My spare time life

I have many hobbies, such as traveling, photography, writing, reading, listening to music, practicing calligraphy and piano ... There are too many things I want to do, but I always feel that I have no time to do it.

? In order to calm myself down and do things, I set myself a timetable, write down everything I do every day and finish one thing, but there are so many things I have to face every day that I can only run aground one by one.

Let's talk about tourism first. I really like traveling, but I really haven't been to many places. The reason is: 1. Because of economic problems, I really don't want to spend too much money on it, especially in recent years when my daily life is tense, let alone what I do on the road. Think about it, watching others share their travel feelings in the circle of friends! The year before last, I took my children to Sanmenxia Wetland Park to see swans. For the first time, we were both carsick. Later, I took motion sickness medicine and felt a little better. The child fell asleep all the way, but still felt sick. Later, perhaps because of her influence, I didn't adapt very well at first. I'm nervous about taking the bus, so I get carsick in Jiaozuo. I really can't help it. The child is exaggerating even more. I take a bus. 3. Besides, I am really tired at work. I really hope I can have a good sleep at the weekend and get enough sleep. I'm usually nervous. I want to slow down on the weekend. One day has passed and I have to start working again the next day. 4. There is also the children's homework. Although the teacher doesn't assign much homework, the children always put off writing, every time. Weekend night came, her homework was finally over, and it became a dream to go anywhere to play!

Let me talk about photography. I really like it, but I don't have the money, and I don't want to buy professional equipment, even a digital camera, an expensive mobile phone or a cheap camera function. Finally, the mobile phone is ok this time. As a result, the screen was changed several times, and the display of the mobile phone was always very dark. Now the spring is so beautiful, many of the beautiful scenery I took were dark, which put my good mood in.

I've been writing for years, off and on. I have written many books in my diary, and I have also written my own articles on many platforms and software. Except for a few free articles published in school, I have never made any money by writing, but I never give up. I just want to write something by chance, just like now, I insist on working the night shift, but the more I write, the less I feel, and the better I write. What we are talking about now is the topic of Putonghua test, which requires at least one topic to be updated every day. Of course, I am required to update at least two topics, but I often can't finish them, so I have been insisting on it for almost a month, probably for almost two months, and it looks good.

? About reading, too, I used to read many novels with plots, especially masterpieces, stories and depth. Now I don't want to read novels, but after listening to the basic books of offline reading clubs, I read more professional books now, but the professional books are too boring, and sometimes I am not interested in watching them. On the one hand, I practice Mandarin, on the other hand, I force myself to keep reading. I insist on reading in groups every day. I'm flattered! ?

? I used to like listening to music very much. Others listen to songs on VCD or play songs on TV. I have always enjoyed listening to them, but I am always uncomfortable and subject to too many restrictions. Later, I listened to songs on the radio and heard music coming from that small radio. It's really great. Later, when I got a mobile phone, I played a song and did things while listening. I feel very excited. Later, in this school. Because I don't know which retired teacher suggested that singing is not allowed on campus, the school's big broadcast plays music every day. Students come to school to play songs. Before class, during morning reading, background music will be played as soon as class is over, and the broadcast will continue during the big recess. Even after school, I will sing songs for a long time and repeat them every day. Now I want to be quiet as soon as I get home. My children sometimes listen to stories on their mobile phones. Not to mention that she listens to music, but stop her at once. She is really tired and wants to have a rest. I haven't listened to music for a long time. Sometimes I find it interesting. I want to listen to some songs, but I don't know what to listen to when I turn on my mobile phone. I can listen to all the old songs I have heard before, but now I really can't enjoy pop music.

Not to mention practicing calligraphy. I always think practicing calligraphy is elegant and quiet, but I can't calm down. What impressed me the most was that when I was in normal school, I didn't go to calligraphy classes every week, nor did I practice calligraphy every day. I always let others write for me, and then I bought someone a Chinese hamburger to eat. Now that I think about it, I am rich, too. I let others write for me every day and buy China buns for others every day. Later, a classmate in my class took the initiative to find me, saying that they had found the best calligraphy teacher in our school and were going to learn calligraphy from others, so that I could join her for free. I unexpectedly refused and graduated. People practice good handwriting in their spare time, but I am still the same. Last year, in order to calm myself down, I kept practicing calligraphy for a year, and I met a calligraphy teacher on WeChat from time to time. It makes people comment, but now there are many things, and practicing calligraphy every day has become a burden. In order to relax myself, I haven't practiced calligraphy for a long time. It's a pity to think about it.

I will never forget the first time I saw the piano. I looked at it and froze, listening to its sound. It's really great and beautiful. What I saw in the TV series, whether male or female, sitting in front of the piano, was simply beautiful. I was really excited and worked hard at first, but after being laughed at by the music teacher, I skipped classes every day. But in the end, when I joined this class, I actually spent two weeks practicing the songs I learned in one semester. I really think I'm good material for playing the piano. Unfortunately, I only studied piano for three years in normal school, and I didn't study hard. There are always things that hinder me from studying hard after graduation. Now girls are learning piano. In fact, many times I can envy her, but she seems to be in a high mood at first. Now she always feels that practicing the piano has occupied her play, and she is always unhappy, but she is reluctant to give up.

Now that I think about it, I have many interests, but none of them have developed well. Up to now, I don't have a specialty in taking out my hands. Sometimes it's really hard to think about it. I sincerely hope that my child can seize the opportunity, practice hard and truly become her specialty.

? How do I feel? It seems that all my interests have not really developed into specialties, all because of money. It turned out that I was trapped by money for a long time and was very entangled. What should I do now? How can I break this deadlock! I don't want to do this all my life. What should I do?