Grandma passed away.

My grandmother died at 2: 40 pm on May 13, 2020. I want to commemorate my grandmother in this way. I am afraid that the future will be too long, so I will slowly kill this memory. ......

When I was a child, my parents started a business and didn't have much time to take care of me. My grandmother's family probably sent me to my grandmother's house because I was a girl and didn't particularly like me, and my grandparents brought up my little sister. In my impression, grandma is a thrifty and clever old lady. Grandma is a barber. As far as I can remember, she always cut her hair into triangles. That I never had my hair cut in a barber shop when I was a child. Once, I especially envied my classmates who went to the barber shop. I always think their hair is cut better than mine. When I grow up, I will know what "hairstyle" is, and I won't use my grandmother to cut my hair again. Actually, grandma's cooking is really delicious.

I remember one time I went to school with less clothes and the weather was particularly cold. As soon as I arrived at my grandmother's house, I shouted, freezing, freezing. Grandma scolded me, dressed me in thick clothes and held my legs to keep me warm. When I was a child, my father tried to hit me, but my grandmother stopped me. And my dad didn't hit me either. Grandma has been peeling apples, and I have formed this habit. I didn't know that eating apple peel was nutritious until I grew up. When you are sick, you should eat canned fruit made by grandma, with apples, pears, rock sugar and sometimes hawthorn. Grandma was thrifty all her life until her death. I really can't think of anything she particularly likes to eat. As far as I am concerned, she doesn't eat much meat. She gave us all the delicious food, but she didn't eat it herself. The only dish worth remembering is pickles, which is an indispensable dish on the table. Later, when I was old and my bones were bad, I developed the habit of drinking milk every day. In addition, she is constipated and often eats bananas. By the way, I liked eating cakes and things like that later. This allows us to go to grandma's house to buy something, or we don't know what to buy every time we go.

Grandma likes smoking. I also grew up in the smog. Later, my grandfather had a cerebral hemorrhage, and his family was taken care of all the year round. Grandma spends more time at home and walks around the house every day. Grandma can smoke a box of cigarettes a day at home, accounting for more than half. The last time she got lung cancer was when she smoked too much. I don't think she would smoke so much if she had other things to do. I'm actually beginning to thank the traffic accident now, because I stayed at my grandmother's house for another month. It's good to see them and chat every day. Later, I watched my grandmother's strength getting smaller and smaller, and it was hard to walk and her speech was ugly. At that time, I thought, how can I make her happier? Would it be better to let her do something? Buy some flowers, some fish, let her water, change the water and have a look. Will the mood be better? At that time, I was almost home when I came back from the rehabilitation hospital. I was a little confused. Do you want to fold it back? Now that I think about it, it's a good thing that I did this. For me, it may be that I can do my filial piety in her last time. Fortunately, in her last days, I was able to accompany her every day and let me have no regrets. There are still some regrets. I want to take my grandma for a walk in the park. They said she was too old to walk that far, so I had to take her downstairs to bask in the sun. Ryukakusan, who arrived two days ago, and the royal jelly that hasn't arrived yet, will never be given to grandma.

Grandma is a Catholic. It is a pleasure to hear that she has gone to heaven and returned to the embrace of the Lord. All our relatives can't cry, lest the dead miss us and can't bear to leave. Grandma was in a coma until the end, and she didn't pee in bed, so she had to bring a urinal. A few days before she left, she had to go to the toilet more than a dozen times a night. In fact, she has no strength to stand up, and she will never wake the people around her and get out of bed a little. The adults had no choice but to put a hand on grandma to know that grandma was going to go to the toilet again. Grandma has advanced lung cancer. In fact, many people walk in pain, but grandma walks peacefully without pain, just like falling asleep. It makes us feel better. When people are old, this day will come and we can all accept it. We will take care of it with our heart and have no regrets. The old aunt said that grandma has been thinking about the people around her all her life and will not cause trouble to others. Even if she dies, she will always bless us.

I said I wouldn't cry in front of grandma, because I am strong and I can live happily. A few days before grandma left, she pointed at me, moved her lips and said in an almost inaudible voice, I can't worry about you. I said grandma had nothing to worry about. I'm fine, and my arm doesn't hurt anymore. Don't worry. After a while, I looked at my face and smiled, saying that you are still the same as before, unchanged. Grandma, I, too, have been living with a grateful and innocent heart. Grandma, actually, I haven't been well recently, but I won't tell you and I won't cry in front of you. I will hide far away. I will cry when I hide in front of menstruation in Hunnan, so that you can't see and don't worry. I will gradually become stronger and stronger with the memories and habits of being with you.