A simple lovelorn story

It was an early summer in 2015. That day, the sun was blazing. I had just got my own job, and just when I was full of ideals and wanted to work hard to clear my name, I fell in love with him out of control. Speaking of which, it was a colleague from the company who made the matchmaking, but if I hadn’t fallen in love with him at first sight, how could I have been so shy that I even forgot to put on lipstick on our first date? Only half a month later, in mid-July, he took the initiative to set up the matchmaking process. He took my hand and hugged him on the brightly lit street. In the originally hot night, a gust of cool breeze blew by, and we agreed: For this life, we will never be separated! In a whisper, we would have been together. It doesn’t take that long! If he hadn’t been so sultry, I would have revealed my feelings to him long ago. Girls should shyly hide behind their backs, right? But we were still in love, so we had to separate from time to time. We only went on business trips together. For two months, I could lie in his arms and count the bright stars in the night sky. He works in Inner Mongolia, and I work in Yangling, Shaanxi.

Love between men and women is like this. They are inseparable at the beginning. Who wants to be separated? But you can't always take care of work and life. Then we started a long-distance relationship. We talked on the phone every day, slept with the phone call every day, and couldn't fall asleep thinking about him after making the phone call every day. His eyes were like clear lake water, echoing in my mind. heart. On National Day, I brought him to my home and introduced him to everyone. His tall figure and bright eyes were very popular with my family. All my relatives and friends suggested that I have a good talk with him, which felt like honey. Then we traveled to Yunnan, and we made a lifelong vow by the beautiful Cangshan Mountain and Erhai Lake. After we came back, we continued to live in different places, but our relationship was unswerving. I didn't think there would be any resentment between us. How could I miss him? When I miss him, I quietly get on the plane to Inner Mongolia and travel hundreds of kilometers to see him. The cold wind in Inner Mongolia was blowing loudly, but when I saw him, my heart suddenly warmed up. Every time you snuggle into his warm arms, it's like embracing the whole world. Another year later, I was taken into his home by him, and all his family members were also very satisfied with me. When we were leaving, his stumbling grandmother secretly handed me 2,000 yuan and said that this meant that I was their daughter-in-law. I actually felt unspeakably shy. In this way, after a year of suffering the pain of separation, we each resigned from our respective jobs. From now on, no matter where we are in the world, we will never leave each other.

We get along day and night. Every day he wakes me up early and prepares a sumptuous breakfast. When I come back in the evening, he always gives me a little surprise, which brings me an indescribable happiness. On weekends, we always like to go for a walk in the park or watch an evening movie. All the friends around me are envious of me. My love is really sweet. We are full of hope for life and decide to work together to create our happy life.

On National Day in 2016, it rained a little. My parents met with his parents, and they were officially in-laws. We decided to get the certificate! For this love, A guarantee. On February 14, 2017, which was Valentine’s Day, the sky was covered with dark clouds for some reason, so we decided to get our marriage certificate. My mother said that the weather was not good today, so we should wait for another day, but I felt very ritualistic, so I insisted on picking it up that day. But at noon that day, we quarreled over a trivial matter. I never expected that one day we would quarrel over trivial matters in life! Love is beautiful, but a life with love is full of hardships. In the afternoon, we insisted on going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate. We didn't say a word on the way. When we took a group photo, I secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. If I cry again, it won't be beautiful. After receiving the certificate, at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, he said that if I betrayed him one day, he would definitely kill me and then commit suicide. I was stunned at the time. Is this really a life-and-death love? I answered him, unless one day you don’t want me anymore. After receiving the certificate, we returned to Xi'an.

Later, we quarreled many times and he beat me; I ran away from home; both parents also tried to persuade me. His family came over, went to my home and said a lot of bad things about me, and his face completely changed. The family decided to let me go through the divorce procedures with him. During this period, I have never forgotten his kindness. But his indifference made me completely unable to feel that he loved me. A completely different person. I know that over the past few years, I feel that our love will not deteriorate due to anything. I began to become lazy, gained a lot of weight, and did not take care of myself. Gradually, I became unwilling to do housework anymore, and there was more silence in our world. His love for me gradually faded away. I contacted him many times and he responded coldly. Until March 2018, we had no relationship at all.

I blocked all his contact information, and we became complete strangers. Although we didn't have a wedding, we are now married for the second time. I still remember the most touching thing he said to me was, my wife, eat more and you will live in my heart when you are thin. I will feed you fat so that you will be stuck in my heart and cannot get out. But when I gained weight and weighed 120 pounds, you couldn’t find me. Thinking about it now, it’s so ridiculous.

We have been apart for a year now. Every time I think of those past smoke and clouds, I recall all the wonderful things we had together.

I don’t know how many tears I shed, I don’t know how many times I smiled bitterly after crying, I don’t know how many times I wiped away my tears and got up from the floor. Now I can honestly say that I will forget about him. It's time to start a new life.

No more memories. After this life, there will be no deep affection, only regret and pain in the second half of life.

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