While I was struggling with the bus, my classmates who brushed my circle of friends traveled in Dubai. ...

Every day when the sun rises, the tidal crowd squeezes into a square cold iron monster. Breathe hard and try to stand firm in a small position. Every day the sun goes down. Day after day, without a ripple, I squeezed in with the tide, reached my heavy head and dragged my tired body on my way home.

I occasionally think of college life. Many courses are boring, and the homework is complicated and boring. But life is full of laughter and fun, always full of infinite possibilities. As the silent majority said, the touching thing of young people lies in their courage and their great prospects.

But ... it seems that I grew up overnight after graduation. Think about food and shelter, think about tomorrow, think about your partner ... there are too many things to consider, and your head is too small and your body is too small ... as if it were just a small black dot without marks and symbols in countless people.

Think of Wang Xiaobo's words: Living in the world is like standing in front of a maze, with many clues and many forks. Others look east and west, but they all pass by. But we will definitely get lost in it. This is because in our young minds, there is no room for mysterious and unsolved things. So we put all the problems in our hearts and killed ourselves.

For this passage, I especially feel: I am in a maze. Lost in reality, I'm running out of food and drink.

Occasionally brush to a circle of friends. Seeing the students in the circle of friends laughing leisurely, the background is Dubai's high-rise buildings and fantastic sailing hotels.

And standing on a crowded and noisy bus, I don't have the height to stand out from the crowd, so it's hard for me to breathe fresh air. Inexplicable sadness and loss.

Is it that other people's lives are enviable, but they are struggling to fight back?

I suddenly remembered a story. The story goes like this:

Life is never fair. When someone is born, it may be easy to get the life you want.

Many chicken soup articles exaggerate the plot: people who are particularly well-off work harder than you and dare to fight.

However, they often don't tell you that a realistic and well-off person can easily succeed as long as he works hard. Because they, like eagles, have innate advantages that you can't match. And you are like that snail, you have to go through countless failures to reach the same height as the eagle and see the same scenery.

But in this world, there are countless snails trying to climb up.

Actually, it was you. Not alone.

Everyone's life is not easy, even Ma Yun's father may have troubles, um ... his troubles are probably how to spend money!

Everyone will have such negative, depressed and frustrated days, just like every girl always has a few days every month.

Our life needs some black humor. When you encounter so many obstacles in life, laugh at yourself and say "It's fucking interesting". This logic will make you have a hero like a Hollywood movie. You will always encounter those particularly bad and difficult valleys. Maybe your trough time is a little long. But one day, it will appear in front of everyone with its own light and talk about the days when you used to call mom and dad.

Life gave me a heavy hammer, so fall down and have a good sleep.

I will wake up tomorrow, and I will be a bloody hero, sharpening my sword, killing God in case of God, killing Buddha in case of Buddha, being a concubine in case of demon, and I am not afraid of anything.

Go * * * to encourage.