Why do I always have tears in my eyes?

Sometimes people’s joys and sorrows are not the same!

Especially for those around you and me who bear the unbearable weight of life but are unable to express it.

01 A mother who abandoned her child in a snowstorm

Moscow, the winter before the World Cup.

At this time, the local area was experiencing extremely severe cold weather that only happened once in a century, with heavy snowfall and freezing temperatures.

The cries of newborn babies were heard in the delivery room of the hospital.

Aika, just gave birth to a baby boy.

The doctor patted her sleeping body and indicated that she should breastfeed the baby.

But Aika dragged her tired body towards the toilet. Aika, who was hiding in the toilet, broke the window and escaped while no one was paying attention.

He jumped into the ice and snow outside and ran forward, ignoring the pursuit of the medical staff behind him.

Because she cannot afford to raise her children!

25-year-old Aika comes from poor Kyrgyzstan.

Forced to make a living, Aika, like many fellow villagers, chose to sneak to Mosca to work.

Aika

It was Aika’s dream to open a tailor shop, so she borrowed 20,000 rubles for this purpose.

But the dream did not come true. Aika was raped by the Moscow police and gave birth to a child.

Go to the police? impossible!

I am an illegal worker. I stay away from the police when I see them on the street. I live in a small rental house with dozens of fellow villagers...

I ran away from the hospital. Aika came to the chicken slaughterhouse where she worked before, because today was the day to pay wages.

After dragging his weak body to work in the smelly slaughterhouse for a day, the boss took the opportunity to run away.

After working for two weeks, I didn’t get a penny.

The fellow villagers are complaining and going crazy.

But Aika was not too sad and plunged into the ice and snow outside.

Because she doesn’t have much time to be sad, let alone postpartum rest and care.

The creditor kept urging her to pay back the money, and even threatened to sell her body parts if she didn't pay back the money.

Penniless, she had to ask for another job.

Due to the constant running around and working after giving birth, Aika’s lower body was bleeding heavily.

She had to pick up ice cubes from the roadside and put them under her stomach to relieve the pain.

Then continue looking for a job.

The wind is biting on the street, but what is even colder than the weather is people’s indifference towards migrant workers at the bottom of society.

Aika was breathing heavily as she ran on the street.

Despair, helplessness, pain, and fear are written all over his face.