"Northern Cheng Nan"

I think everyone should have heard of Ma Di's Nan Shan Nan. It was a popular song for a while, perhaps because everyone was listening to it, perhaps because there was north and south in this song, so I went with the flow to listen to it.

In fact, life is like this. A person, a book, a movie or a TV series includes a dress, a pair of shoes and a watch. These aspects that can stand out in life include consumers paying to watch and appreciate, because everyone is paying. Occasionally, a person who doesn't spend money will be considered as a standout. This era is being assimilated by various factors, and so are we.

I once mentioned the word "Northern Cheng Nan" in my blog. A friend who loves talking and drinking left a message: South of Cheng Nan is memory, and north of North City is memory. A friend in the north of Beihai left a message: I miss the south of Cheng Nan, but I haven't slept in the deep sea in the north of Beicheng. A friend whose coffee is not bitter left a message: The north of Cheng Nan is desolate, and the south of the north city is hope. I once asked why, and the answer was only an understatement. I can see that everyone is a storyteller. Out of respect between people, I didn't delve into it, and I didn't ask again.

The category of "Northern Cheng Nan" is understandable in my memory. I miss the north of Cheng Nan as deep as the sea, so I hope to be accompanied by light. The south of the north city is as comfortable as the present situation, so it is clean and stable. Someone once asked me why, and my answer was simple, I think. Now I think, no matter where you know my existence, I want to pat you on the shoulder at this moment. Please sit down, have a drink with a smile and listen to my story.

Packing is simple. A boarding box, a camera and a backpack. When I arrived at the airport, I was still hesitating whether to go or stay. After ideological struggle, I finally went to Shanghai. After two and a half hours' flight, I arrived at Shanghai airport, and people coming and going in the crowded airport suddenly lost their way. I always feel lonely when I am alone, and I always feel empty and lack a warmth. How does a drifter walk in this vast Shanghai? The consumption in Shanghai is still very high. It is very important for me to find a job because I have no financial resources and can only live with thousands of dollars from home. Fortunately, when I came out from home, I learned a little about Shanghai through other channels, and soon found a relatively safe place with a relatively low price. Pack your luggage, it's already dark, and after a day's rush, I just ate something and fell asleep. It was just dawn, and I was already standing in a daze at the bus stop waiting for the bus. Fortunately, I was admitted when I left the third company.

On the first day of work, I was assigned to the editorial department for a probation period of 3 months. The general work content is typesetting, publishing, typesetting and the like, and it is assessed every year. No matter how well you do in the company and how hard you work, you will leave if you fail. No one is an exception. I can't help it Big cities are like this. The most important thing is talent. When you leave, there will be thousands of people in Qian Qian, so you must work harder to have a chance to stay. Maybe God has mercy on me as a young man and let me pass the probation period safely and formally become a member of the company. Finally, I had my own work clothes that day, and the work card got rid of the coat of the intern. Although we are still doing the most basic work, please believe that the precipitation will always change with time. Working hours this year are always determined by work. The schedule is very tight, and I seldom call home. I'm really homesick.

This is my second year in Shanghai. Nothing has changed. The only thing that has changed is my job. I was assigned to the libraries of major universities in Shanghai to promote books and magazines in order to better understand the psychology of consumers. I really want to know why this is, why life is getting worse and worse. For a moment, I thought about giving up, but there will always be another voice telling me: I want to finish the road I chose on my knees. Yes, the way you choose, how can others decide. Accompanied by complaints, I have gone through half a year and gained a lot of knowledge. When I was in contact with everyone, I found that everyone had different ideas. You can better interpret the role you want to create from these differences, which breeds a vivid artistic conception and sublimates your work. Suddenly I seem to understand the company's decision. This year, I will have more time, because I have traveled for many years. Often call home, occasionally video chat, see parents' concern between the lines. I still blame myself for not being with my parents. I can't help it There are too many people in this world. One month near the New Year, the year-end examination began, perhaps because I learned a lot in the year outside, perhaps because I was so lucky that I passed it safely again.

Sure enough, he passed the year-end assessment last year and officially became the company's online author. This is my third year in Shanghai. Because of my age, my main job is to be responsible for the emotional theme on campus. Although I don't have much emotional experience, I can more or less understand and appreciate young people's ideas. Although the name of the first work [Seize Love] is a bit vulgar, it is true, and it tells the absurd but sincere feelings of youth. After it was published online, the response was not very good at first. Many people would complain that the author's writing was not good and there were many ugly words. Maybe it's because I can't accept it at once, or maybe I feel frustrated. During that time, it was really dark, I couldn't see any light, I couldn't see any hope, and even I was on the verge of depression. The doctor told me that day that I had depression. My friend's sobs echoed with the second hand of the clock. Tick-tock, tick-tock, like a time bomb, will detonate me at any time. So these days, I sometimes burst into self-confidence, sometimes I close the curtains, turn off my cell phone, and mumble, so depressed that I haven't contacted you for weeks. When I was discharged from the hospital, I asked the doctor, "Am I crazy?" He was silent, but I laughed out loud. Fortunately for me, I still realize that I want to live. The table was full of medicine, and I looked up and laughed. Is this the dream I have been pursuing? No one knows, no one can answer, including myself. The world is so wonderful that no one knows what will happen in the next second, or whether you are still alive.

This is my fourth year in Shanghai, and I became the official emotional editor of the company. My friends will also tease me if I should be promoted to editor-in-chief Dangdang. I kept silent, maybe we all forgot that when the day comes, people will naturally ignore the night. Everyone kept silent about last year. Yes, last year, that gloomy day, was really painful, but it was also really lucky. It's all over. I survived. Everything is on the right track, no spitting, no swearing, and some are just conscientious. The response of each issue of the magazine is not bad, the benefits are also very good, and the leaders are very satisfied. Maybe this is God's best arrangement. Thinking that I have been in Shanghai for four years and have never been home to see my parents, I want to go home at the end of the year. But whenever you plan, there will always be accidents that will catch you off guard. This year-end assessment is to select the best young people in our group to be promoted to editor-in-chief. Editor-in-chief: two positions, five candidates. The final result shows that the two people with the best record at the end of next year will receive such honor. Back to Shanghai, the only place that can make me comfortable, my little home. Open the suitcase and dig out the plane ticket home. After reading it again and again, I finally tore it up and turned to work hard. This is a hard battle, and no one wants to lose. Everyone in our line of work knows what editor-in-chief means.

This is my fifth year in Shanghai. About life, I have a house that is not very big but very comfortable. As for friends, there are also a few girlfriends who are friendly. Relationship work, have your own office. Think about the hard five years, really everything in the world has been tried. Because of the tight work this year, although I have my own team, I will do it myself from collecting materials to typesetting to typesetting logistics, and then editing and distributing samples. Until now, I still go to the school library to feel the psychology of consumers. From beginning to end, all our efforts were comforted in the year-end assessment. The name editor-in-chief is really inappropriate. But now it's all worth it I am very grateful to everyone on the team. Today's achievements are not achieved by me alone, but shared by everyone. Everyone deserves pride and support.

The day before the Chinese New Year, I invited some colleagues to eat hot pot at home, and a large group of people gathered around to eat, which felt very warm. I remember in my hometown in Northeast China, I used to go to eat hot pot with several girlfriends every winter. With steaming hot pot, the cold in winter is driven away. This is a beautiful and warm thing. Looking at my colleagues in front of me, everyone's face is full of youthful breath. It's getting dark. I told everyone to be careful, said goodbye to each other and left. I picked up my mobile phone and looked at the blessings from my hometown. Looking at the slowly falling sunset, I clicked on my mobile phone to pay my wallet and booked a plane ticket home. I turned around and approached the bedroom, opened my suitcase, packed my presents for my parents, relatives and friends, and simply packed my luggage and went to Pudong Airport.

Arrive at Taoxian Airport at 5 pm on New Year's Eve. I was shivering, as cold as ever. It snowed heavily, as it did five years ago, and it was still so beautiful. I didn't tell my parents that I was going home for the New Year. The moment I opened the door, full of love occupied the whole world. Looking at the aging faces of parents, I feel very uncomfortable. I put down my luggage and hugged my deeply missed parents. I walked into the house and looked at the food on the table. I like all these foods. Although I don't come back every year, my favorite food will still appear on the table. Perhaps this is another kind of missing of parents for their children. It's good that the New Year bell rings. I can welcome the New Year with my parents. I asked the company for annual leave and planned to stay with my parents for a month or two.

North Cheng Nan, I miss you as deeply as the sea, so I hope to be accompanied by light. Cheng Nan is like Shanghai, a place where dreams begin. A person wandering outside, missing distant relatives. "South of the North City" is as comfortable as the present situation, so it is clean and stable. Beicheng is like the hometown of the north, living a comfortable and practical life. I often hear that sentence today: I have wine. Do you have a story? I have wine and stories. If you are willing to listen, then this is my story.

"The scenery is north of Cheng Nan"

"Northern Cheng Nan is a dream"

"Northern Cheng Nan is a struggle."

"Northern Cheng Nan"

Northern Cheng Nan is a Story.

"Northern Cheng Nan is hope"

"North of Cheng Nan" is the same country, different cities, and different stories happen every day. If you like, every moment will be a story.