The first time a novice made a short video, I gained more than 3600 plays.

I woke up at 5 o'clock this morning, and then I got up and started writing. I just picked up my mobile phone and watched the short video "Ten Years of an Ordinary North drift Girl" released last night. The video was played 3647 times, liked 350 times, forwarded 105 times and commented 43 times. This is the current data.

I was a little surprised to see this data, which greatly exceeded my expectation. I may want to have three or five hundred people watch it, so my heart is still very touched. If I want to write this morning, I want to talk about my feelings.

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Just work hard, and God won't let everyone who works hard down.

I made this video of 4 minutes 19 seconds for two weeks, which is 14 days. From the first morning of 65438 10, I got up to write, and suddenly wanted to make a video recording my ten years in the north, so that morning, I finished writing this video. Look at the picture below:

The next day, I was looking for information and collecting photos of these years, which can be used to make this video. Collecting photos is really a time-consuming and laborious thing. I have a USB flash drive, which contains some photos of me over the years, but I haven't had time to sort them out, so many photos are very miscellaneous, some of which were directly poured out by my previous mobile phone, and all kinds of photos are available. Then I read file by file, look for picture by picture, and save it on the computer desktop when I see the right one.

However, in the process of looking at the photos, it also reminds me of many past events. I feel a little sad to see that some people in the photo have left. I will smile when I see the photos of my boss when he was a child. I saw some funny photos before, and a person laughed so hard that his stomach ached.

I get up at 7 o'clock every morning, first tidy up my boss, get dressed and wash, and send him out to kindergarten. Then I turned around and was busy giving birth to a second child. I also dressed, washed and had breakfast. When 10, grandpa took Bauer downstairs for a walk, I finally sat down to have breakfast. After eating, I quickly closed the bedroom door and began to do my own thing. Between taking care of the children in the morning, I have to race against time to finish the housework so that I can sit at the computer and do my own thing before 10.

From 10, write an article in front of the computer every day. Sometimes writing an article of more than 2000 words often depends on the time. 1 1 I won't write it, or I'll write it today. I am really amazing. I can sit there and write for hours without getting tired. I remember once when I was a student. I really enjoy sitting in front of the computer and writing down such words. It is a process of talking to yourself and a process of deep concentration. In this process, I gained great peace and satisfaction and felt a sense of accomplishment.

1 1 point, began to be busy with video. /kloc-when I was busy at 0/2, I got dressed and ran downstairs for 5 kilometers. Come back to change for dinner after running. At this time, if the second child wakes up from a nap, I will accompany him for a while. At 2 o'clock in the afternoon, I sat in front of the computer again and continued to be busy with video. Until 4: 20, I quickly got dressed to pick up my boss from school.

After taking over the boss, I need to take care of two children by myself. Grandpa can cook dinner, so I will accompany them to eat fruit, play games and read books. I also need to use all my spare time to do some housework, such as brushing shoes, sorting out bookcases, unpacking express delivery and collecting clothes from the balcony. I often take my two children to the balcony to collect clothes and let them help me with my work. The boss is responsible for receiving it from the pole and giving it to me. I sat next to me and was responsible for folding clothes. In this way, our clothes and socks were put away in the cupboard, and then we took our two children to hang clothes. Recently, the boss has been able to dry clothes independently. At this time, I will accompany my second child to read a book.

In the evening, our family usually has dinner at 7 o'clock, and the whole family has dinner together. My wife often comes home at this time, so we are busy with the children and their meals. After eating, grandpa washed the dishes and cleaned them up. He went downstairs for a walk. He likes to go out for a walk alone at night. Next, it's time for my husband and I to take care of two children together. Usually, we just wash and change the clothes for two children, and then they will be ready before 8: 30. I will take my boss into the bedroom alone to accompany him to read picture books, often for more than 1 hour, until 9: 30, then put him to sleep and fell asleep soon.

The husband took the second child and waited for grandpa to take over after washing, so that he could wash it in time. After washing, he can finally sit quietly in the living room alone for a while, and then go to sleep in the bedroom. Sometimes when my boss falls asleep, we can lie in bed and talk about something. Happy time may be 1 hour, 2 hours. Of course, when I am tired, I will sleep with my boss. Sometimes I need to go to the psychology and coaching live class at 8 o'clock in the evening, which usually ends at 10. During that time, my husband would take two for himself and read them to the boss. Sometimes, my husband has to work overtime at night, so I get two by myself. Anyway, after 5 pm, I basically have to give all my time to my two children.

So I cherish the time of doing things during the day, and this video is made bit by bit by using these time during the day. After collecting photos, I began to learn how to edit videos. I haven't used scrapbooking, I can't, so I'm thinking about it when I'm doing it.

Finally at the end of the first week, I made a version and sent it out. After reading it, my good friend gave me some good advice at the weekend: the main problem is that the speed is too slow. At that time, every photo was 3 seconds, and his advice to me was to change it all to less than 0.7 seconds. He suggested that I cut another version.

The next week, I re-edited and changed each photo from 3 seconds to 0.7 seconds. In the process of doing it, I found that such a heavy workload means that I need three times more materials, and the materials collected before are simply not enough. I looked for the material again, and sure enough, I found all the photos at the bottom of my closet. I searched all the USB flash drives and even the QQ space I haven't seen for years, but I dug up many old photos. There are really no early photos, so I have to search a lot on the Internet before I find some recorded photos of places where I just came to live in Beijing.

In this way, I edited a new edition. This edition is really tiring, with a lot of work, and it also needs concentration and patience. I basically sit in front of the computer and don't leave. I just took a quick bite and then went to work. Finally, this 0.7-second version came out on Saturday morning, and then I sent it to several good friends to have a look and asked them to give me advice. They gave me a lot of advice, some of which were really good. They all pointed out that there are too many pictures too fast, and the music is not good, the special effects are not available, and the animation used is not good.

On Saturday morning, I began to adjust again. I tried it several times and found it acceptable to adjust it from 0.7 to 1 sec. So I adjust one photo at a time. This workload is really too heavy, but I want to do it well, or I won't do it. Switching from 0.7 to 1 sec means that some photos need to be deleted and some need to be relocated, so I choose one photo after another and leave the photos I think are good.

After the photos were adjusted, I adjusted the music. I found that there were only two songs before, and the sense of rhythm was too strong, which made people bored easily. So I searched music again. I listened to it again and again, looked for it again, and finally found 1 1 music that I thought was good, and then edited and matched it under each video. After changing the music, the whole feeling is different. Finally, add special effects in the appropriate position. Finally, it was shot last night, and I finished this video.

After I finished writing it, I sent it to my friends. The feedback this time is that the video is very good, whether it is rhythm music, special effects or content, I think it can be completed. I was really touched at that moment. Finally made the first video I was satisfied with. For a novice like me, I did my best, so I boldly sent it out and brazenly asked everyone to praise me, because I thought I had done my best, so I wouldn't be embarrassed to show it to everyone.

I have some perfectionism, which is an advantage in my work, that is, I always want to do one thing as well as possible, at least in the range I think I can, so I often stick to one thing until the end, but this advantage, in my life and family, is a shortcoming that I often need to overcome, such as being too harsh on hourly workers and asking too much of my family.

I think no matter how the times change, good content is king, which means you need to really calm down and do good content. Whether you used to write a good article on WeChat official account or shoot a short video now, you need to make a good video with your heart, but the form has changed, but the content is always king.

Therefore, I feel that as long as I do the content well and do enough, I will definitely gain something. After sending it out, I felt calm and didn't care too much about gains and losses, because I was worthy of myself. I have satisfied myself with this matter. As for how many people watch it and how many people like it, let God do it.

This is probably my different state now. At the age of 32, I have learned that a down-to-earth life is more realistic than floating around in the sky. I care more about my real life than my superficial face. At the age of 32, I have learned that only by working hard enough can I gain something. Only by not being impetuous and anxious, and doing what you should do day after day and year after year, can you finally harvest your own spring. At the age of 32, I no longer care too much about what the outside world thinks of me, but know what I want and what I am trying to do, which is enough. What I want most is to satisfy myself. I have to feel good about myself. Whether it's 60 or 80, I want to feel ok.

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On the way to realize our dreams, don't forget those who silently pay for us behind our backs.

During this time, I made videos and wrote manuscripts at home during the day. I really want to thank my grandfather. If he hadn't helped me take over Bauer, if he hadn't cooked three meals a day on time, my dream wouldn't have come true. So every time I eat at noon, I see him put my food on the table as usual, and I just need to pack my food and eat it, and then I can do things. I was deeply moved. Without those people who silently pay behind us, my shelved dream can't start, and I am really grateful.

Therefore, those fathers or mothers who are outside the workplace should not forget the achievements you have made in the workplace now, and the family members are quietly paying behind you. It really hurts me to think that my mother-in-law once said that I am a nanny at home. She doesn't know that it's not that I don't have the ability to dominate the workplace, nor that I don't work hard. I just keep thinking about it over and over again. For the sake of the companionship of children's mothers, for the good companionship and education of young children from childhood, for the sake of children not being sent back to their hometown as their mother-in-law said, for the sake of my husband's carefree work, and for the sake of a warm environment for this family, I have always been a hot meal. I have chosen to be a full-time mother at home many times. What we pay is by no means the value of "nanny", but the responsibility of holding up half the sky. The companionship and love we give our children is much more important than earning money outside these years, because a happy childhood can cure a person's life, while an unfortunate person needs to cure it all his life. I hope my children have a happy childhood, accompanied by their mothers.

I tried my best to make this film this Saturday and Sunday. I don't think I can put it off until next week. There are things to do next week. Therefore, the task of taking care of the two children falls entirely on my husband and father-in-law. By last night, my husband couldn't take it anymore. He was tortured by two children and obviously had a bad temper. I understand him very well, because his life these two days is my normal state. I immediately put down my work and began to take care of the children. At this time, work is not more important than husband and children. After all, they are people who accompany us all our lives, so I will stop watching videos and go to wash my boss and study with him. In fact, I usually lose my temper with my husband when I am too tired with my children. He is very tolerant of me, and I will pick up the children as soon as I get home. Perhaps the most gratifying thing for me is that my husband and I have been fighting side by side, and he also supports me in many things. Otherwise, who can survive the life of the second child?

After sending the video, I came out of my bedroom and our home became a battlefield. Children's toys, smelly socks, milk powder spilled everywhere, trash cans that can't be cleaned up quickly, quilts that are not folded and clothes that are lying around are simply not that neat home, which is terrible. The two children grab toys for a while and then push each other. I heard this crying for a while and that crying for a while in the bedroom. There is also the painful expression on her husband's face. When he is exhausted, he must stick to it. My whole face is saying to me, "come and save me, have a baby, and it is best to sleep both of them." I just want to be quiet. " Well, at this time, silence is his favorite woman, the toilet is the place he wants to stay most, and the mobile phone is the only thing he wants to hold gently. Yeah, I understand. I often have such a strong desire.

When we pick up the work, we can't hold our children. If you put your heart and soul into your work, maybe your family will jump up unless someone helps you up. Therefore, no matter whether they go out to work or take care of their children at home, they all understand and understand each other. People who go out to work should understand the hard work and dedication of taking care of their children at home. Don't think that all the money they earn is their own efforts, and you are behind them. For those who bring their babies at home, we should also properly understand the hardships of those who go out to earn money. It's not easy to make money. You see, I've just cut a film and I'm tired enough. I haven't made a penny yet. Haha ~ So, understand each other, accept each other's bad temper, and lend a helping hand when each other needs your help, and this family will certainly forge ahead.

Here, I also want to sincerely thank my good friends, especially my most admired "leader". I'm really touched. I have been a full-time mother at home for four years, and there are two babies behind me. Can't go out to work, want to earn some money to reduce the financial burden of the family. I also want to have my own small achievements in my career and survive in the cracks. I have nothing special to bring, I just want to talk about it. Your help, patience, constant encouragement and good advice really touched me. A good friend went to the mall last night to buy a down jacket for my boss. I didn't have time to choose, so she bought it for me and sent it to my house.

I have never loved my job as much as I do today. I want to do something. Full-time at home for four years, with two babies. Over the years, my life has been occupied by children's shit and family chores. I don't know what the workplace outside has grown up. When I go out to look for a job, people will say what to do with your two babies and what to do if my children get sick. Yes, I don't have the confidence to tell each other that I can completely ignore my family. I, a mother, must take care of my child's illness and accompany and educate my mother. But wife and mother, these are just one of our identities, and we also have the most important identity: I am myself. We also hope to have another world outside our family, where we can show our skills. We are ourselves, not anyone's mother or wife. We also have the strength to resist all risks and the courage to live ourselves.

So, I don't want to give up, even if it is difficult, I still want to stick to it. Starting today, my boss started to stay at home because of the epidemic in Beijing, so I won't send him to kindergarten any more. I have returned to the stage of taking care of two children, and I don't know when the kindergarten will start in the next year, so these are unknown. I am anxious, too. I finally made my first film, and my children need me to make it. I don't know how to balance these things. I want to try to balance them. If I can't do it, as long as I keep doing it, I will slow down or adjust the direction of the shooting content. Just like my writing, even if I don't earn a penny, I still can't bear to put it down.

Well, that's all for today. There's not much time to edit this article. Just send it out. The children are awake.

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