What kind of experience is it to live alone?

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, I was awakened by kidney calculi's pain and stayed up until dawn. I drive myself to the hospital, then wait for the doctor to go to work, run up and down, hold my urine, B-ultrasound, gravel and hang water. I've been standing alone, feeling like a dog.

Step 2 get used to it

Lived alone for three years. I had a dog a year ago. Tell my dog anything, and she seems to understand. I seldom cook by myself, but I usually eat takeout and go to the hospital alone when I am sick. I want to talk about a love for a while, but I feel that I can't afford to delay. I am old and want to get married in my next relationship. So I'm still alone. But now I'm used to this kind of life, and what should come will come.

Step 3 be lonely

I shared it with a friend, and later he went back to work in his hometown. It's an autumn afternoon. I took him to the station by bus for more than an hour, and then came back by bus. I went back to the rented house alone. The half-empty room was cleaned, and the afterglow shone on my bed through the window, and the breeze blew in. I lit a cigarette and felt lonely for the first time.

4. Independence and self-reliance

I am used to living alone, cooking, washing clothes, repairing my own things when they break down, and even moving alone.

5. it doesn't matter

Living alone, loneliness will swallow you up, and no one will talk to you and share your joys and sorrows. In short, it's not good. I haven't been out for 48 hours, and I don't know day and night. Anyway, I just woke up and slept when I was tired of playing with my mobile phone.