Appreciation of Bremen's Love Prose —— Bremen's Prose

Appreciation of Bai Laimei's Love Prose Part I: Please fall in love with me in the world of mortals and make love in the meditation room.

On the day of execution, Long song was a beautiful girl crying.

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I went to the temple in the mountains with the misty rain in the clear autumn, not in a hurry to keep an appointment, but to go. The path paved with bluestone is covered with moss of the years, and drizzle and lonely autumn leaves fall on it, adding a bit of poetry to the damp of Xiao Suo. Because of the rainy days, there are no pilgrims in the temple, and the lonely bronze stove still burns sandalwood, and the ethereal Sanskrit sounds linger in the mountain temple with the misty rain. Several young monks gathered in the temple to chant Buddhist scripture, and several cups of tea were on the console table, which was foggy. This scene reminds me that since ancient times, monks have lived in temples like this for generations. Huang Juan is a bosom friend and Deng Qing is a beauty. Are they really meditating and not moved by the world of mortals?

I can't help but think of the sentient monks of past dynasties and the events related to them. In fact, it is nothing more than an ordinary relationship between men and women, harmony between yin and yang. This is nothing unusual. Because monks believe in Buddhism, they want to stop thinking about dust, so these things happen to them and become legends and sad stories in the hearts of the world. This is not a play. After the performance on the stage, everyone under the stage saw it. Many stories have really existed in the years. Due to strict rules and regulations, these monks suffered unimaginable pain. These monks, all with extraordinary understanding and Zen, are doomed to be unable to break the debt of doomed love.

Caring about Buddhism, thinking about worldly things and thinking about love is not a crime, nor does it represent betrayal. With the compassion of the Buddha, his original intention was to give more love to the world, and these monks only used the will of the Buddha to preach scriptures and give alms to the world. True love is not only crossing yourself, but also crossing others. But the love of these monks will eventually be interpreted by tragedy. Cangyang Jiacuo, which has been told by the world so far, how many people went to Tibet with their bags for that beautiful love, all in order to find his trace. There is also a generation of lover Su, and there are people who have traveled across the ocean to Japan to watch the romantic cherry blossom dance, all because of him. Compared with secular love, their love is hard, profound and painful.

Looking at the handsome back of the young monk reminds me of a monk named Debate Machine in Datang. His short life has also become a legend that has touched the ages. Read an article about him, a few short sentences, covering his life of sorrow and joy. ? Debate machine, date of birth unknown. Anyone who became a monk at the age of fifteen studied under Daoyue, a famous scholar in Sapo, Dazong Temple. Later, because the Jinbao pillow given by Princess Gaoyang was stolen, the court filed a case at the trial, and it was said that Princess Gaoyang had an affair with her in the fief. Emperor Taizong was furious and was punished with a waist cut. ? This is a debate machine. A monk who was born in the prosperous time of the Tang Dynasty received the royal approval of Emperor Taizong, and was famous for his profound knowledge and elegant literary talent. He was elected as the only monk who wrote the book "The Western Regions of Datang".

However, in the history of China, Debate Machine was a monk who had a lot of lawsuits. If he hadn't died because of his belief, he would have had a brilliant biography in the era when Buddhism prevailed in the Tang Dynasty, but history only gave him some sporadic records. A promising monk, in his prime, was executed for falling in love with a beautiful and arrogant princess. In the eyes of the Tang emperor and all sentient beings, it is an unforgivable sin for a generation of famous monks to fall in love with ordinary women. What's more, this woman is no ordinary peasant woman. She is the favorite princess of Emperor Taizong. A charming princess, a woman who despises all beings, a woman who can born to love and die for love.

Princess Gaoyang is the darling of the sky. With her extraordinary beauty and wisdom, Emperor Taizong regarded her as a treasure. Emperor Taizong used his supreme imperial power to satisfy everything Levin needed, and Levin grew up with such honor. In her eyes, there are two best men in the world, one is her father, Emperor Taizong, and the other is her brother, Li Ke. So later, when Emperor Taizong betrothed her to Fang, the son of Prime Minister Fang, she was dissatisfied in all aspects. In Levin's eyes, Fang Aiyi is just an ordinary person with brute force. Such a man can't satisfy her arrogant heart at all. Her brilliance, like absolutely beautiful peony, will only bloom in front of men who know how to appreciate it.

How many men in the secular world can stand Levin's fiery love? Until the appearance of the debate machine, a handsome and knowledgeable young monk gave Levin an extraordinary shock with his wise eyes and clear personality. It is recorded in the history books:? At the beginning of the Lord's fief, the Lord and his legacy loved hunting. When they saw it, they welcomed it, and it was chaotic with their accounts. ? Thousands of years later, we can still imagine Princess Gaoyang hunting in the suburbs and encountering a debate machine. A handsome monk in a coarse robe sat at the window of an unknown monastery reading a book, and his dust touched Levin's heart. Accustomed to a well-dressed, vulgar-looking civil and military official and an extraordinary monk, for Levin, it is the perfection that all the prosperity in the world can't reach. While studying hard in the dilapidated grass temple in the wild, the debating machine suddenly met such a luxurious princess as beautiful as a peony, and her Zen mind was instantly ignited by her fiery eyes.

A princess who dares to love and hate disdains worldly vision. She swore to heaven that she wanted this monk. Levin ordered his attendants and maids to move bedsteads and other appliances into the monastery. She told the debating machine with firm and warm eyes that he was her Buddha, and no matter how hard she tried, she would fall in love with him in the world of mortals. In front of this noble and arrogant princess, the rejection and avoidance of the debate machine are as white as paper, and his fall is inevitable. In the humble thatched cottage, the debate machine sank under Levin's skirt. The scriptures he recited and years of practice could not resist Levin's eyes and a smile. The cowardly love me, however, is loyal to the princess and acts as a guard for them.

The debate machine is entangled in contradictions every day. On the one hand, enlightened and silent Buddha, on the other hand, rouge powder and stunning and noble princess. His lifelong ambition is to study Buddhist theory, compile classics and educate all beings. But this love, he can't let go. Levin is an irresistible woman. Any man who loves and owns her will die for her. In the history of the Tang Dynasty, she was an extreme, loving extreme, hating extreme, living extreme and dying extreme. If the jade pillow that Levin gave to the debate machine had not inexplicably fallen into the hands of the government, their happy life should have been maintained for some time.

The so-called disaster is inevitable, which is probably the case. Unofficial history records that when the government caught a thief and searched his house, it found a jade pillow. The housekeeper knows this jade pillow belongs to the royal family. Without daring to neglect it, it was sent to the emperor. Emperor Taizong was furious when he saw the jade pillow. The innocent and proud princess is responsible for what she has done. She doesn't know that she is favored by heaven, so she can be fearless. Although the debating machine is the most famous young monk, it is only a dispensable ant in the eyes of the emperor. In order to protect the royal family's face, Emperor Taizong showed no mercy and sentenced him to death by beheading him at the waist. The arrogant Levin realized at this moment that she would lose the debate machine forever, and the person who hurt the debate machine was her father who loved her most forever.

It is said that the execution ground is at the crossroads of Chang 'an West Market, where there is an ancient willow tree, which has seen the ups and downs of the world. Presumably, the spectators at that time must have surrounded the execution ground, because the people who were executed were eminent monks with extraordinary knowledge. His crime was having an affair with the noblest princess in the Tang Dynasty and committing adultery. Among those many people, I don't know how many are out of sympathy and how many are laughing. Only by arguing calmly and looking up at the blue sky and white clouds can he understand life and death, but he can't let go of love.

I will never forget the insertion of love stories in the Tang Dynasty, and the debate machine was halved. Before he died, the debating machine saved an ant in the hay cutter. He kindly rescued the ant from the mower's mouth, caught it and let it live. And myself, I died in the hay cutter. This is a shocking scene. No matter what precepts the debating machine broke, I believe this ant can offset the sins of his life. The debate machine finally died for Levin. This kind of death is better than any other way and must be rejected.

I am in front of you.

You are a foreigner in my eyes.

If you can jump out and be your monk with peace of mind,

I only remember you before,

White clothes are better than snow, and only three beams are crowned.

If you can't jump out, honey,

Please love me in the world of mortals.

30,000 drunken laughs with you

Leave without complaint.

Six months later, Li Shimin died, and Princess Gaoyang didn't even shed a tear. She is not sad because her heart has gone with the debate. A person who gives up his soul has no love or hate. Later, some people said that she was a degenerate and had an affair with some monks, Taoist priests and Gao Yi. But in this life, she only loved a monk named Debate Machine in the world of mortals. Whether such love is a mistake or not, there is always such a love history in the pages of the Tang Dynasty.

My road twists and turns, through a sheltered valley, branches and flowers, to a Buddhist retreat. Sometimes I want to learn from a monk and meditate in the world of mortals. Get up in the morning, make a pot of tea, light a stove of incense, and sit quietly in the classroom with bright windows. Looking at a pot of asparagus, soothing the heartstrings, a bird perched in front of the window, and if it didn't sing, it seemed to think of an old friend far away. When the tea was cold and the fragrance burned out, my mood was the same as at the beginning, and I got nothing, but I knew that this process was not disturbed, and it was a meditation.

You don't have to be a Buddhist or a layman to be able to meditate and realize the Tao. Life is a Zen book. Every simple chapter contains profound mystery, and every complicated process is just some simple combinations. We always like to complain about our mediocrity, but we don't know that a normal heart can understand the profundity and hardship of life. The real Zen book is that all beings can read it, and a plain word can inspire profound truth. If you live in Zen, you will embrace everything with Zen, and your depression will inevitably decrease, while idleness will bother you.

I remember reading a poem when I was a child: winding paths lead to secluded places, and Buddhist temples are flourishing. ? At that time, the yearning for Zen was a kind of transcendental seclusion. Just staying away from the world of mortals and worldly troubles is the heart of the Zen master. People on earth should live in downtown areas, and monks should stay in temples in the mountains. If you are looking for it, you must go through a deep winding path. The meditation room is hidden among flowers and trees and is not disturbed by the world. The ancient temple has always been built on the top of the cliff in the deep mountains, allowing monks to sit quietly in nature, practice with the breeze and white clouds, and realize Bodhi with flowers, trees, insects and ants. The yellow light is a bosom friend, and the morning bell and the evening drum are good friends. Only those who can stand poverty and loneliness will know the ups and downs of life.

Since ancient times, many monks have tasted the loneliness of Zen forest and chose to join the world in the deepest part of the world of mortals. Qin Lou can also become a Bodhi Dojo, singing and dancing in Sanskrit, and eating vegetarian food with wine and meat. That's because their hearts have long been as clean as water, and there is no desire to disturb them. If life is running water, the heart is above it and the heart is below it. Time goes by, never to return, but thoughts precipitate with time and accumulate deeper and deeper. A person who is not bound by material desires can surpass himself and educate others.

Many monks practice meditation at first, perhaps for the sake of self-liberation, and it is inevitable that they will have negative thoughts. In the end, influenced by Zen in the scripture, they forget their existence, but care about all sentient beings, just want to save them from the dust net of suffering and let them know that any nostalgia and reluctance are asking for trouble. The so-called causal self-compensation, dust net, everywhere thorns. It doesn't hurt if you don't move. If you struggle, you will be scarred. Quiet, you can get rid of all obsession; Kindness can dissolve all evil.

Really? My road twists and turns through a valley covered with branches and flowers, leading to a Buddhist retreat? It's just a quiet mood for people who are deeply immersed in the secular world. They once believed in prosperity, and then they will definitely treat lightness with special respect. That's it. You are emotionally persistent at first, but in the end, you will find that all the feelings of dying are not worth mentioning. The fuller the book of life, the more empty the heart. Such is the day, leaving today, thinking about yesterday, and still looking forward to the Ming Dynasty. We always thought that the destination was just a post station, so many people gathered and dispersed in a hurry, like flowing clouds, coming and going without stability.

Later, I learned that the person who wrote this poem was called Chang Jian. Tang Dynasty poet, but the font size, date of birth and death is unknown. He was admitted to Jinshi, but he was frustrated all his life. He wandered between mountains and rivers, with clear artistic conception, concise and natural language and unique attainments. This poem "Meditation after Broken Mountain Temple" is deeply loved by the world because of its deep Zen meaning and far-reaching realm. Imagine a cool Chen Chong, where the poet paced to the ancient temple and watched the sunshine flowing leisurely through the forest, winding paths leading to a secluded place, flowers and vines crawling over the meditation room, dark green time blooming quietly, clever birds singing in the forest, and their hearts gradually emptying in a pool of still water. This is an undisturbed Zen world, so quiet that only a faint Sanskrit voice can be heard, whispering the thoughts of past lives.

Just like me at this time, a person, a cup of tea, from late autumn in Chen Chong, sitting in the afternoon. Sunlight came in through the window lattice and fell on an open book bound with thread, disturbing an unfinished dream. Dreaming back to the Tang Dynasty in Chang 'an thousands of years ago is a dream shared by many literati. Autumn geese, chrysanthemum worries, at the same time, everyone lives a different life. Some people, separated by thousands of years, can talk to each other; Some people, close at hand, are strangers. The same is the Tang poetry, and different people are moved by different words. Emotion is the fatal weakness of human nature. The person you like may be ordinary, but you can't forget it. Your favorite sentence may be common, but you can't put it down.

Sometimes I wonder, what is the fate that makes Zen people so trusting and so attached. Many people carry their fate on their backs and take great pains, only to find that they still can't meet fate in circles. Fate, even if it goes against the road, will eventually come together. Those who have no fate, like vines, will die and part. I used to like another name of Paeonia lactiflora, Li Jiang. This name has a sad beauty, like a sad old song. When it sings to the end, it will make people reluctant to part.

The most feared thing in life is separation, and the most painful and sad thing is leaving. Hands clasped with ten fingers slowly loosen, looking at each other's eyes affectionately, can't capture each other's charm in an instant; The moment I turned around, I couldn't even shed tears, which was the helplessness of leaving. I can't even imagine how a big peony flower can have such a sad name when it is brightly opened to the extreme. Any affection will disturb time, and memory will brew disaster. All we can do is pay for it ourselves.

Appreciation of Bai Luomei's love prose Part III: If the years are quiet, rest your body and mind; If time is dark, experience more.

The most puzzling thing in life is not that no one knows you, but that you don't know yourself. How can you have it if you don't give up? If you don't keep loneliness, you can't see prosperity. Once beautiful, it was just empty talk; The foot is difficult, but it points to tomorrow. No matter what fate has given you, whether it is good or bad, you need to face it seriously and deal with it calmly, with many regrets.

This is called life, and it is true that flaws occasionally appear. ? Notes before the text of a book or after the title of an article.

The loneliest night hides the bright sunshine. It is said that autumn water is dust-free and autumn clouds are unintentional. The mountains and rivers in this season should be silent. Hà Thu is still here, but she has lost all her youth. And we don't have to force the broken scenery, because time is still flowing proudly. Always believe that the existence of all things, with a mission, regardless of ups and downs, has its own character. Since there is fate in the world, we should relax and have fun with mountains and rivers.

Give me an old time, sitting alone under a mossy wooden window, making a pot of leisure tea. Never mind, when can the swallows flying to the south go home? Don't ask, where will that boat be exiled? Don't think about how much of the past years are true and how much is false. If I can, I just want to be a plum blossom left in the world and watch the sunset clouds with a person who is home at the old ferry.

There are always many stubborn people in this world, exchanging ideas and pouring their affection for a cloud, a dream and a play. Infatuation itself is a lonely journey. If you can't stand the cold and cool thin, don't start. Sometimes, being a sentient and righteous person will be more tired than indifference. People say that carrying a bag on your back is a passerby; Put down your baggage and you will find your hometown. As we all know, life is not absolutely stable. Since they are all passers-by, we should walk through the fleeting time with a calm and indifferent heart and laugh at the ups and downs in the world.

Some things, I don't say I don't ask, don't mean I don't care. You are the sand blown into my eyes, which blurs my eyes and can't see the sky clearly. This is a busy ending, not the whole city or this country, but everything to me. Love is a five-flavor bottle, which is full of sweet and sour, bitter and salty, sweet to the heart and bitter to the bottom of my heart. Sour is gentle, sweet is happiness, spicy is strong, and bitterness is pain! People who have never tried love will never understand. Only true love can understand that love is not only to give happiness and taste sweetness, but also to make people physically and mentally tired and feel pain. In the ocean of love, they were in tears, speechless and heartbroken.

You sway, I am silent; You have your harbor and I have my home. You ask me, are you okay? I want to answer; Only to find that any words seem pale and powerless. The past is dark, the color is clear and bright. After years of sorrow and joy, it is as clean as a mirror and as quiet as washing. It is the years, the real traces left, and the simple beauty that is hard to find. This is what makes people so excited. How many people, from the deepest part of the world of mortals, took off their fine clothes just to run to this section of stone bridge. Just to see a wild goose flying south in an old wooden building. Even a moment of gathering will bring a lifetime of separation. Many years later, I can still remember you yesterday under the breeze.

The best love is enrichment, and find happiness enrichment. We had the warmest time of our lives. In the future, I will be a star that will always shine for you. I am a bird, flying for you; I'm not far from home. I'm by your side. On the world of mortals, walking alone, the green radish brushed the skirt, and Qingyun wet the promise. Mountains and water can be forgotten in pairs, and days and months can be irrelevant. At that time, there was only one person's floating world, and one person's small water flowed forever.

If I leave, I can't live any longer. I don't know why, every time I think of this sentence, my heart will be inexplicably sad and sour. A person's life, to experience too much where you will go, those sudden parting, often hurt people unprepared.

Living somewhere tomorrow, but some turn around, it's really a lifetime, and from then on, we will never meet again.

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