asked me why? In fact, I don't know, he also confessed his love to me, but I refused. Twice, I didn’t know if I was joking the other times, but I still refused...

: When I broke up with my ex-boyfriend in 2013, he stayed with me during that time, going to the movies together. Eat Western food, go to the buffet, relax in the alleys of ancient towns, and go mountain climbing. Go to the bookstore and spend the afternoon. I was 21 years old that year, our birthdays were one day apart, and I was one day older than him. (^_^) Isn’t it very fateful? My colleagues at that time said that we were a good match and asked us to stay together. But I didn’t think about how I could jump into another relationship so easily after I just ended one relationship. I think we are just good friends.

Even if he knew what I said, he would still treat me well, and I would not reject him. I didn't feel that much towards him at that time. One day, we were chatting downstairs in the dormitory. He talked a lot about his thoughts. He was very confused and didn't know what to do or what to say. He spoke incoherently. The general meaning is: I don’t want to have a girlfriend yet, I like you, want to be with you, and see you happy, but I feel that having a girlfriend at my current age will be very tiring.

This is what I said at that time: Don’t think so much. If you don't want to talk, don't talk. I think our relationship has always been just friends, there is no difference at all, just be good and happy. Even if we get farther and farther apart in the future, it doesn't matter. Just like that, after saying that, he went upstairs and returned to the dormitory. I sat alone on the horizontal bar downstairs and thought about it for a long time. I was so angry and funny!

? After that day, he will never ask me out, make me happy, or say some heart-warming words to me like before. It's like nothing happened, no heartbeat, no confession. We chatted as usual and smiled when we passed by. The distance also became closer and further. Occasionally, there will be small fights. In the eyes of others, our relationship is a bit distant, but it seems that it has not changed. Ask me what happened, why did it end so quickly? I will always patiently explain: The situation is not what you think. We were never together, there was no beginning, how could it end!

Later, in order not to trouble him anymore, I learned to go shopping alone. Watch movies alone, eat alone, go for a walk alone, go to the alleys of ancient towns alone, and go to bookstores alone. Travel alone. I walked around the streets and alleys and various scenic spots in Suzhou to create joy for myself. Until I left the place of work and left Suzhou, the Jiangnan water town where there were joys and tears. There is my strength and persistence. I have a profound memory!

When I was sad, I was lucky enough to meet you and take me out of that time of hesitation and ignorance. Fortunately, you are there!

The connection has never been broken, caring about each other’s news and updates!

? I came to my current city in 2015, and we have always been in contact. If I'm not happy, he will still make me happy on the phone. I also knew that he had a girlfriend during this period, but he always told me that that little girlfriend was a bit similar to me. The ending is a happy ending. At that time, he told me: God is fair. After you hurt someone, there will always be someone to hurt you!

In 2016, he told me that he was injured. The reason was that he fell off the bed while sleeping in the dormitory. His hand was pressed on the ground and the bones of his fingers were shaken. His hand was swollen so high and it hurt! I laughed and said: Why are you so stupid? How old are you and you still fall out of bed? Later he said: "The bone is broken and I need an operation." After hearing this, my heart almost jumped out of my chest and I was worried to death. I thought about flying to him to take care of him.

: "Is there someone by your side to accompany you? Is it serious? Will the operation be painful? How to do it? I'm so scared! Are you okay? How did you do it? Why is it so serious? ? Is there anyone to take care of you? If there is no one, how will you solve the food problem in the hospital? Does your family know? ” A series of incoherent words blurted out. After a long time, he said, it's okay, the surgery has been done, and my dad is here. He wants to come here to sign. Then he said helplessly: "My dad was so scared when he came. He had never encountered anything like this before, and he was so scared that he didn't dare to sign anything after seeing it. The doctor said it was fine many times. It will be fine after surgery to fix it. , There will be no sequelae. He just signed it." I felt relieved. It would be nice to have someone around to take care of him.

? During the operation, anesthesia was applied, and blood flowed all over the hand. The surgery took out the broken bone fragments inside. After the operation, there were 8 stitches on the finger. There was a splint in the thick bandage on the hand, and there were steel needles inserted in the finger. The movement cannot be too big. Change the dressing once every three days. I can't go to work, so all I have to do is recuperate.

It’s not just people who meet again after a long separation

He said: You are my regret. I didn’t catch you at that time. Now I want to make up for it. Are you willing to go out for a walk with me? I want to take you to see the world! I’ll chase you again!

I said: If you miss it, you just missed it. There is no reason to look back. But I can accompany you on the trip (^_^)

I thought he was joking, and thought that even if I went, I would have to wait until his injury healed. While he was recuperating, he actually came to see me with his family on his back because he had agreed to take me on a trip to Xi'an. From Suzhou to Zhengzhou...he is really here.

It was too late that day, so he stayed near the train station and waited for me to find him the next day. At that time, I felt happy, excited, and angry. ?

? High-speed rail on the second day, Xi’an. Two and a half hours. When visiting scenic spots in Xi'an, he likes places with a strong cultural atmosphere, such as museums and cultural palaces. He said that in such places, he can have the feeling of being transported into ancient times, which is very comfortable. I went to find friends who worked together, went to Huimin Street to eat snacks, and felt the strong aroma of books in Shuyuan Street. Watch the various pedestrians downstairs from the bell tower. Overlooking the city of Chang'an from the ancient city wall.

When we arrived at the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, we saw the ticket seller asleep, so we sneaked in and climbed to the top of the tower. It started to rain as soon as we reached the top of the tower. From the top of the tower, I watched the entire ancient capital become clearer and brighter in the misty rain. Holding an umbrella, he hid me tightly in his arms. He was afraid that the rain would wet my clothes, and I was afraid that his injured hands would be infected by the rain, so I hid his hands in my arms and kept the umbrella as far as possible. Move over there. Cherish each other. The rain at this time is the most romantic!

In this ancient capital where we have never met before, there is no harm in being a couple in the eyes of others!

On the way back, he told me about him and his little girlfriend, and I told him about my blind date. He was angry: Why do you always tell me these things? I don't want to hear it. I was angry: Who told you to always mention your little girlfriend when you have nothing to do? Are you comparing me to her? ╭(╯^╰)╮She is your former girlfriend. I'm not.

: Well, I was wrong. I looked for her just as you did, and I would always mention you when I was with him. She will also be angry. From now on, we are only happy and no one is allowed to say anything else. ?

: Okay!

Later, we never mentioned our affairs, and we were only happy together. I met gay friends, had dinner parties, and visited scenic spots. After four days, the trip to Xi’an is over!

After a while, we went to Chengdu. On the train,

He said: "Be my girlfriend, I like you. You see how happy we are together, I He’s so handsome, you won’t suffer a loss (^_^)”

I said: “No, you probably haven’t found what you really want yet, let’s wait until you think about it clearly.”

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He said: "I have thought it over carefully. I came to you just because I want to catch you again, otherwise I won't be able to let you go.

I really agree with that sentence, what you can’t get is always in turmoil. Are you confident in whatever you get? Because I haven’t gotten you, I can’t let you go? "

I still refused. I was afraid that this kind of love would not last long. I was afraid that this was just his regret and he would not cherish it after he made up for it.

He said: "It doesn't matter. I'll try harder and wait for you to agree. Let's take a nap."

I leaned on his shoulder and took a nap for a while, then let him sleep on my lap. Compared to me, he needs a good rest.

When we arrived in Chengdu, we had a lot of time. We settled on a hotel first, put down our backpacks and went out to find food! He choked and coughed. We didn't go far in Chengdu for a few days, and we were enjoying the slow life and walking around the nearby attractions. His shoelaces were untied and I tied them while we squatted. On the roadside, he taught me to change his dressing and bandages, being careful not to hurt him. He chased me while walking on the road at night, and he was very tired, but he was very happy even when he lay down in the hotel. Thinking about the sweetness of the whole day.

We just lived a casual life for three days. He said that he didn't want time to pass so fast when he was with me. He woke up naturally every day. The phone called me to go out for a walk, and I ran to tie his shoes.

? Parting has to come. He said he still wanted to go to Qingdao, Golden Beach, and Rizhao. He said that if he My hands were good, so he took me to climb Mount Tai. But I had to leave and go back to work. He bought a ticket for the next day. He went to Qingdao at 8:50, and I bought a ticket for me to go back to Zhengzhou at 11:30.

The next morning, I got up a little late. I saw my ticket and his ticket. Mine was at the South Station and his was at the North Station. I ran after him without saying a word. I took a taxi and was racing against time when I arrived at the train station. There were still ten minutes left to check in. I wanted to try it out to see if I could get in, but the result was not satisfactory. The ticket inspector said that I couldn’t get in at the South Station, so I said I would give it away. , can’t we go in? She said, just send it here! You can’t go in inside.

He said: “Fool, why is yours at the South Station? ”

: When I bought the ticket, there were no tickets at the North Station. Only the South Station had tickets to Zhengzhou.

: Idiot, why did you get up so early and come with me?

: I want to see you off and see you get on the train with my own eyes

“It’s time to check in and get in. "The ticket inspector's voice sounded

He put down the things in his hands and hugged me, kissed my cheek, carried the things and walked in. He looked back at me and ran in. Looking at As he left, I felt a little disappointed. I would have to stay here all morning. As we walked along the road, what appeared was his laughter as he chased me. I don’t know when we will see each other again!

When it started to rain, I took out the umbrella he left behind. God seemed to know what I was thinking and expressed my feelings on my behalf! This city called Chengdu also has a part of me. Sweet memories.

A message came from the mobile phone WeChat:

Be careful, don’t be fooled, go to the station early and don’t be late, I left the umbrella for you, weather. No, it might rain

: It’s already raining...

Don’t let the people who love you wait too long, I wish you happiness...

After we separated, we didn't communicate often, but every time we contacted him, he would ask me if I had changed my mind. After he talked to me a lot, I just smiled and rejected him in a joking way.

The last time I was eating skewers with my friend, I answered his last call (November 4th)

?: It’s time for the girl to get married, don’t choose, just make do with me. Let's go. Look how handsome I am.

I said: OK, wait for me (^_^)

: How long?

: I don't know

: You have to give me a specific time for how long I have to wait. But it’s okay. I’ll take you in later.

: Okay, if you can’t find a wife in the future, I will take you in (^_^)

: Okay, it’s agreed

: Well, wait

WeChat on 11.25:

He said: I will rest in two days. Let’s go find you

: I don’t have time to accompany you, I have to go to work. When you come, I only have time to accompany you for a while at night

: Are you afraid that I will go?

: What am I afraid of? I am afraid that you will come and leave you in the cold

: Then I want to go, but you still won’t let me go.

: (⊙o⊙)…

WeChat on November 26th

: Let me tell you something...

: What? La, what's the matter? Do you have a little lover?

: I was joking when I said I wanted to go to Zhengzhou. I don’t have time to go,

? And——? I’m getting married, and I’m preparing for Christmas on December 25. Go home to get your marriage certificate

: Well, I know you won’t come. But I'm still very happy

: ...so fast, where is it? The little lover develops very fast, and gets married as soon as he says he will get married?

: From my hometown, I introduced him to my family before. I have been in contact and getting to know each other in the past few months. My parents have been urging me. I think it's quite appropriate. I agreed.

: Yeah, not bad. She looks beautiful. I’m sure you’ll like her. Please take a photo, please take a photo (^_^)

: I’ll look for it for you. , not pretty. Not too ugly. The kind of person who lives a down-to-earth life and now just thinks about being suitable!

: Do you like her?

: As long as it’s suitable, and the personalities are compatible, it’s good.

: Well, as long as you don’t just make do with it, be happy, and be happy. This is a good thing. Celebrate your independence!

: Well, you should look for it quickly. Just find the right one. The requirements don’t have to be too high

: Well, okay

: So, I can’t wait for you.

: I know. You also confessed that since I refused, I won't blame you or be sad. I am really happy for you!

: Well, I know, I’m telling you this. I just don’t want to hide it from you and want you to know.

: I understand that we will have less contact in the future. You should be good, happy and happy.

: Okay, my age has come. When you find the right one, just grab it

: Do you know how I feel when I hear you get married? It feels like I have lost something, and I feel empty inside. It seems that we have a deep relationship (^_^) However, it’s great to meet you. I have no regrets. I am really happy for you when I see you have your own happiness! You will always be the little naughty boy in my heart!

Actually, what you don’t know is that I often talk about you and your kindness to my friends. Your bad. Just the night before yesterday, I said that if you really come this time, I will promise to be with you. But everything is if, I knew you wouldn’t come from the beginning.

This ending is the best, seeing you happy. Do you know how happy I am? I don't know what this feeling is. It should be considered my dependence on you.

? ? Don’t let the person who loves you wait too long. If you miss it, he will no longer be yours!

? Miss the beauty, miss you. Thank you for meeting you. I will always remember the joy and joy you brought me. Sincere blessings to you, you will be the happiest.

I think I will never forget it, because you are in my words. When I read them in the future, I will read where you are. This is our story! (^_^)

Hey, handsome little slut, you will be the happiest!