Whatever you promise will come true.

? We often complain that heaven is unfair, and all our wishes have not come true, but think about it, isn't it? Or have we forgotten our wishes when it comes to realization?

In high school, there was a lot of academic pressure every day. I want to read novels and extracurricular books, draw pictures, run and write novels, but I don't have time to do many things. I just want to go to college in the future. I can go to the library more often, read books quietly, read all the books that I didn't have time to read in high school for three years, and keep running every day. At that time, I often listened to the radio and did my homework at night, hoping to go to college soon.

? There are too many young people when they go to college. Many people want to change their faces in college and do things that they were afraid to do before. For example, I was shy in high school and didn't dare to stand in front of the stage, but before I went to college, I told myself that I must be brave and have the courage to stand in front of the stage and speak. So I actively entered the school community, actively strived to be a class cadre in the class, and fell in love by mistake. In the first two years of college, I often went to KTV with my classmates to sing all night. I always ate barbecue and drank beer. In the morning, I went to the library to get my book, and then I got it back at night. At that time, I felt that the days were still long and I wasted a lot of time inadvertently. Although I was lucky to get a scholarship in the first two years, I really didn't study hard. In the third year of high school, I suddenly remembered my dream in high school, gradually alienated my friends who used to play together, and began to get closer to my classmates who love learning. At six o'clock in the morning, I will go to the driving school opposite the school to learn driving. When classes begin at eight o'clock, I will go to class. After lunch, I will sleep for more than ten minutes, and then I will continue to learn driving. After class, I will go directly to the library to do my homework. After the library closes, I will go back to my dormitory to change my running shoes, run around the playground, and then go back to my dormitory to wash and rest. It was a full year. I took a driver's license test, got a first-class scholarship, passed Band 4, and lost ten pounds. It was that year that I discovered that I could do many things by myself, and I was too lazy to care about others before. Growing up, I never gave up the habit of loving writing. When I was in college, it was like working in the future. I must insist on cooperation. I can't abandon my hobby. I want to write simple and charming poems like Xi Murong, learn to shoot, travel with a little money, and I'm afraid to go to all corners of the country. When I was in college, I really wanted to work quickly and be financially independent, and then I realized what I could do.

? From my internship in my senior year, I gradually got a little money. The first thing I did was go shopping spree. I bought all the gadgets I've seen before that I can't afford. I was really happy when I received the courier, but those gadgets were useless for a few days and didn't interest me. I used to wonder if I really had a problem of liking the new and hating the old. But it turns out that it is not. It's just that those things really have no long-term value and significance. At that time, I made money and bought my mother a mobile phone. Of course, my father doesn't want me to spend money. At his insistence, each of us bought a mobile phone for our mother. Last weekend, when I was cleaning the cupboard at home, I saw it lying there quietly, on the upper partition of the cupboard. At that time, working in Shanghai, the happiest thing was that our family played in Shanghai, Suzhou and Hangzhou on National Day. Although there are many people, the family is really happy together. At work, I found that I really know, and I know too little. Although I am making progress every day, the speed of progress is too slow, which makes me doubt myself a little. My parents were in Taiyuan, and my boyfriend was working in Hunan. I am alone in the field, and I am a little depressed. I bought a professional book that I needed to study, and I lay quietly on my desk. I finished watching Desperate Housewives (season 10), Gossip Girl (season 6), Grey's Intern (season 10), Prison Break (season 4), Pretty Little Liars (season 4) and The Vampire Diaries (season 4). The only advantage of watching American TV at that time was that. May be born like language things, often extracted, with the power of words to heal the once lost and lonely. At that time, I thought it would be nice to work in the same place with my boyfriend (ex), meet every day and look forward to a better life.

? Later, I did go to work in Zhuzhou, but everything was far from what I expected. First of all, there are differences in cities, differences in wages and salaries, loneliness of friends, and the most terrible thing is that my predecessor and I have nothing to say. He doesn't bother to do it when I like it. When I was in college, it was the summer vacation of my freshman year. I work in a hotel, 800 yuan, 500 yuan scholarship. The father sponsored 1500, and the predecessor also asked for about 2000 from his family. I invited six students to visit Huashan Mountain in Xiyue and Hengshan Mountain in Beiyue. I only remember climbing Huashan at 9: 30 in the evening. Before climbing the mountain, I called my parents to report my safety. I have forgotten everything about the trip until now, except that I fell asleep sitting on a stone. The only two outings after working together were probably the first time to take me to Hengshan and to Guanbai, Zhuzhou to see flowers, and then I never went out alone. Until we broke up.

? When I was in high school, I also clearly realized that I spent three days fishing and two days drying nets, so I always made a wish in my heart that God would send me a positive person to accompany me and often encourage me to work hard with me. Later, I found such a person in our senior three class and became a crush. In fact, the seed of love is a very normal thing, but parents do not treat it rationally, but abuse and abuse it. What I remember most clearly is to say, "Look at you, how dare you puppy love, shameless!" " But I just had a little crush at that time, and I didn't tell anyone. It was my mother who turned over my diary. So from then on, I dare not let anyone like me, and it seems that no opposite sex likes me. I also watched the person I secretly loved at that time (the handsome schoolmaster, of course) with another girl who squinted. At that time, I decided that falling in love was a very shameful thing. So when I met my ex in college and said that she liked me, I was flattered, because he was handsome in the aesthetic eyes of girls at that time, so I also told myself to treat him well. I didn't tell my parents for the first time, and I didn't say it until the second year of high school. At that time, my mother often said, "It's okay to fall in love, but not to get married." This sentence still greatly stimulated me. I didn't think about getting married at that time, but my mother's response made me feel that we must be together, that is, getting married. After being together for seven years, I treated him wholeheartedly on the basis of not violating my inner principles, and wholeheartedly thought about getting married with him, but the ending was not satisfactory. Although I think about it now, he is not the kind of person I liked in high school, but he was the first stranger to say that he liked me and was kind to me, so he forgot his own standards in his communication.

? Now I really envy those who met lovers from the beginning, were not hurt in their feelings, and were spoiled as little princesses. Emotional frustration can be really frustrating sometimes. Later, I met the man I had been longing for for for a long time, and I realized that he was the one I always wanted. When he appeared, it was the trough of my life, especially when people with heavy feelings were frustrated, and even doubted themselves to the point of nothing. At that time, I became a hedgehog, bitter and willful, but this person put up with it and accompanied me through that trough. When many people object to me being with him because of material conditions, I clearly realize that this is the person who is given by God and brings me positive energy and sunshine. My wish has also come true. It took so many years to realize it. How can I give up?

As for my desire to write poems and novels, just a month ago, I dug up the poems I wrote ten years ago. Some of them are really good. I can't write such simple and fresh poems at my present level. I tried to write a few poems, and now my writing level is more like narrative than poetry. Read a lot of online novels, such as fantasy, romance, ancient costume and so on. I really feel that some of them are poorly written, and I feel that my writing will definitely be better than theirs. I also have a lot of materials to write. But I dare not write, because I feel that I am not good enough to write novels at this stage. Therefore, whether you are opening an official WeChat account or registering, it is not too late to write out your daily feelings and thoughts and accumulate some before you start writing. Finish a small goal first: write a short story with 654.38+ 10,000 words. Then you can conceive the novel in my mind. This is also the desire of curve to save the country and complete writing novels step by step.

Look back and tell the truth. Those wishes I made in high school have hardly come true in college. My wish in college was barely realized at work. Only when I realized these wishes, I vaguely felt deja vu in my heart, but I don't know why. I didn't understand why until now. Because it is always easy for us to forget our wishes, we all worked hard for that wish at first, but didn't try our best, so it took a lot of time to realize our wishes, so that when the wishes were mature, there seemed to be little sense of accomplishment and joy left. But the most important thing is that all our wishes have actually come true, but the degree of hard work really affects the speed of realization.

Later, I thought about it, why do we forget our wishes? Because when we make a wish, we hope that this wish can come true immediately, or in two days. But I just forgot that it takes time and effort to realize my wish. Saying one thing and doing another are completely different things. We can't always think that this matter will be realized immediately after it is said. No, we need to do what we need to do immediately to see the possibility of realization. People are always saying, what will happen when I have money, time and things? But many things can't stand waiting, but need to be done immediately. That's what I'm doing now. I don't have to wait for things. I just do what I want to do. I want to realize all my wishes one by one. I like photography, so I use my spare time to learn photography skills and composition, and exercise my color matching and sensitivity. I like painting. Even though I am a little white, I should have started free online learning and bought the necessary tools. I like running, so I'll run a marathon and run ten kilometers to give myself a sense of accomplishment with the power of running; I like flowers and plants, so I will look for ways to raise flowers, or buy or make beautiful vases to decorate my home; I like the outdoors, so I will go out by bike for about 20 kilometers on weekends to see the scenery and bask in the sun. I like writing, so I will record what I see, hear, feel and think in my life, and live up to every word and my heart. Everything just wants to say: do what you want and create conditions unconditionally. Never make excuses, you will accomplish nothing.

I write this article, hoping to remind myself that time waits for no one, do what I want at once, and put 100% enthusiasm and effort into it.

What I want to do next is:

1. I have been studying in Tao Di recently, and I must guarantee one hour of practice time every day;

2. Go to bed early and get up early and insist on running in the morning;

3. Tidy up the bookshelf and tidy up your room.

4. You can't fall behind in reading and practicing calligraphy;

5. German study and specialized courses should continue.

? In order to dream, you should seize the time, be full of enthusiasm, and work hard! Come on!