The slowest thing in Zhang Yiwei is reminiscence.

This feeling is only once in a lifetime, the first and only time, and it will not be the first time for him to see her again.

1.

"I can't sleep well anymore," Xia Bingbing thought, struggling to lift the kettle on the stove and fill it with boiling water. She stood a little hard and her legs were weak. The hot air from the bottle mouth fumigated her thumb like a skinning mouse, pink. The kettle was brought out from my hometown for more than ten years. It is also called "bronze sculpture" in Shanghai dialect, which sounds very suitable. The crevices in the ditches are all crowded with black and yellow old rafts, the outermost layer along the mouth, and uneven scratches scratched by steel velvet. Xia Bingbing hates this sound. The steel velvet rubs against the bronze carving. As long as she thinks of that action, her scalp will be tingled with electricity. Facing the stove, it is the old screen window of Zhou Shu's house, which is covered with black and yellow dirt. Xia Bingbing instinctively avoided these dirty things that spoil the fun. She turned her body around, filled Zhou Shu's cup with ginseng tea, and then changed the washing water into the basin.

why is it so hot all of a sudden? I don't want to stay up all night. Xia Bingbing believes that none of them can really sleep soundly, although no one gets up at night. Just stubbornly and carefully. The ceiling fan crunches and turns, but it doesn't care, but it still can't shake off the dust. It began to dawn early, and for Xia Bingbing, staring at the sunrise every day is the most desperate. That kind of fresh and vigorous frustration is more frustrating than the loneliness at night. She really wants to get used to all this, so that she doesn't have to ask her emotions about everything. Unfortunately, she just became familiar with it and never gave up the idea of getting rid of it.

Even on a hot day, Xia Bingbing still likes to wash her face with hot water. Buried in hot steam, breathing hard with the temperature. Although there is nothing sad at all, my eyes will still get wet inexplicably.

Zhou Lei doesn't live at home now.

It's always easier to be the first to leave. He is the first of the four of them to quit. I don't know why, but after he left, Xia Bingbing was a little comfortable, although she had thought about not letting him go before. Uncle Zhou sold the sofa after he left. This sofa was originally brought back by his meddling with the mold. To this end, he also had a quarrel with Bingbing's mother. In fact, it's not his fault. He just broke down and didn't share it. It's Zhou Lei, who somehow slept on this broken sofa for seven or eight years. The home is really too small. No matter who is unlucky, they are in full view, but they are frank and have no privacy.

But after Zhou Lei left, Xia Bingbing naturally got sloppy. She doesn't care so much that Uncle Zhou always reads and reads. "I need two wipes to get rid of a bowl. What kind of people are we?" Having said that, after Zhou Lei made room, Zhou Shu's mood also broadened a lot, and occasionally he played some dirty jokes on her, which was better than the mother who was originally frowning. Anyway, Xia Bingbing's temper is firmly grasped by his self-confidence. He didn't mean to press her. He was just contemplating that she could go to her father to get some benefits. Mother is unanimous in this regard. I haven't seen her for more than ten years, and she won't be aching for an old man's flesh for a long time, although she doesn't care for Xia Bingbing's. But Zhou Lei ran away, so don't be too agreeable to her. Xia Bingbing is a long time didn't see her so crossed.

Xia Bingbing is most happy to see Uncle Zhou come back after being cheated by others, saying why he hasn't learned to act for so many years, and he doesn't even pretend. When I asked him something, I immediately jumped up, but it was mixed with make a determined effort. Xia Bingbing know, her mother is to eat this set, although it looks funny. Zhou Lei can't stand his sissy arrogance and is too lazy to argue with him. This is probably the so-called enemy. You can't tell the truth with your enemies, even if you rehearse your eloquent rhetoric hundreds of times, you will still stick a medicine when you meet. To paraphrase Bingbing's mother, he is a "scoundrel". What can you do to him? He is always on his knees with a runny nose and tears. If you can't stand it, he still thinks he won, relying on gimmicks and accents.

After Uncle Zhou got up, he didn't brush his teeth, so he squeezed into the kitchen stove and took a sip of Xia Bingbing's tea. Mimi smiled and said, "Yo, Bing Bing, I was so sleepy yesterday. It was hot, huh?" Xia Bingbing smiled coldly: "Uncle, what's for breakfast?"

"I want to eat salty cakes. Two are ready, salty pulp. "

"Where's Mummy?"

"eh? That's weird. I want something sweet again. Then buy cookies. Sweet pulp. "

"Where's Mummy?"

"Buy a salty one for Yi, and we'll eat it together later."

2.

Xia Mu gets up late every day, but she is still capable after getting up. She just doesn't have the habit of getting up early because she can't sleep well. Therefore, in the morning, it really belongs to Xia Bingbing. Every day when she goes out to buy breakfast, she will deliberately wander away. She hopes that when she goes back, at least two people at home are dressed neatly. The hot and humid night often makes Xia Bingbing feel miserable, but she is not lonely, because the two people lying near her are equally miserable. They are all silently waiting for each other to fall asleep, tacitly, spying on each other's movements, until any small sound is heard scratching people. Of course, some desires can't be heard clearly just by listening. By this time, Xia Bingbing wanted to move out, just like Zhou Lei.

But that's not why Zhou Lei can leave. He also handed over a subsidized salary left by his mother before he got away smoothly. His mother, an overseas Chinese in distress, was taken in by Uncle Zhou in her early years and gave birth to Zhou Lei, but now she has returned to China. The shabby house they live in now was left by Zhou Lei's mother. Now that the poor have turned over and relied on demolition, Zhou Lei left an account, and said that it would be difficult to move the house after leaving.

Everything in Xia Bingbing is in the hands of her mother. She has nothing left, so she is even relatively free. It's just that she doesn't know where she can go. She thought that she had no property and wanted to be thoroughly remoulded, one by herself and the other by men. There are only two ways, but it seems too difficult to rely on yourself. By men, she has ... Thought of here, Xia Bingbing is always frustrated.

when she got home with a big cake of soybean milk, her mother was already up. With a relaxed face, he shouted, "Little darling, where did Nong go again? I will starve to death if I come back so late. " There is as much sweat on her forehead as in Xia Bingbing, and she has put on a hooked silk dress, which is bulging with meat.

She took a piece of cake and strolled back to the room.

"Eh, how can Nong eat my cookies?"

"damn it, a piece of cake is even more boring, and my family is defeated. What benefits have they missed you?"

"Hehe, I mean sweet, sweet and good, honey mixed with oil, honey mixed with oil."

Xia Bingbing turned on the tap and washed his face. The water was almost warm. It looks really hot today. It's noisy early in the morning. She sighed slightly, thinking about going out today, which is really a pain.

Uncle Zhou came out and took the sweet syrup. Soon, he wrapped a vest bag around his wrist and went out to get ready for work. Xia Bingbing was just about to enter the house, but he didn't want to turn back and carry away the tea she had made.

"eh? Bing Bing, what is Nong doing in the kitchen? Ah, you are not feeling well? "

"a little." Xia Bingbing quick way. When' tis once spoken, she regretted it and wanted to add, "It's a little … hot."

"Hey, little girl, Nong is not pregnant, is she?" Xia Bingbing was shocked, but the faint gas soon evaporated. She just glared at him in disgust.

Uncle Zhou slipped past her: "Uncle Zhou counts!" He squinted at her with a smile and said smugly, "We're going to hatch the air conditioner!" "

After retirement, Uncle Zhou has been working as a security guard in the printing research institute next door.

3.

When Xia Bingbing entered the room, she found that her mother had taken the clothes for her to wear when she went out. That's still the sweatshirt and shorts she wore to school when she was in technical secondary school six years ago.

"Mom, I don't have shoes to match this. I don't look like my white slippers or blue slippers. "

"Oh, come on, help Nong with his shoes."

Xia Bingbing glanced under the bed. It was a pair of running shoes with a light green pattern on the white background. I didn't expect to find it for her.

"Mom, didn't people say they should wear black clothes?"

"Heinong is a jerk. I originally found a red one, which is also long ago. As a result, Nong's chest is big now and she can't get in. What are you going to do when you are dressed so well? They think you have a good life, so they gang up to bully you. I will help you say that I don't participate in their family affairs, but there is one thing, you must come to the dead, you know? Nong is now big, and Nong thinks to himself, who has been good to Nong for so many years? That old woman is really poisonous. She doesn't die early or late. It's so hot that she wants you all to report. Ok, go quickly, hold an umbrella, there are two cars to change, come from afar ... By the way, come back after eating well! "

In the scorching sun, Xia Bingbing set out. When grandpa died in the first half of the year, she also took this route, so she was very confident. The old couple, one in the cold winter, one in the heat, their front feet and back feet, are all gone this year. But compared with grandpa, Xia Bingbing is still a little sad this time. Only half a year later, it was not her father who informed her to go to the memorial service, but her father's girlfriend. That woman kept crying on the phone, saying that the old woman had committed iniquity, and that her father was not at home and asked her to go with her.

in bingbing's opinion, it is absolutely "doable" and "putting on airs" to the extreme. She shelled the woman who they had never seen from a distance for a whole night, until midnight. Xia Bingbing could hear clearly that she had also thrown off Uncle Zhou's flexible meat hand.

Actually, Mom and Dad are very similar, Xia Bingbing thought. Only blame her own weight is too weak, how can she compete with the one on the bed? She knows, but she is sad that it was an outsider who informed her of such a thing. Or, after a long time, it will be up to an outsider to inform her next of kin.

The memorial service was a big venue, and people came and went with excessive enthusiasm, and they exchanged pleasantries, just like a rare party. A-nai's portrait hangs in the distance, smiling very grimly. A nai is also the kind of face that looks bad, not kind at all. The names of the young players are not complete, and I don't know if they are really confused or fake. She used to say, "it's good enough that I gave birth to you." Therefore, I can't blame the children who have fallen and looked at each other. Xia's family is prosperous, with at least 2 peers, but more due to divorce, and they are very close to each other. Xia Bingbing to them, also only childhood vague impression. The uncles and aunts she recognized are not lacking, but they are all old. Many lonely old people are full of children and grandchildren, and it is ridiculous for her to think of it here.

Xia Bingbing couldn't stand still, so he took a seat casually and resisted the uncomfortable position. Through the window, she saw her own appearance, a little artificial, a set of broken clothes six years ago, filled with a six-year-old her.

Intuitively, Xia Bingbing found it suspicious that there was a versatile character in the distance. She flew neatly all over the field as if she knew everyone. The strangest thing is that everyone seems to know her. He looks good, but the sound of approaching and going away sounds familiar.

"hey, it's ice and ice! Bing Bing Nong really looks exactly like the photo ... even the clothes are ... the same. " Speaking of which, she accidentally ate a screw. "Ice ice, do you want to meet the leader of your dad's unit? Oh, he's not in Shanghai. He's busy. I have just seen it. "

"You've been there, so I won't go." Xia Bingbing said softly.

you have represented him, so who shall I represent? Xia Bingbing thought.

She reached Xia Bingbing's seat by herself and said, "Bing Bing," she snickered. "I just ran around, and I found that it seems that you are the only one in your family who is not buck-toothed ... You say yes, hey hey ... You say something ... hey hey."

suddenly, there was a sharp eye on the opposite side. Xia Bingbing discovered that her aunt and sister were sitting opposite. But this aunt is not the one she was when she was a child, but a new one. She has seen the photos on the wedding invitations. One side of the girl is still young, Xia Bingbing saw it for the first time, wearing a pair of steel braces.

She remembered that a long, long time ago, she was so clever as to sit next to her mother and attend Xia's wedding. My father was busy at that time, but they could represent him indisputably. After her father and mother had an accident, she had to come alone for a long time. Until now, she has been sitting with another person, and no one has expressed any objection. Maybe she thinks too much about her feelings. Following her younger sister with braces, Xia Bingbing looks around. Sure enough, there is a girl in the distance. That is the younger sister she is willing to admit as a child. Although her teeth are not good-looking, Xia Bingbing guesses that she can at least understand her. I just hope she doesn't become what she is now.

4.

Only Xia Bingbing is not buck-toothed, because only his father is not buck-toothed in his father's generation. Zhou Lei is a bit awkward, but Zhou Shu is not awkward. Is it the inheritance of the mysterious Zhou Leim's mother? Xia Bingbing was so distracted that when he went home to report the enemy's situation, he was scolded by his mother.

"It's useless to say that Nong is useless. I can't even remember something. It's really a waste of years to raise Nong!" "Did he get the certificate for this woman?"

"I'm not sure. Say it's a girlfriend. "

"where are they going to get married? Ah, in your dad's old house? Or are you going to buy a new one? "

"I'm not sure. I heard that waiting for demolition. "

"demolition? The threshold for women is a bit. It seems that this is your dad. What else did she say for you? "

"Nothing, just always squeeze me and hook my hand."

"Oh, it's really possible. Show it to others. I'm telling you, Bing Bing, Nong still has to go to your father and ask him clearly. Your name is on that house, you know? You don't agree with them. They're not active. Go as soon as possible. When will he come back? "

"Mummy, I have a stomachache."

"I still have a headache. Tell me about you. Oh, you can't do anything. What's the use of being a kindergarten teacher, being complained by parents, being a receptionist, and losing your boss's things? You just know that you stay at home for free. I'm still going to help you with a job. How can I do that now? You've ruined my station. "

"Bing Bing, let me tell you something. If your dad moves the house with you, you can ask him for 3, yuan, not a penny less, you know? If you lose one point, help me get out. When I first married your father, this house was divided by your grandfather. It is mine. Have you remembered it? "

"Well, 3,."

when uncle Zhou came back, he brought a bag of peanuts. His face was covered with sweat the size of a soybean, and he followed the bumpy folds on his face all the way to his neck.

"Oh, you know, the weather forecast today is 4 degrees, which has never happened before. Are you hot? "

Bing Bing Ma wiped the sweat from her nose and said, "Nonsense, what did Nong buy? Just licking! " She got up and dug out a few peanuts from the plastic bag in Uncle Zhou's hand and knocked them up.

"today.