We study the prose of artistic experience.

I saw photos of my previous study of art in class. In the picture, the teacher is making a model painting. One of my classmates was so tired that he fell asleep standing directly. It's really hard. Think about how you got here in those days. When I didn't study art in Grade Two, I watched senior three people move benches and draw in the studio every day. I feel that they are very relaxed and have no classes in the afternoon. They just paint with brushes every day. What a romantic campus complex, sitting on the playground with a drawing board and a brush, drawing what you want, all of which are very similar to the plot in the novel. We thought it was a happy thing to study art, but when we went to study art ourselves,

When I first started studying art, I didn't know anything. I draw lines with my teacher for several weeks every day. There are many lines all day long, and the drawing paper is full of lines. After a few weeks of painting, we began to paint apples. The teacher told us that apple is the dividing line between light and shade, shadow and projection, and we can't accept a lot of knowledge just by studying art. After painting apples for more than a month, we gradually came into contact with still life sketches. At first, everyone didn't understand, and I was the kind of person who didn't understand. There are more than 30 people in my class, and everyone draws better than me. Every time I draw an apple, it is the ugliest, and every time I draw a jar, it is the most crooked. Every time the teacher criticizes me, I feel that I have no talent for studying art at all. Why do I have to study art? I really almost gave up because I really can't draw well. Before studying art, I thought it was so simple to draw a few strokes, and I didn't find it until I drew it myself.

When I first started sketching, I sharpened my pencil every day. The teacher sent several boxes of pencils to finish sharpening, from HB to 14B. Every box of pencils has to be extremely sharp and beautiful, and my hands have been cut off. Squatting on the bench, sharpening pencil scraps fell all over the floor, and the scene was really terrible to think of. Later, when I was studying color, my teacher asked me to stir the pigments every day, and I had to stir them for a long time every time, because it really took a long time to stir the dirty pigments out and bring in new pigments to make them very beautiful. Sometimes after running at noon, I have to run breathlessly to the third and fourth floors, find my own professional classroom, open my own paint box and stir it bit by bit. After running for 30 minutes, there are only a few minutes left after running back. If I come back to the classroom late, I will be scolded by the class teacher. Sometimes the head teacher is in a good mood, so I won't talk about us. Sometimes when you are in a bad mood, you scold us. I remember that my head teacher in senior two had this kind of discrimination. During his year, he was really miserable. Every time he comes back late, he doesn't beat and scold us, but kills us with his eyes. But if the paint is not well mixed, it will be criticized by the art teacher, because they are really strict with us, and we have no basis for color, so we can accept the teacher's strictness and do it seriously every time according to the teacher's requirements, even if we make ourselves miserable and don't even have time to eat and rest.

When I first learned color, I started with the simplest drawing of apples, and began to draw apples with excessive blue pigment. After studying blue apples for more than half a month, I began to get in touch with colors. At that time, I also studied portraits in sketches, but we really didn't understand them. I remember the teacher who was in my summer vacation. He really tried his best to us and watched us paint badly. Although we were scared to see him angry, we were full of motivation to enter the university in the future and began to pick up pencils to draw. And sometimes the painting is not good, and the teacher will punish us for drawing more sketches. During the summer vacation, I was painting from morning till night and sketched for three days, so I changed my painting back and forth. Two months, almost no time to rest. During the summer vacation, the temperature was 39 degrees and 40 degrees, and we were also drawing, drawing our right arm, which was already stiff and our fingers had been polished. Moreover, some class air conditioners are broken, and some dormitory air conditioners are broken, so we bite our teeth and draw with sweat in the hot and high temperature. It's okay in summer, because it's not cold when you get wet in summer. But in winter, every time I go to wash the bucket, it is bitterly cold. Cold weather, I remember, at that time, I got up at 4: 30 every morning. For several weeks, I was the first to go to the studio, and then I picked up the paint bucket and went downstairs to wash it last night. The water in the morning is really cold. I just got up in the morning and didn't wake up. I gritted my teeth for several weeks. Because if I get up late, there will be many classmates downstairs by the pool, so the queue next to me will be long. It's not good to be late for the studio. I remember when I got up at 4: 30 and got to the classroom, there was always a classmate who arrived earlier than me. Every time, either he or I arrive at the classroom first, and he always arrives at the classroom more often than I do. This boy is a repeat student. He failed in the exam last year. He intends to study hard for another year this year and get into a good school. But as a boy, his painting talent is really poor, and he paints badly every time. But he never gave up, and he still studied hard. Every time he doesn't understand, he will consult others and learn from good students who draw with an open mind. So every time I see him arrive in the classroom before me, I start drawing.

When studying art, in fact, we also have culture classes. I remember that June+September 10 in 5438 was like this. We have culture class in the morning and art class in the afternoon, that is, specialized classes. On the first day, the teacher arranged many sketches. We have to paint almost until eleven o'clock at night, get up at four or five the next morning, and only sleep for four or five hours every night. For young people, it is simply lack of sleep, coupled with heavy study in senior three. We are just exhausted. During that time, I found that all the art students lost weight. In the morning, Chinese, Mathematics and English were bombed in turn. We are really sleepy. Sometimes we will study at our desks, and our teachers will criticize us. Let's cheer up and work hard for our future dreams. In fact, we all know in our hearts that we should not sleep in class, let alone draw art homework in class. But we are really helpless under pressure. We also know that the teacher is good for us, but we really can't stand it. I still remember one time, we went to bed ten minutes after class. As a result, the Chinese teacher came and we were still sleeping. The Chinese teacher is really distressed to see us. Let's have a good sleep. Students who plan to sleep see the teacher's kindness, but they give up sleeping because we have a lot of art homework to finish. Every day, in addition to specific sketch assignments, there are also sketch head assignments assigned by art teachers. Every day there are many, many, so we can only race against time and strive for all the time we can get to finish these art homework. In this way, even if we really want to sleep, we are really sleepy, but everyone persists. The kindness of the Chinese teacher really touched us for a long time. Although most of us didn't listen carefully in his class, we did badly in the exam every time. But the Chinese teacher's care for us is always the best. The English teacher is our head teacher. Every time he sees us tired and tries to listen to him in class, he is also very distressed. But as a class teacher, he can't show his feelings, he can only be strict with us on the surface, and his heart is still full of heartache. He criticizes us every day, but in private, he always strives for the best welfare for us. I should be the most talked about by him in this class, and he cares about me the most. Every time my English score fluctuates slightly, he will call me out to talk and tell me the problems I have come over these days, so that I can learn not only art but also culture well. It's a pity that I may still be in a rebellious period during that time, never listening to him, but pulling my classmates around to compete with him. The math teacher is more serious, starting with the knowledge of Grade One, and reviewing the lessons we left behind bit by bit. Even the simplest addition and subtraction, he will write it clearly bit by bit and let us know how it is worked out, so the math class in senior three is always the most serious. This is our culture teacher's concern for us. Although we didn't get good grades in the college entrance examination, fortunately, we all went to our respective universities and had our own lives.

In the afternoon art class, in fact, by September 65438+ 10, we had a little understanding of art, and we also learned from hope and pain. Although physically refusing to study hard, I will still work hard in my heart. Sometimes, students are so tired that they almost fall asleep on the drawing board. I couldn't bear to go back to class to sleep at noon, so I squatted in my studio and took a nap on the drawing board. Some students just lie on the floor and sleep for a while. How cold the floor is in winter. Sometimes the teacher makes a template painting, and everyone rushes forward with their own benches, for fear of standing far away, but they can't see the teacher's template painting clearly. It is normal for a teacher to do model painting for two or three hours. The students standing at the back stand for two or three hours at a time, and the students sitting in front sit for two or three hours at a time. In fact, they are all very tired. Because of lack of sleep, some students can fall asleep while doing template painting, but they are more likely to fall asleep when sitting, but they are obviously sleepy, and they are already taking a nap, and they have to watch the teacher do template painting with their eyes open. I can't imagine how tired this man is. But even though we are so tired and hard, we still haven't given up our college dream. Many times we don't eat dinner in the afternoon because we really don't have time. After dinner, we have to rush to the classroom to sharpen pencils, stir paint and wash pens. In the evening, the teacher will criticize whose pencil or paint is dirty. In this way, skipping dinner for several months in a row led to serious weight loss. And in the coldest time, I still have a high fever, but I can't be different from other students because I have a high fever. I still do the same thing every day and try to draw pictures every day.

What impressed me the most was the sketching time at night. At that time, we went to study at night after ten o'clock. After washing our faces and brushing our teeth, we had to climb into bed to draw sketches. First, the dormitory didn't turn off the lights. Let's paint for an hour. Then the dormitory lights out, so we had to draw on the bed with flashlights. In the previous hour, the class teacher took turns to be on duty for us. They wear coats and take turns to stand guard for us, lest we make any mistakes at night. The winter in northern Jiangsu is really cold, and several big men are shivering outside. Even if there is a quilt around the bed, people in our family are too cold to make a fist, even if they make a fist. On such a cold day, you can reach out and touch the cold brush for two or three hours. You can imagine how cold it is. After turning off the lights, we lit the flashlight, and my aunt urged us to go to sleep quickly and stop drawing. Even if the dean was outside checking, we quietly lit a flashlight and drew a few strokes when he was away, because otherwise, our homework today would not be finished. Some students even go to the toilet to draw pictures after turning off the lights. The smell of the toilet was so bad that he endured the smell and sketched in cold weather. I really don't know how we got here during that time. All I know is that we work hard and draw pictures day by day. We really insist, because I have gone to college and have my own life.

You don't know how long it will take to draw a picture. Yes, it was two hours. We must draw a portrait or the color of a still life in two hours. People who haven't studied art should feel good and can draw in a short time, but those who have studied art know how many mechanisms and structures are needed to draw a portrait. Within two hours, our entire studio was full of the sound of brushing, and no classmates were whispering at all. Everyone is brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing. Most importantly, most people draw well. Although, during this period of studying art, most of them are painful, but we also have our own happiness in this kind of pain, because we didn't know anything at first, and finally became people who can draw complete pictures. What a happy feeling. From initial depression and disappointment to final satisfaction, excitement, happiness and hope. During the time when we were studying art, we really matured and grew up a lot. What we have learned is not only a skill, but also an experience that most people don't have. Later, I can't remember exactly what month it was the unified exam. Anyway, it was winter. We went to Xuzhou by car to take the exam. Everyone with their own painting tools and their own enthusiasm, spent eight or nine months to complete their ultimate goal. The first time we took the art exam, we were naturally very nervous. I remember that I didn't do well in the exam, and finally I got poor grades in the art exam. So I chose the later school exam.

School exams are many schools in the country that recruit art students. I took the exam in Nanjing at that time. It snowed heavily in Nanjing those days. First, the teacher took us to the hotel to arrange accommodation, and then got up at six o'clock every morning without breakfast. Then a bus took us to our examination school and went to the examination room. Some students bought trolleys, which made it a little easier, but some students were themselves. Carrying a painting bag, drawing board and paint, go to the classroom for an exam. I remember taking it with me. In a very heavy and oversized school, I turned many corners and finally found my own classroom. Then I set up a drawing board and easel and began to draw. When I was in Nanjing, I saw many classmates. They were all picked up by their parents, but we didn't. We are totally on our own. At that time, I felt that I had really grown up and could do something by myself. I don't need my parents around. I think I'm really strong, and I can wait for the exam for three or four hours in the snow, rain and cold wind. I don't want to spend money at lunch every day, because the price in Nanjing is quite expensive, and I don't have much money, so I buy a few packets of instant noodles, and I am afraid that others will see me and hide in the corner to eat my own instant noodles. After eating, I crouched in that corner and waited for the next exam. At the end of the day, a bus will take us to the hotel. Evening is the happiest time, because the teacher will take us to eat a good meal. I was hungry for a day, tired for a day, and frozen for a day. I remember that we almost ate all the food on the table because we were really tired. Besides, I had a fever during the school exam. I was admitted with a high fever. Fortunately, I was finally admitted to Changsha University of Science and Technology, ranking 29th in Jiangsu Province. This is something that I will always be happy and proud of, because there are nearly 3,000 or 4,000 applicants from Changsha University of Science and Technology. This is not only the recognition of my major, but also the recognition of my persistent efforts for such a long time. So when I learned that I had passed the entrance examination of Changsha University of Science and Technology, I really wanted to cry for a second. I really can't believe it. In the end, although I didn't do well in the college entrance examination, I finally got in. At that time, I was working part-time during the summer vacation, and I stopped working immediately. I really couldn't help crying. After more than ten years of hard work, I finally got the result, which is very good.

I will never forget this experience. Maybe I can't write sounds and words in a hurry. I studied art in that environment and hard work at that time. However, in this experience of in my heart forever, every time a classmate sends me a photo of my study of art, or mentions the past, my heart is filled with emotion. Suddenly I am glad that I have an art major, because for us high school students with poor grades, studying art, media, sports and music will be a way for us to go to college. Most people will say, Oh, it's easy to learn these arts, but it's not easy when you really learn by yourself, because everything in the world is not easy, let alone being able to do one thing well and perfectly. Just like we did at the beginning, we feel that learning art and painting is a happy and simple thing. However, after eight or nine months, we found that our sweat, our pain, our efforts and our struggle were the most beautiful when we were young. Because we are not art majors, some friends may have started to learn from primary school and began to draw when they were young, but as a small city in the countryside, we started to learn from the second day of junior high school. From the second half of the second semester of senior high school to the first half of the third semester of senior high school, it will add up to eight or nine months. We study really hard, because those who are faster are always the most tired. The quick always suffers a lot and walks a lot more than others. I will never forget that in winter, a school uniform can be worn for more than a month, because there is really no time to wash it. Moreover, pencil ash and pigments will always stain our clothes, and I will never forget those days when we worked hard for our dreams, got up early, and gnashed our teeth. People can't live in this world without dreams and pursuits. As a young man, we should have an enterprising heart. After eight or nine months of hard art training, we should be more mature than others and know more about the hardships and difficulties. The students mentioned in this article are all students who have experienced art with me in high school. They are all the cutest and bravest people.

Now, I don't know what kind of mood to experience life, because when I wrote this article, it was raining outside the window, and the concert of the popular idol group tfboy was playing on my computer, and I suddenly felt deeply about their deeds and our deeds. I know that they have been trainees since childhood, and it is very hard. There is a video of Roy leg press, a tfboys member, on the Internet. In that video, Roy, who was still young at that time, was forced to go to leg press by his teacher because he couldn't dance well. His little face is full of pain. Another member, Karry, worked as an intern in the company since he was a child, and everyone around him left. He was the only one who persisted. I don't know how much pain he experienced during his internship, but he must have experienced the most painful thing from an ordinary person to becoming a popular idol today. Another member, Jackson Yee, made an early debut when he was young, and received many advertisements and stage performances. However, few people know that when he was young, he was the youngest and youngest in their dance club. At that time, people were all adults, and he was the only one who took a bus from Changping, the farthest place in Beijing, and went to study in the city for two hours. His mother, in order to make him study effectively, so that he is covered with injuries since childhood. Moreover, when he first debuted as a member of tfboys, he not only didn't get much love from fans, but also often had fans who didn't like him. But it is gratifying that Jackson Yee is now a popular idol, with more and more fans, and must be a successful person in the end. I don't know what happened to these three little boys when they were trainees or just started their careers, because I didn't like them from the time they just started their careers, and recently I found out that they are such hard-working people. It turns out that they are people who have experienced pain since childhood. Today, the three of them have not only become the idols of most people, but also risen to domestic and foreign countries. Roy has his own career in the United Nations. Qian has made great contributions to China's foreign diplomacy. Junkai has successively won the "May 4th" outstanding students and participated in activities in many countries as an outstanding national youth. These three high-quality idols are really enviable, but at the same time, how many people can appreciate the efforts and hardships behind them, so the world will always be kind to those who work hard.

Born in poverty, I have long known the pain in the world. When I was young, I was in my hometown. I don't have a good environment, and I haven't received much education, let alone any hobbies. So, now, this child is really lucky. He was born with the love of his parents and a lot of high technology, which was much better than ours at that time. However, teenagers and children are the future of the country. As young people, we should have a positive, persistent and strong heart.

To be a perfect person, you must do what others can't. To be a successful person, you must have a stronger heart than others. Because when people all over the world are better than you, you can only catch up with them if you work hard and stupid birds fly first. So never forget what brings you pain in life, because it is not pain, it is an experience. The future will always belong to young people. If you don't work hard, your life will be scrapped How can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain? Come on, I watch every young man.

Come on, young man.