Jane Eyre (Short Lily)

No matter how bitter coffee is, I will taste it with you;

No matter how strong the years are, I will accompany you;

What about you? Still don't want to love me anymore?

Miss you again. Call me Jane. ...

Wen | The wind is not allowed to sing.

It rained in Mao Mao last night and never stopped. Jane opened the window in the morning, and her fresh face made her mouth slightly curved.

The sunshine after the rain is always cool, splashing on the grass, and the bright green willow tips shine brightly, reflecting in Jane's eyes, leisurely as water.

On the hill not far away, there is a figure carrying a drawing board, which looks like a boy from a distance. His white shirt is full of fresh air. He found a seat to set up the drawing board, reached out and began to draw.

In Jane's mind, there seems to be such a person who likes painting. She yearns for the customs of Xishuangbanna, loves the green grass here and misses it. ...

Yeah, that's right It's here.

Jane stayed in Xishuangbanna for a long time, and she came to this place that people yearn for and miss, a place that is not warm for her without winter. But Jane doesn't know where she was when she came.

( 1)

Jane Chang was the only one who met her during military training in high school. She and another boy in the class took the lead and walked in front of the team with heroic spirit.

She is really handsome.

Jane can't think of any other words to describe her. Her eyelashes are long, her eyebrows are clean, and the heroic spirit in her eyes attracts Jane. Her black hair was tied up high, revealing a slender neck. Even though she was imprisoned under a military cap, she was still full of youthful vitality.

When put on the military uniform, Jane can't help imagining that she is a soldier. Obviously a girl, but handsome and unforgettable.

Jane pulled her hair silently, soft and thin. At a young age, she was afraid to have long hair because she was afraid of baldness. She runs around with a student's head on her head all day.

Wei is in such good physical condition that he must be a soldier in the future. Jane is envious.

From the beginning of military training to the end of the exercise, to predicting the position of the exam and being a deskmate, Jane Chang thinks so, but when it comes to it, people around her look disdainful.

"I like painting."

Just simply say, don't look at her.

"I will travel to many places in the future, well, go to Xishuangbanna and draw what I see in my eyes and even hear in my ears."

"Do you want to be a painter? Xishuangbanna? Where is that? "

Jane was a little surprised and pushed the small glasses on her nose. If it weren't for her poor eyesight, poor physical fitness and average grades ... she went to the military school herself!

"A painter is far from being a free painter. Xishuangbanna is in Yunnan, with four seasons like spring and warm every day. "

Wei Shi's face is still expressionless. Even when she talks about her dream, she just smiles faintly, and the sunshine shakes Jane's eyes through the window.

Wei Shi is always serious in class, but Jane Chang is like a monkey, and she can't stop for a moment. No matter how active she is, she can't attract the attention of people around her. She can only bear it, and can't delay her study because of herself.

(2)

It was on a rainy night that I really and only started to get familiar with it.

In summer, the wind and rain come quickly, and the leaves of the branches are entangled with the heavy rain, and they are on the rampage in the campus, knocking on the windows of the classroom without mercy. The sleeping Jane was suddenly startled.

"God, you scared me to death."

Woke up with a start, Jane looked up and found that all the students in the classroom had begun to pack their bags and go home.

"School is over. Pack your things quickly. I'll go down first. "

It's just that when Jane woke up, she casually said a few words, packed her things without looking at her, and left with her schoolbag.

Well, just leave? Jane is a little desperate. She didn't bring an umbrella. ...

Jane bowed her head helplessly and began to tidy up. All the papers on the table were stuffed into her schoolbag, and she grumbled at the fashionable seats from time to time to vent her dissatisfaction.

"Jane petticoats, how did you go home? Do you have an umbrella? "

Suddenly, a boy's voice came from behind her. Jane looked back with a bitter face and saw the monitor looking at her with concern.

The monitor in front of me was the only one who took the lead in military training at that time. He is white and clean, and he is very gentle to people. His big eyes are full of stars, and when he smiles, he reveals a pair of little tiger teeth, a sunny boy, which satisfies all Jane's fantasies about first love.

Because Wei Shi was so dazzling at that time, I didn't have time to get along with Shengbo. However, even though I paid attention to Wei Shi, I am still not friends with her.

After thinking about it, Jane was a little discouraged and her expression was even more wronged. Her lovely little face was pulled into a ball and shook her head desperately at Shengbo.

"No, no, I don't have an umbrella and I don't know how to get back."

"Well, then take my umbrella. My home is not far away. Here you are. "

Sheng Bo put the umbrella into Jane's hand and looked up and smiled at her. Without giving Jane a chance to refuse, she turned and picked up her schoolbag and rushed out of the classroom.

The wind outside is still blowing, and the teenager's school uniform is filled in an instant. His back, carrying a schoolbag, suddenly stood up. Shengbo's smile is warm and bright, and there seems to be a faint breath under the incandescent lamp, flashing slightly.

Jane was in a daze, looking down at the umbrella in her hand, her cheeks blushing quietly.

Holding an umbrella from Shengbo, Jane Chang seems as happy as having the whole world. Like all adolescent girls, Jane Chang never wants to forget the teenager at a glance.

Zhang jumped down the stairs, opened an umbrella and walked to the front of the bike in the wind and rain. Her glasses accidentally touched the rain and her eyes blurred. Zhang suddenly wants to hit himself.

Someone gave you an umbrella and you rushed down without thinking. Won't you wait for the wind to stop? It's raining so hard, do you still want to go to heaven by bike?

Jane rubbed her temples worriedly, but she didn't intend to go back. Heaven is heaven, so she went home and took a bath, and there was a quilt waiting at home. ...

Think like this in my heart, Jane petticoats has been unable to hold back the smile on her face. Jane still struggled to grab the umbrella handle by the neck, bent down and tried the position of the lock by hand.

After the chain was beaten by the wind and rain, it was bitterly cold, and the dense coolness ran into Jane's heart along her fingertips. The rain touched her cheek unscrupulously, and she couldn't help but make a tingle.

That's great, a tingle made the umbrella seat run away, and the strong wind came and the umbrella was turned upside down. In desperation, Jane was staggered back by the umbrella, and the umbrella under her neck flew out instantly.

"Wow, do you want to be so exciting ..."

Jane's dress is in a mess, and her lenses have been blurred in the wind and rain. There is nothing to hide in front of her, and the wind has no intention of stopping.

The oncoming wind pressure was so strong that Jane was a little breathless and tried to turn around against the wind. She can only listen to the sound of an umbrella in the wind and rain.

I haven't made any progress after looking for it for a long time. Jane is a little desperate. She took off her glasses and wiped them with wet clothes to see where the umbrella was.

What should I do? Shengbo's umbrella is missing. I did this to him when he first lent it to me. It's over. He's gonna hate me. It's raining so hard that it's difficult to go home. ...

Jane suddenly lost her temper and squatted on the ground, completely ignoring her image. She kept talking with her mouth open, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears on her face. Jane only knows that she must be embarrassed.

(3)

"hmm? What are you doing? "

A question that sounded like crying suddenly broke the wind.

The owner of the voice seems a little angry and familiar, but Jane's ears are full of the sound of wind and rain, and she can't hear clearly who the speaker is.

Jane looked up with tearful eyes, which obviously startled the people in front of her. Is it timely?

When Wei got on the electric car, the whole person was wrapped in a raincoat and only showed a heroic face, full of surprises, but a little funny.

"Are you stupid? I left you a note on the table saying that I would wait for you below. I slept so hard at night that I couldn't wake up. If I hadn't waited too long, I didn't know what you were going to do ... "

When I first met him, I only said so many words and I was in a daze. Jane has no impression of what she said next.

I only remember that night when it was stormy, I felt wronged like a fool under her raincoat, and she didn't mind being caught in the rain, and kept telling me to remember to hold her tight. ...

Only once, the relationship between them began to change. In class, Jane is not afraid of noisy, and then she chatters, just starting to reply to her from time to time.

However, with the experience of rainy days, every time I look at Jane's eyes, it is inevitable that there will be some sympathy. Jane protested many times, and over time, I got used to it.

Jane Chang bought a new umbrella and returned it to Sheng Bo. She stood outside the classroom with her head down, unable to say a complete sentence for a long time.

Wei passed by the corridor and saw Jane's shyness, and he couldn't help laughing a little. He raised his eyebrows, buried his face between them, reached out and pressed Jane's head and rubbed his little head.

"Jane broke your umbrella and bought you a new one. Don't refuse, take it. "

Wei Shi put the umbrella on the table next to Shengbo, and bent down to pull Jane back to the classroom.

"I, I, I have to talk to him."

Jane looked up and stared at Shiwei discontentedly, trying to capture a trace of apology from her face, but she didn't.

"You can't say a complete sentence in front of him, you can only look at him with infatuation and stare at him."

Wei poked Jane's forehead disapprovingly, and she sat in her seat and began to do the problem.

Jane sat down angrily and glanced back and forth with her little eyes, just not looking at her, trying to make her angry.

Watching, Jane suddenly caught a glimpse of Shengbo leaning against the door frame of the classroom. The teenager's side face is perfectly displayed in front of him, and the broken hair on his forehead is full of light and shadow, swaying gently.

Without thinking, Jane took out her mobile phone from her pocket and started shooting.

When widex couldn't see the people around her, she was a little confused. When she looked up, she saw that the contraband in Jane's hand was rising, and she quickly pressed her head down with one hand.

"Put away your mobile phone, it's time for class."

After being scolded by Wei Shi, Jane suddenly felt a little happy. She bowed her head and secretly smiled.

(4)

The days are bleak and far away, and everyone's life is going on in an orderly way. In the first half of senior high school, there were classes of arts and sciences, while Jane and Wei Shi remained in this liberal arts class and continued to be their deskmates, while Shengbo applied for science.

I can't see Jane's clothes every day, and I begin to like being sad alone. The biggest fun after class turned into dragging yourself all the way to the science teaching building to peek at the glass.

Squatting in the corner with her, secretly looking at the high-spirited boy not far away, only looking at Jane's satisfied face, I always feel a little distressed, but Jane is still chasing him happily.

In the second year of high school, the school held a get-together, and the drama club was asked to prepare programs. As members of the drama club, Wei Shi and Shengbo were not spared.

When Jane first met her, she only wore men's clothes and jumped high with her neck in the background.

"Punctuality, your short hair looks really handsome. If you are a boy, I will definitely marry you. "

Shisheng just smiled indifferently, didn't want to take it to heart, touched Jane's little head, and turned to prepare for the stage.

"After the performance, I will confess to Shengbo, but you must help me."

Jianchang suddenly ran to Shiwei's side and leaned down quietly, with a mysterious face. She couldn't help blushing.

He frowned without a trace, waved smartly without looking back.

"Remember to take a good look at me on the stage in the future."

Jane waved the SLR in her hand and smiled and said no problem.

A piece of liver is broken, the general is separated, and the beauty is drunk.

At the end of the play, Jian Zhang, like everyone else, was addicted to the sad ending of Farewell My Concubine and sat under the stage for a long time.

Wei Shi went backstage, trying to find Shengbo, so as to facilitate Jane's confession plan later.

I don't have to look. Wei Yi shook his head, conveniently pulled the wig off his head, took out his breath and fell to the ground.

"Shiwei, I have something to tell you."

Suddenly there came the voice of Sheng Bo behind him, just frowning and not wanting to be alone with him. He wanted to wave his hand and tell him that Jane was looking for him, and Sheng Bora gave him a pause to show his little tiger teeth.

"Shiwei, I like you, I like your long hair, I like your smile, I like your serious appearance, I like you ..."

Wei Shi is not surprised. She and Sheng Bo are junior high school classmates, and joining the drama club is also a carrot and stick job. But in this situation ... it's a little difficult to poke your eyebrows.

"Sorry, I have someone I like."

Shi Wei shook his head.

"hmm? What are you doing, er, Shengbo, just as you are here, I ... I have something to tell you. "

Close, Jane just appeared at this time, with tears on her face just after the play, and only reached out and pulled the Jane to stop her.

After all, I haven't had time.

"I ... I like you."

Jane is still secretly turning her little finger, afraid to look up at Sheng Bo.

"Well, I know. Can I accompany you? "

As if frightened, Jane suddenly raised her head and thought she had heard wrong, but when she looked into Sheng Bo's eyes, she was involved in the prosperity and sank deeper and deeper by the teenager's smile.

I'm just a little surprised. Even though Shengbo knew that Jane liked him, he promised a little too early, didn't he?

Wei looked up and sure enough, Sheng Bo was staring at himself and holding Jane's hand tightly. When Wei suddenly gets scared, he will lose the man in his hand.

(5)

Shiwei's hair was cut, and the standard boy's head and short hair made Shiwei's face more and more delicate. Jane doesn't know what happened, but she still stupidly pulls Shiwei's arm and shakes it happily.

"You are so handsome. If you are a boy, I really want to fall in love with you. "

Only when the hair is pulled, the sun shines on her face and raises her mouth. The light source seems to be scattered in her eyes, deep but pure as snow.

"Look at you, talk nonsense again, I'm not a boy ..."

(6)

Every day after that, Jane was immersed in the joy of love. She wants to have fun in class, see you after class, and have fun after school. The imaginary breakup did not appear soon, and she began to wonder if she was thinking too much.

I do not like my name.

Jane Chang, who only remembers the time, told herself this.

"Lite is called Lite, just like speaking nonstandard Mandarin. Come on, let's join the sentence "Jane's skirt". "

Wei Shi will never forget Jane's lovely appearance. She exaggeratedly imitated the Chinese teacher's speech and shook her head in the sun.

"But I can't change my name."

Jane suddenly lost interest, and the whole person hung on Shi Wei with two legs.

"Do you like the word" return "? National mourning. "

"Are you? It means to die before adulthood ... why do you like such sad words? "

"So if your name is Jane, will you feel better?"

Jane's eyes suddenly lit up and her trembling legs unconsciously accelerated.

"That I, call you Jane regression ..."

(7)

Jane and Shengbo are arguing about love, which is envied by others after all, but Jane often complains to Wei Shi that Shengbo is always busy. Today she went out to play with friends, and tomorrow she will go to cram school, so she has little time to accompany her.

In fact, Jane doesn't know. She only met Sheng Bo's so-called friend, a junior girl. When Sheng Bo and her primary school sister met in the street, they never felt timid. When they robbed, they seemed to show off: Tell Jane Shang!

Paper can't wrap fire, especially when it doesn't mean to.

Jane always knows about Shengbo and her primary school sister. Of course, she also knows that she is just an insider.

It was the day after the college entrance examination, and everyone was going to graduate. Probably, Sheng Bo felt it unnecessary to maintain this meaningless love.

Jane got as drunk as a fiddler at the class graduation party. Maybe it's because that drunkard doesn't care about wine. After only a few sips of beer, rickety Jane collapsed in the embrace of time and had no strength to miss the wonderful high school life.

"You know, isn't it, ChengBo friends? But you didn't tell me. If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have fallen into such a deep hole, would I? "

Jane knows that no matter who she is, she is bound to be in a dilemma, but she is just angry, drunk and timid, and just wants to find a warm embrace through drinking.

"I wish you had told me earlier."

Jane petticoats couldn't help rubbing against Shiwei's arm and holding her tightly with both hands. The light is mottled on Jane's face, and Shiwei slowly reaches out and caresses her cheek.

"Only when ah, if you are a boy, we don't have to be so tired, right, right ..."

This sentence again. I just touched Jane's hand on the cheek and suddenly froze. I just felt a wry smile and my hair was short. After all, I'm not a boy, and I can't give Jane the sense of security she wants.

Just poke Jane's whispering mouth, pull the corners of the mouth, and make up your mind to lean down and hold it gently. Some things, once you take the first step, you won't want to stop, but when you can't let go, you will let go when you catch a glimpse of Jane's slightly raised mouth.

Jane was still complaining when Wei sent her home. When Wei patted her little head, she suddenly felt a little sad.

Jane turned over, leaving Wei's hand farther and farther away, found a comfortable seat, shook her little head and fell asleep with the quilt in her arms.

(8)

At that time, it was the last time we met. ...

Later, Jane went to a university in Yunnan to study photography. Probably to be closer to time, I haven't heard from her since graduation, and she doesn't have many friends in high school, so I can't know her university at all.

Jane thought that only class reunions would appear, but she really disappeared for a long time. In the first year, the reunion did not appear, and in the second and third years. ...

The person I miss most among my high school classmates didn't show up, which made Jane feel disheartened, and later class reunion gradually became too lazy to go.

(9)

Jane is standing in front of the coffee shop, which is full of photos taken by Jane during her trip. All over the world, she left her footprints, although she just tried to walk through the places that Wei Shi might have been in her memory.

Not far away, the boy on the mountain is still there. He has been quietly observing for a long time. The habit of painting "ma bu" or horse stance just look is really similar to ten flavors.

Jane petticoats stroked the diary in her hand. There is a very old bronzing sculpture on the cover, and under the sculpture is a bow made of long hair.

This book is a gift from Shiwei. On the cover of the book is written "Jane's Wound" in beautiful font, which shows all the places she has been to, but there is no Xishuangbanna, so Jane begins to wait here, with blue sky and white clouds as partners, and the breeze is warm and the sun is warm.

She thought, she loves her, and when did it start? Jane herself forgot, perhaps from the moment she clenched her fingertips, or from the day she bowed her head and asked herself. She can't forget what she muttered when she left that night.

"I'm not a boy, but I love you ..."

Now, I am waiting for you in Xishuangbanna. Would you still like to show up, pat me on the head and call me Jane?

"Aunt, aunt."

My thoughts were pulled back, and a baby of five or six years old appeared in front of me, timidly tugging at Jane's skirts. In a blink of an eye, eight years later, she became an aunt.

"What's the matter, little friend?"

Jane crouched down, touched his little head and smiled at him.

"The little aunt said that you have her things here, let me come and get them."

The child held out his hand and pointed to the painter on the mountain not far away.

"Is that a little aunt?"

Jane was stunned for an instant. The boy in the white shirt, oh no, is wearing a white lining. She's looking here. She waved slowly and smiled under the blue sky and white clouds.

"Let me look better."

Time overlaps, and Jane seems to see her sixteen-year-old self in the lush years, skipping to the top of the mountain and throwing herself into a man's arms, unwilling to let go for a long time. ...