Mr. Zeng and I

? His name is Zeng Weilei, and my name is Chen Shanshan.

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? We are in the same high school. He is two years older than me and one year older than me. The first time I met him, he came to the class club to recruit students. He is a man of the hour. At that time, he was chased by many people and many people joined the guitar club for him. Probably because I like too many people, I have no feelings for him, so I joined the street dance club instead.

At that time, I liked to lie on the railing and stare blankly every day. He is on the third floor and I am on the second floor. He just looked at me.

Probably because I felt eye contact, I found his little friend in the guitar club and asked for my contact information. Seeing my space, seeing me dancing at the cultural festival of the club, thinking that I didn't care about him on the road, he felt that I was too indifferent to manage, so he didn't understand it at all.

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? Later, a keyboard player in his band was also my senior. He thought it was good and got together. In this way, we kept knowing each other, but never said a word.

His ex-girlfriend is the president of the student union and the head teacher of the key class. She thinks they are a pair of envious people. At that time, I was just a little transparent, watching them shine on the stage, like this.

? During his freshman summer vacation, I graduated from my senior year, and they officially broke up. He was lost for half a year, then he cheered up, kept fit, read books and studied hard. Later, I added my WeChat friend through * * *, but I didn't say a word.

Until the winter vacation, both of them went back to Wenzhou, and he began to chat with me. Two people were chatting, and suddenly one night they talked about their feelings and growth, and found that their experiences were quite similar.

I want to go to Jingshan, why don't you take me?

–"Yes."

That day was "2017.01.15".

He went to play basketball in the morning and came to see me in the afternoon. I'm just nervous, making up and choosing clothes. I thought it was to climb a mountain. He said he wanted to have a meal first, so he agreed in a daze.

When I got home, he was waiting for me at the station across the street. Wearing a black mask, my heart beats faster, just like the one I saw in high school-tall, thin and bookish, and he hasn't changed.

I walked up behind him and patted him on the back. I forgot what I said, so I kept wandering around. Parked in the back of a Sichuan restaurant, the name is quite two, called "Master Chuan".

? No one, just pick a comfortable seat, order food hastily and chat at the dinner table. I remember the first course was mustard duck feet. He sat opposite me, sobbing. I laughed at him. He also ordered a sheep bone and broke my heart. It's too fall in price for a girl to eat this in front of boys. He asked me why I didn't eat it, and I said I didn't want to lose face by eating bones.

He picked up the meat for me with chopsticks. Oh, my God.-Great heartbeat. Then I got up and said I was going to the bathroom to pay my bill.

We went climbing the mountain.

He didn't talk much, so I hummed to myself. He walked a little fast, so I jumped up and trotted after him. Later, he said how cute I was, singing and dancing all the way, just like the little sun. I thought he thought I was a fool and didn't want to talk to me-

? I met his classmates on the way, and the atmosphere was very embarrassing ... I almost got lost when I went down the mountain and came out again. After saying goodbye, they went home. Thought, well, probably won't talk to me again.

? He said-

Thank you for coming with me. This road is very important and carries many memories. Just the two of us! 」

? I froze, happy reply-

"Okay, I'll go with you later! 」

? Therefore, this day is designated as the day when our story officially begins.

(1)- "You used up all my flow"-"Burn gently"

(2)- "Look up and see that you are too high"-"I can bow my head."

(3) "The password is ..."

Are there any interesting places in Wenzhou? 」

–"Wenzhou Paradise? Well, no.

"Well, let's go to Jiang Xinyu! 」

-"that's good. 」

We didn't talk much when we were on the Ferris wheel, so he stuffed a letter for me to open when I got home. Glanced at it, and the cover said-for you who are late. Control your curiosity and put it away carefully.

I can really go shopping. I walked past Xinhe Street, Wuma Street and Cheng Kai overpass ... Finally, I stopped for dinner at a Korean restaurant that I used to go to in high school. Go through No.2 High School and walk to Xishan Bridge. Wait here for the bus to go home. Although it's wonderful, I once watched him wait here alone with many sophomores for 50 1.

? When I got on the bus, I didn't care to wear headphones, so I opened the letter with the flash of my mobile phone Full of two pages, the general content is-think that I am what he wants, and hope to get my answer at the moment when the New Year bell rings.

I turned off the flash and turned on WeChat-

"Wait for my call on New Year's Day"

–"24-hour boot waiting"

On New Year's Day, I made a circle of friends and got through to him. So we celebrate this anniversary as the day when the customized story of "20 17.5438+0. 15" really begins. New Year's Day is equivalent to a sense of ritual to declare sovereignty to everyone.

? Confession in return for Ceng Laoshi.

From that day on, I don't know how to form a habit. Don't hang up before going to bed every day, and then wake up at dawn or the phone is dead.

? He left and bought a train ticket to his hometown of Ryan.

? He said this was my mother's old shop. He said this fried dumpling is super delicious. He said that the night view of the Bund here is super beautiful-

? We took the train for the first time, watched the evening movie for the first time, took photos for the first time, hugged for the first time, kissed for the first time-

I looked up and saw him running towards me.

(2)-"Are you there? Boyfriend is waiting! 」

He said he likes Mag, but it's just a concept shoe. Looking for it for a long time, it seems that there is only one key chain-

? He gave me a coconut shell-"CSWL".

(c) "Fuzhou and Sanya are not far away"

? So he changed the positioning of WeChat profile to Fuzhou, and I changed it to Sanya-

I started a long-distance relationship that I don't know how long, so the anxiety gradually came-

Although I can't meet each other, this ceremony also makes me get up early to make up and make myself beautiful.

I told him before that there is an advertising wall in my school, and I have never been there. He sent it to me, ah, at-

? There is a comment below that says "there can be at most one semester." At first, I was half angry! Chetu, secretly poke and swear to throw the marriage certificate in his face one day!

Well, anyway, we have been two years now!

He said he wouldn't say anything beautiful, but there are some things you'd better say-

Set a goal and make an appointment to return to Wenzhou on May 1 day. In these long months, he accompanied me to complete the sweetest memory-

He was delayed, and when he got to the restaurant, it was about to close. I walked around the door and walked thousands of steps in a straight line.

He came over and came straight to me. Hug me. Before I could speak, he picked up the phone again. It was awkward to have dinner with his friends for the first time. I don't know what to say, so he keeps bringing me food.

He didn't hold my hand until his friend left. I have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say as soon as we meet.

The next day, we went to eat glutinous rice together, took a long bus ride and took him back to his hometown. I went to buy a lot of vegetables and carried them together. They all look like home.

I went downstairs to cook and he played upstairs. After eating, he went downstairs with a plate. This is the first time that I have cooked for my boyfriend, and this is also the first time that he has eaten a meal cooked by his girlfriend.

We sat on the sofa watching TV together, chatting one build what did not build. It's getting dark. Listen to the crickets quietly. The air is so quiet that you can hear breathing clearly.

He didn't go back to school directly, but sent me back to Fuzhou first. He said he didn't want no one to take me back to school-

Happy times always pass quickly. I said goodbye to you, looked at your back and wiped my tears.

The next meeting is summer vacation.

(A) "clumsy embroidery date, carefully selected and customized."

(2) "Send a postcard bearing heavy thoughts"

(3) "Straight men during the day, coquettish men at night"

(4) "You are my little friend"

? I ordered a KFC children's set meal, and a conversation with the takeaway brother-

Once, I was greatly wronged and called. As soon as I heard his voice, I cried for about ten minutes and fell asleep without telling him what was wrong with me. Later, I was awakened by the phone call from the takeaway brother, and I was never unhappy again-

? Looking forward to the summer vacation, I rented a house, found a part-time job in a musical instrument store, and started our vacation.

? When he doesn't work part-time, he often comes to see me. Get up at eight o'clock in the morning to go to work, and come back from work at night to ride a bike, take a walk and eat supper together.

Get along for a long time, and there will be more quarrels. In trivial time, it seems that everything can be used to get angry and get angry. He has his male chauvinism, and I have my little girl temper.

But he never bowed his head, and I will always coax him. I try to tolerate everything about him and be the most competent and considerate girlfriend. Over time, he became more and more arrogant.

I never think about my mood before I speak, and no matter what I say, there will be no good words. He feels that the more he likes someone, the more he bullies her. I also understand that, so I hide it silently in my heart and don't say anything when I am wronged. I was afraid that he would be disappointed in himself. When he was sad, he didn't say anything, so I cried by myself. I often shed tears under the covers, which was obviously not the case before.

But when we met, he seemed to be the same person, and we were just more familiar and closer.

He was on the plane to school on his birthday, so he made him a small cake in advance, although he didn't eat it for some reason.

I decided to fulfill my previous agreement and take a walk in Nanjing before school starts.

? Probably the accumulation of problems has not been eradicated and there is a lack of substantive communication. In short, a little triviality begins to make people unhappy. Looking forward to leaving, I want to go home as soon as possible.

On the streets of Nanjing, I was so angry that I was left on the side of the road because I rode too slowly and didn't look at the road. I just walked all day with tears in my eyes. I don't understand how a person's concern can be expressed in this way.

This trip is really the deepest pain point in my memory, and the subsequent contradictions have sprouted.

It's National Day in a blink of an eye, and this year's National Day holiday also brought the Mid-Autumn Festival. I am looking forward to seeing him again, planning where to play and what to eat. But fate always plays tricks on people. The day before he returned to Wenzhou, something happened to his family.

Life depends on the weather. You never know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. I didn't know how to comfort him in those days. I can only accompany him silently, waiting for him to deal with trivial matters at home and waiting for his news at any time.

He is getting haggard. Although he is actually a child, he is as steady as an adult than anyone else. I hesitated for a few days, but decided to spend time with him in person. I made moon cakes all night to make him happy; I booked a hotel near his home and wanted to hug him. I bought a plane ticket to Sanya on New Year's Day and wanted to comfort him.

When they met, he didn't say much, but quietly wiped some tears. I held him and didn't speak.

He took me to the train station and I went back to school. He also returned to school after dealing with family affairs. Life is getting more and more normal.

The dull days passed quickly, and I finally came to his city, took the road he had traveled and saw the scenery he had seen.

When I got out of the station, I saw him smiling at me in the crowd, taking the suitcase in my hand and spitting at me-why are you still wearing a suitcase, skirt and long sleeves? It's too hot.

It was the first time I ate pig's feet, saw the real sea for the first time, went to his school for the first time, and met his classmates on the road for the first time. He said proudly that this is my girlfriend, and it's the first New Year's Eve.

(1) "piggyback wife"

(2) You and Me

(3) Short Love on Paper

(4) "Suddenly miss you"

In recent months, it seems dull, but the contradiction between them is growing in a day.

Angry and quarreling about the cold war, I thought for a day, but he was playing games when the phone was connected; I tried to communicate and solve it, but he said it was useless and perfunctory; I think more patience and tolerance will make him more fearless; I convince myself that I can be unromantic, straight and plain, but he doesn't care about my dignity and feelings.

When I was most vulnerable and needed comfort, although it was a joke, it was like a pot of cold water splashing on my face-I should suffer. What position did the girl want? I can't accept it. This will be like this in your eyes from now on. I can't stand it.

This is the first time I have resisted, and the first time I am so confused that I don't want to talk to you anymore. He was so angry that he changed his head and background and came to me again, asking me what I really wanted and whether I wanted to leave. This time, it's not that I want to go, but that I'm too disappointed to be forced away by him. I deleted all the contact information, but WeChat was reluctant to delete it, probably because I still had a glimmer of hope for him.

When I got up the next morning, there were countless missed calls and dozens of short messages on my mobile phone. He said he didn't really let me go. He can't live without me. He knew that he was wrong. He bought a plane ticket and will come to see me tomorrow. He sent me a lot of messages telling me how sad he was. This is all his fault.

I relented, I promised, and I forgave.

When he saw me, he hugged me tightly and said with a happy smile-it's a relief to see you. We spent 520 years together, reaping a bumper harvest, hugging dolls, crying and talking a lot.