I want to know the specific circumstances of San Mao's death

Sanmao is a "three-polarized" figure: extremely peaceful on the surface, extremely impulsive inside and extremely self-centered.

Ms. Shi, Sanmao's good friend, said, "I absolutely believe Sanmao is a person with many faces and personalities."

San Mao's heart is full of contradictory pain. Once this subconscious pain breaks out, the spirit will collapse!

Sanmao has lived in an atmosphere of subconscious psychopathy for a long time, which is superficial and absurd in practice. What her thoughts show in the article is a typical schizophrenic state:

In normal times, it is extremely rational, kind, kind, lovely and beautiful.

At the onset, first, express yourself extremely; Secondly, extreme performance of others around; Third, the extreme performance of the story is excellent, beauty, poison, disability, ghosts, and so on. She doesn't think about what others think and what the consequences are, but writes her own "story" naturally and smoothly. She said, don't write a love story, just write her own' story'. Her own story is more extreme than ordinary stories, exaggerating her illusory and almost perfect "love".

In front of readers, San Mao shows the illusory truth mercilessly and extremely (most readers don't notice it). For example, San Mao's Spanish is not very good. She fancied that she had won the highest prize in Spanish literature. For example, she has never studied German, but she has been to Germany. She will fantasize that she has studied in Germany for several months and obtained the qualification of a German professor. She will write this illusory process in a book or even an autobiography without reservation. For example, although she knew that there was no American consulate in the Canary Islands, she would say that she had worked as a secretary in this nonexistent consulate. For example, she is pursuing Jose and catching up with the Spanish Sahara. She said that Jose pursued her, Jose went to the Sahara for her, and Jose invited her to the Sahara. All these things, when she is sick or subconsciously sick, are used to treat all people, things and things. So, she wrote in the book that she graduated from the University of Madrid. She would say to Ms. Ye Man, "I want to be a monk". She will say "I love you" to Wang. She has a way to get Jia Pingwa, a master of contemporary literature, to write Crying for Sanmao and Crying for Sanmao again.

Sanmao is narcissistic. She easily caught a foreigner everywhere (she didn't dare, because her readers were all from China) and told him that the foreigner loved her to death, and if he failed to propose to her, he would commit suicide. She was very moved, but she didn't want this perfect foreigner because she was a perfect woman. A perfect woman will not accept a man's proposal easily. Sanmao will continue to perform Forever in this respect. Because once she accepted it (which is not practical, of course, because she made it up), she wouldn't sing next time. As Ms. Ye Man said, Sanmao can't stand the moment when no one pursues her. Once that moment comes, I'm afraid it's the moment when her life dries up.

1at the end of 990, San Mao suddenly went to the desert to pursue Wang, and even deliberately went to find "friend" Jia Pingwa. But unfortunately, Wang is not easy to pursue, and Jia Pingwa is no match for her. She's really tired of playing and chasing too much. Jose is no longer in her heart, and it is futile to catch a nihilistic Mr. Osier in the air for the time being.

As a result, Sanmao was depressed to the extreme and lost herself.

She ended her life with a calm surface and an excited heart intertwined.

Be plagued by madness and disease

1987 February 17, Sanmao said in a letter to me: "My liver function is not good and I am often tired." Sanmao is a thin woman, with a height of 162 cm and a weight of 50 kg. If she wants to go to earth, I'm afraid it's difficult to make it without company. Sanmao has poor basic physical fitness and never exercises the day after tomorrow. She speaks softly and feebly. She always wears trousers and long skirts, which are wide and heavy.

1965 Her first time abroad was arranged by her father. 1974 She went to the Sahara, which was arranged by Jose.

1982 When she traveled to Central and South America, she specially paid for an American photographer to accompany her. Sanmao's life is too comfortable and dependent. She often complains that her parents' care for her is "excessive", which makes her unbearable and even resents her parents. Indeed, her parents "excessively" took care of Sanmao, and as a result, they "spoiled" her, making her weaker and worse. Not to mention the lack of exercise, it is said that she also inherited her mother's cancer cell gene (her mother died of uterine cancer). She is a heavy smoker, especially when she lives alone in gran canaria (Jose is far away in La Palma and doesn't often go back), and her neighbors say she can smoke all night. Of course, if this continues, your health will get worse and worse.

Later, when she returned to Taiwan Province Province, Sanmao was a woman who was unwilling to be lonely. She is very self-expanding. She doesn't refuse to write articles, make speeches and socialize. She once told me herself that she was too busy to be a man! In this way, she is willing to let "others" kill her, making her originally thin body "riddled with diseases", making it worse. Sanmao has always been mentally ill. She has been seeing a psychiatrist. Mental illness first hurts her, and then directly or indirectly hurts her body.

From 1976 to 1978, she once gave birth to a child in gran canaria, and later suffered from massive bleeding due to a car accident. It is said that she went to America to have a hysterectomy. All these make Sanmao physically unhealthy, which directly affects the psychological and spiritual aspects and often leads to doubts. So when she was examined in the hospital, she had butterflies in her stomach and suspected that she was sick everywhere. So she will call Ms. Feng, a dopted mother in Shanghai, and say, "I have cancer all over my body!" "

In fact, the examination results of the hospital are not as serious as San Mao's "fantasy". What's more, cancer can be cured slowly at the initial stage. Many people are still struggling at the end of cancer, and some are even better. Sanmao couldn't get through this, just because she was in poor health and mentally abnormal, coupled with the emptiness of her mind and the blow of reality at that time, her mental illness was on the verge of division and collapse.

As a result, Sanmao's "fear of cancer" contributed to the premature end of her life.

Exhausted one's literary talent

At that time, Sanmao lived in Western Sahara, and a bookseller in Taiwan Province Province asked her to write a story, which became an instant hit after publication. Because few people in Taiwan Province Province have been so far away, Sanmao can write at will. Later, when The Story of the Sahara was finished, Sanmao turned his mind to Jose, a silly boy, and wrote a love story. San Mao wrote down without fear how good and how much she and Jose love each other. In fact, she pursues Jose, and she writes that Jose pursues her. When there was nothing to do in Taiwan Province Province, she committed suicide. She brought suicide to Spain. She wrote that Jose was impatient for waiting for her for six years and wanted to commit suicide on a snowy night (for Sanmao, of course). She wrote that Jose stole her photos from others in order to miss her, took them home and hung them on the wall. She was so moved that she had a thousand wishes to marry Jose. But no, getting married is not that easy. Sanmao said that she wanted to go to the Sahara to rest for a while and then consider marrying Jose when she returned to Madrid. This passage seems to be quite touching, but anyone with a discerning eye will know at a glance that it is San Mao's consistent writing of the extremely narcissistic plot based on himself. This model is: meet, associate, fall in love with her, pursue her unsuccessfully, want to commit suicide, she is moved and helpless.

When Sanmao "cheated" into Jose (here refers to Ms. Chen Fei of Madrid), Jose became the soul figure in Sanmao's works. Of course, this is understandable. A living person can be the writing material of another living person. Why not? The problem is that the living writer tampered with the living protagonist and other characters with plots that violated the facts and even confused them, thus deceiving all readers. These young readers are advocates of "false facts". What's more, a big man named Yao in Taipei shed tears for Sanmao's fictional love story, and Sanmao was very happy. Please refer to the record of Ms. Chen Yizhen's visit to Sanmao.

Mr. Zhang, a reporter from Hong Kong Old Newspaper, "looked up" and exchanged dozens of letters with San Mao. He was "scared" by the consistent writing style of "Sanmao hypocrisy", and really regarded Sanmao as the goddess in his mind and worshipped it to the extreme. Calm down, read St. Mao Wen, solve Sanmao's confusion, and look at Mr. Mo Jun's St. Mao Wen, which is very touching! What an unprecedented "genius"!

Sanmao's hypocritical genius (please refer to Li Ao's article "Sanmao Hypocrisy") is not only manifested in writing letters to Sahara, Jose, herself and even anyone, which will make you feel that Sanmao is a lovely and great woman, but it is not the case in her bones. She plays multiple yin and yang personalities in real life to deal with everyone, including her parents.

When Jose died, Sanmao suddenly realized that she was mentally dependent on Jose's existence (physically weak). No matter whether Jose works in Labama or returns to her side, as long as Jose exists, Sanmao can drown her sorrows by drinking and smoking all night, and she can still have "inspiration" to write down and live.

One or two years after Jose's death, Sanmao said that she could call Jose back at any time, and Jose still "exists". In her inner self-world, the "idiot" who was once at her mercy was not allowed to leave her, even after his death, because San Mao's last "inspiration" depended on these.

After all, the illusory "drama" can't be just an episode forever, and it will be annoying if you watch it for a long time. Therefore, San Mao's good friend Shi said, "Later, I didn't know what San Mao wrote, and I couldn't understand it at all." Whether it is true or false, whether it is virtual or virtual, I simply can't understand it! "

After San Mao returned to Taiwan Province Province, he went to Central and South America and wrote a "not very clever" book "Qianshan Everywhere".

1995 I traveled to South American countries, and the local overseas Chinese reported that Sanmao didn't understand the local customs, and the article was irrelevant and there were many "misunderstandings". They expressed their dissatisfaction with Sanmao's irresponsible writing attitude of "behind closed doors".

Sanmao is very famous in Taiwan Province Province. She gives lectures, entertains, gives interviews to the media and writes plays that she is not good at. The more she wrote, the worse she got, so that she finally wrote the script "Rolling the World of mortals", which was totally humiliating. Not only did she not win the prize, but she was also ridiculed by newspapers in Hong Kong and Taiwan.

San Mao is really "exhausted by Jiang Lang" and has no idea.

We, a talented writer who once wanted to cross the Sahara desert, fantasize about the Nobel Prize and satirize himself all his life, finally saw the disgraced Jose in North Africa. To paraphrase Li Ao, "I must die."

We cherish the decline of such a "genius".

Thanks for the curtain call, her story is over!

Ghost World

San Mao's ghost world has always been lively. She is a woman who is unwilling to be lonely, whether in the Yang world or the Yin world. As early as the Sahara period, Sanmao treated the body. She lives in the cement area of Ayong City, surrounded by graves. She wrote that she went home at night and took a shortcut to the grave. She said that at that time, only two stones were used to bury the dead. So, the so-called grave is a pile of bodies. Sanmao stepped on the body, stepped on it, and stepped on the head and feet of the benevolent beauty tonight. She wrote in the book that she stepped on the left hand of a dead mother of a child, and she stepped on the chest of a dead man with laughter. Our great writer is really a daredevil! Is it cruel but Sanmao fans don't care, Sanmao's cruelty is cute, good! Brave Sanmao, keep stepping on it! Step on him to death! As a result, Sanmao was welcomed and encouraged by editors and readers, and boldly wrote more fictional allusions that were "heard", exaggerating to the extreme, such as seawater enema, scaling in the bath, alien ufo, nine-year-old girl getting married, and Sun Da being raped to death!

Sanmao is more ridiculous and enjoyable.

From stepping on dead bodies in the Spanish Sahara to watching people die, I actually saw Jose die. Sanmao's fantasy is extremely soft and incomplete. She describes the process of disposing of Jose's body and burying it. What readers see is the side that is deeply moved by Sanmao's great love, whether it is true or false, whether it is virtual or not. San Mao, do you love Jose to live or die?

Sanmao, you are really something. You are the greatest god of love in the world since ancient times!

In fact, when Jose died, Sanmao was very calm.

San Mao said, Jose, you are dead, it doesn't matter, I can use magic to call you back. I have the final say in Jose's life. Of course, after his death, I was under my control. So, San Mao said to himself, and everyone listened by mistake. Call Jose back from Canary Island and call Jose to Taiwan Province Province Island. Except for the Zhang couple who were victimized by San Mao's "summoning" Jose in Canary Island and the neighbors and friends who were frightened by San Mao's "summoning" Jose, most people who don't know are convinced that San Mao is psychic and miraculous (Ni Kuang and others especially worship him in Hongkong and try their best to flatter him). No one will say that Sanmao is "spreading lies to confuse the audience" because her "beloved" husband died, and everyone sympathized with her and asked her to "call Jose". As Ms. Ye Man said, "If you play this trick called ghost, enough is enough. If you play too much, you will be possessed and fall into the land of perdition! "

Ms. Ye Man once advised Sanmao to see the rising red sun in the east, but she did the opposite and asked the dark ghost to come out from the underworld.

San Mao once said that she walked through the underworld and could be called Jose at will. She once called a Hong Kong writer who had died for many years, wrote down her words and signed her name, which won honor from the Hsu family in Hong Kong. As a result, she was reprimanded by the Xu family on the spot and said that she was talking nonsense.

There is a passage in the May issue of Pumen Magazine in Taiwan Province Province, 1996, page 12: "Lin Yan, a movie star, listened to the words of the Feng Shui master and thought there was a ghost at home. Finally, she had a nervous breakdown and committed suicide with a gun. The famous writer San Mao often communicates with psychics. As a result, he would rather give up his life and go to the ghost domain to keep company with relatives and friends. "

How stupid these behaviors are!

Playing with ghosts too much, even the ghosts she plays with will be annoying. San Mao said, "I want to play happily all my life!" " "San Mao's spirit and body are getting weaker and weaker, as she said to her mother," I'm so tired. "San Mao has played enough and can't play any more. When she was admitted for a physical examination, probably all the ghosts (if any) came to see her. Sanmao told her mother that she saw many children with wings, which meant that the little angels were coming to take her to heaven.

That's probably it! Both the devil and the angel (if any) came to pick her up and take her to the world she wanted to go to. We hope that the place where Sanmao goes is paradise, not the ghost land she yearns for.

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