Deeply miss Mr. Xie Kerang

It's almost a year since Teacher Xie died, and I've always wanted to write a nostalgic article. Due to incomplete information, it was delayed again and again.

Yesterday afternoon, I rushed back to Lanzhou after filming in Zunyi. Due to the weather, the plane kept bumping and shaking violently for nearly 40 minutes, swinging from side to side and up and down, which was frightening and very uncomfortable. ...

After running for several days, I forgot to eat and sleep. I am very tired. I rested in the middle of the night last night and wanted to have a good sleep. In the middle of the night, I dreamed that Xie Ke made the teacher seem to be in Jinshan Middle School ... I woke up in the morning and wanted to lie in bed for a while. Suddenly I remembered my sleep at night and I couldn't sleep anymore. ...

As the saying goes, I have dreams every day, and I have been busy recently. I didn't think about thanking Teacher Xie, but I could see it clearly in my sleep. My smile is still the same, just like the way Kan Kan spoke when I was alive, elegant and amiable. ...

This is clearly a dream!

So I had to hurry to realize an unfinished wish and write a short article for Teacher Xie as a souvenir.

This teacher was born in Xiejiagou, Baliwan Township, Gangu County in the early 1940s. He started as a primary school teacher in Bali Bay and was transferred to Jinshan Middle School (Gangu No.5 Middle School) in Gangu County in the early 1970s as the principal.

It was the second half of the Cultural Revolution. Schools generally do not attach importance to culture and education, pay close attention to class struggle and engage in rebellion. They often hold criticism meetings, classroom teaching becomes a mere formality, and the school order is very chaotic.

1976 After the downfall of the Gang of Four, the political situation suddenly changed, school education began to reverse, students and teachers began to return to the classroom, and the teaching order slowly recovered.

1977, the resumption of the college entrance examination hit China's weak education body like a shot in the arm. Ten years later, education returned to spring, and the school returned to its former tranquility. Then, people with A will start to work hard and study hard. In this way, the remnants of the Cultural Revolution still exist. The writer is 1977, who went to high school in the spring (when spring was the beginning of a school year). What agricultural machinery classes, breeding classes and so on were divided by students one level higher than us? Senior students are often seen learning to drive tractors on the school playground. Black smoke billowed and noise rumbled. Seeing curiosity is actually disturbing. I saw the students in the breeding class chasing the sow all over the yard, and several students were holding up the boar's barking and giving the pig a poor shot in the ass. This is very interesting, and the picture is extremely ridiculous ... our level is slightly better. Although there is no course to learn practical technology, we often respond to the call of the commune and go to villages miles or even dozens of miles away to help farmers build terraces, collect wheat, dig potatoes, pick soybeans and plant corn. ...

At that time, the local commune intervened more in the school. In addition to ordering students to volunteer to complete labor and production tasks in designated village teams, it often holds various mass meetings in schools. I remember a few times very clearly, including the ten thousand-person meeting pronounced by public trial, the mobilization meeting of agricultural schools, the propaganda meeting of class struggle, and various celebration meetings ...

This is the real education situation at that time!

In such a chaotic educational environment, Jinshan Middle School kept a relatively good teaching order as much as possible.

President Xie is rigorous in his studies and well managed. Not only the teachers are in awe, but also the students are very scared. He will often listen to the teacher's lectures after class, observe the students' classroom state, and then criticize and correct the teachers and students in a targeted manner, so that the teachers dare not perfunctory and the students dare not be lazy.

In order to catch the phenomenon of being late, he often stands at the school gate, holding a small notebook in his hand to record the late students, which makes them particularly nervous and never dare to be late again. Some students who are late are often worried that they will be called to the office by the headmaster one day, but they have been worried for a long time and have not called anyone. In this way, students won't be late.

He cares about workers and keeps in touch with the masses. The conditions were very difficult. There is only one 14 inch black and white TV in the whole school, which is placed in the principal's office and dormitory. Whenever he goes on a business trip or goes to a meeting in the county, he will leave the key to the dormitory door and keep it by a special person, so that the teacher who wants to watch TV at night will not be disappointed.

He is dignified in appearance and kind in heart. Because he is unsmiling and has a serious face, teachers are very afraid of him and are in awe. However, whenever an individual teacher has difficulties, he will give him care and help as much as he can.

He cares about his students and loves them.

A student, whose family is very difficult, can't afford to pay tuition, and has been dragging on for a long time. Finally, the class teacher called the parents to school. My parents are covered in sweat and scabs, ragged, with calluses on their hands and holes in their cloth shoes. When the headmaster learned the situation, he immediately decided to waive the student's tuition.

A student, weak, often sick, often asks for leave. In the third semester of senior one (1977, the students in senior three changed their enrollment from spring to autumn, so senior one studied for three semesters), and it was really impossible to persist. They wanted to apply for suspension from school, and the headmaster approved the suspension after knowing the situation. More than half a year has passed, and the students have recovered and want to transfer. According to the regulations at that time, students who dropped out of school could not enter school until the beginning of each academic year. The students found the headmaster and expressed their strong desire to enter school. The headmaster saw the student's strong will and confidence in learning, so he made an exception and allowed to transfer in the middle of the semester. Sure enough, the student was admitted to the university and became a leader in a certain professional field.

He never punishes his students, but they all respect him and fear him. It is admirable to be strict but not angry, but not arrogant.

He united with the leading group and cooperated with the secretary of the Party Committee of the school very tacitly, pushing Jinshan Middle School to its heyday together.

After the resumption of the college entrance examination, because Jinshan Middle School has little influence on middle schools in urban areas and Sichuan, and because the leading collective with President Xie as the core attaches importance to teaching, all the teachers are serious and responsible, so that many rural children have passed the college entrance examination out of the agricultural gate and been admitted to middle schools and universities. A large number of outstanding educators, some outstanding scientific research elites, a group of honest leading cadres, a group of pioneering entrepreneurs, some skilled craftsmen and a large number of hardworking and capable people have emerged. The great achievements made by Jinshan Middle School are obvious to all and indelible.

In 1980s, Mr. Xie was transferred from Jinshan Middle School to Gangu County People's Court, and served as vice president and president successively. During the period of court administration, he was loyal to his duties, obeyed the law, personally presided over and supervised many major cases, and won universal praise.

When the author was at school, the teacher probably didn't know me yet. He can only vaguely remember my name at most. 1987, I transferred to work in the county, and I met the teacher several times in the street before I got familiar with it. I went to his office twice during the period, which deepened my impression.

Later, he was promoted to deputy director of Gangu County People's Congress and achieved remarkable results.

1993 In the spring, I left Gangu to start a business in Shenzhen, and I hardly met again for more than ten years.

One day in the summer of 2005, I met my teacher in Beiguan, the county seat, and said hello to each other. The teacher has retired for several years, and I have plenty of time, so I chatted for half an hour on the side of the road. Since then, the two sides have established contact, exchanged telephone calls and sent messages to greet each other from time to time, which is still a general courtesy exchange.

Later, the teacher went to Lanzhou on business, and I had several banquets with other students. Since then, there has been more contact.

The teacher once asked me to introduce someone to his friend's children. Although the introduction was unsuccessful, the contact frequency was very high. Later, the teacher entrusted me to introduce business to his stepson, and I had more contacts.

Because of old age and infirmity, teachers spend their rest in Tianshui Jingtu Temple every year after May Day and before National Day. I went to Tianshui and Longnan on business and visited the teachers of Jingtu Temple many times. Once in the dormitory of Jingtu Temple, we talked freely for an afternoon. In the meantime, I talked about the scene of Jinshan Middle School, which is vivid and lingering. I sincerely praise the teacher for managing the school well, and both teachers and students are in awe of him. At the same time, in that era of chaotic school order, I created the glory of Jinshan Middle School. Talking about excitement, the teacher smiled and asked, "Lu Sheng (the author's middle school name), you said that I am not arrogant. How can everyone be afraid of me? " I blurted out, "that may be your personality charm!" " Personality power! "The teacher smiled happily. The conversation that day was very pleasant and speculative. The teacher is approachable and amiable, and I am open-minded and cheerful. I am as close as a friend. When I left, the teacher gave me eight very delicate wine glasses, which were exquisitely carved and particularly beautiful.

After that, I often communicate with my teacher on WeChat, and the contact is closer.

In the summer of 20 15, a thank-you banquet was held for children's further education in Sanhe garden, the county seat. The teacher attended and delivered a speech as a special guest. We are very grateful.

In the summer of 20 16, I went to the county to visit my teacher.

20 17 Before the National Day, I went to Jingtu Temple to visit my teacher. Unfortunately, my teacher is out of town and I can't see him.

In the middle of 2065438+2008, the teacher's second wife was hospitalized in the Second Hospital of Lanzhou University because of serious illness, and the teacher was uneasy because she could not come to Lanzhou to accompany her. On August 14, the teacher called me to visit the hospital on my behalf. That evening, I made a special trip to the hospital to visit her and explained what the teacher really meant. She is very happy. The next morning, the teacher sent a message: "success from 9: 58 am to 3: 29 pm!" (Operation) Smooth! Thank God! " I immediately replied: "Congratulations on the success of the operation!"

In fact, the teacher was seriously ill at this time, and the teacher's children were very filial. They have taken them to Lanzhou and Xi for medical treatment and hospitalization many times. But the teacher's illness has reached the terminal stage of serious illness. The teacher felt that he had reached the end of his life and realized that he had an incurable disease. In this regard, he showed a very open-minded attitude, still optimistic life, positive treatment. At the same time, because of his attachment to life and instinct for survival, he was unwilling to give up, and he still tried his best to seek good medicine and longed for the continuation of life.

In the last year of life, the teacher suffered from the relentless torture of the disease and experienced the most authentic cold and warm experience of human beings.

During the teacher's serious illness, many colleagues, relatives and friends, and many classmates expressed their greetings and blessings in different ways, which made the teacher particularly happy. At the same time, in order to live a decent and dignified life in the last few years of his life, or hope for a miracle, he expressed great interest in Chinese medicine. After a long illness, he sought medical treatment countless times, but in the end he pinned all his hopes on a Chinese medicine practitioner he knew very well (he thought he owed him) and called P many times to ask him to come to Gangu and prescribe some medicine for him. P has a good attitude and promises readily, but he doesn't act. Later, the teacher sent a message to the client earnestly, asking P to take his pulse and write a prescription. At this time, the teacher's children have tried their best to know that there is no cure for their illness, so they are not supported to go to other places for medical treatment, and the teacher is already very weak and cannot go out by himself. Teachers stay at home all day, just like waiting for death, which is very painful and beyond the understanding of ordinary people.

The more life is threatened by disease, the more you fear life and yearn for it. This is not only human nature, but also instinct and helplessness.

Therefore, at this time, even a dose of Chinese medicine that doesn't work at all will be taken as a rare medicine by those who are eager to survive. At the very least, they can rely on their strong wishes, dispel the pain of their illness and make them happy. Teachers can't walk by themselves, and his children don't support going out. His only hope is to invite p to see him. Maybe there is a magic formula that can bring him back to life, and maybe prolong his life. This requirement is completely normal and human nature. Repeatedly, without asking P, he called me many times and asked him to invite P face to face on his behalf. I wish P could go. To this end, I called P many times, sent messages and expressed the teacher's requirements face to face. P promised well, but kept his promise.

20 19 19 After the end of February, the teacher was even more anxious, and decided that P could cure his illness, and strongly hoped that P could come. I have explained to the teacher many times, P is busy, please understand.

From then on, the teacher never mentioned the requirement of P again, and completely despaired in pain. ...

After that, the time interval of the teacher's phone call became longer, the chat time became shorter every time, and the voice became weaker. The voice was like a gnat, and the breath became weaker. It was very difficult to speak, and it sounded more difficult. Obviously, there is a serious shortage of physical strength ... it's pathetic and heartbreaking!

On the morning of March 30th, 2020 1 1, the teacher sent a message: "I kind of let P die. Without medical ethics, you shouldn't lie to me for half a year. I believed it, but I didn't expect to be a liar ... "Between the lines, I fully revealed the teacher's great helplessness about the impending death of life and his indignation and condemnation of P.

I immediately wrote back: "Teacher Xie, it's really speechless! Tell him when you meet, and convey your urgent needs! Later I called and didn't answer! "

After answering the letter, I was lost in thought and couldn't calm down for a long time. In order to comfort the teacher, I sent a message "That may be really busy …", telling the teacher not to get angry. That's all.

Get off the boat, this is a farewell.

Two days later, on the morning of April 2, 2020, the teacher died in Huaishuping Village, Gangu County. From then on, Yin and Yang were separated, and I never heard the teacher's teaching or his voice.

It rained continuously in those days, and the roads were muddy, making it inconvenient to travel. After receiving the bad news of the teacher's death, I cried and meditated for a long time ... I decided to immediately rush back to Lanzhou from other places, drive from Lanzhou to Gangu, kowtow in front of the teacher's portrait, and deeply mourn the teacher's "God never shuts one door, and the teacher has a good trip!"

Alas! Fu Wei is still very popular!

That night, I went back to the county hotel in the middle of the night to give the teacher a wake and had a rest. The next morning, I rushed to Huaiyuping Village in Weiyang to see my teacher off for the last time. The teacher's cemetery was chosen in Lijiaping Village, Weiyang. When the teacher is buried, remind his son to pay attention to whether the center line of the coffin and the grave is aligned, check it, and then leave in a hurry until the teacher is buried.

Disappointingly, all the teachers' students work in the county, and at least several hundred people should settle down. There should be at least 200 people in the 78th, 79th and 80th sessions, but I haven't seen many, even some students who have been trained by teachers and who have been paid attention to by teachers for a long time! It may be because the information is blocked, or it may be because the child did not notice it because he followed the principle of keeping the funeral simple. In short, it's a pity!

Teachers have a brilliant career, well-run schools, outstanding achievements and wide acclaim.

The teacher has also experienced several unbearable tragedies in life, but he is strong enough to survive.

The teacher is an ambitious person, a smart and open-minded person, an enlightened and wise person, and a persistent thinker.

Near Tomb-Sweeping Day, it is green, full of flowers, full of flowers, and everything is revived. People with filial piety are preparing to worship their ancestors and sweep their graves. People with spirits in the sky laugh at the changes in the world, and the spring is full and the sun is shining.

Teachers are the elite of the people and have superior wisdom. He must look down at the sky with a smile, with flowers in his heart and joy on his face.

If there is a spirit in the sky, you can feel it!

Teacher, rest in peace, pure land of bliss!

I would like to commemorate Mr. Xie Kerang with this article!

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