The world is so big, but you are still so lonely.

A friend went to a funeral and her distant cousin died.

Not many people attended the funeral and there were few cries. Because my uncle was single, in poor health, unmarried, had no friends and was not close to several relatives, only my parents cried at the funeral.

My friend told me that this uncle has two sisters. Grandma knew there was something wrong with him when she was pregnant with him, but the family wanted a boy so badly that they gave birth to him. I have been sick since I was born, and I had another serious illness at the age of ten. Originally, he could be exempted from serious illness, but his parents still insisted on saving his life, just staying away from medicine all the year round.

I went to school at that time because my body took medicine all the year round. Although this is not an infectious disease, it is actually isolated. Nobody wants to play with my uncle. Over time, my uncle was tired of learning and dropped out of school. I take medicine, cook and watch TV every day. I never go out to visit, so I have no friends. Because of physical reasons, no one wants to marry uncle.

This life lasted until my uncle was in his forties.

Later, my uncle's illness worsened and I found that there was something wrong with my liver, so I had to increase my medication. One day, my uncle fell ill and burst into tears. He refused to take medicine and cried bitterly. He asked why he was alive and suffering day by day, and why he was the only one who was so tired and miserable. Grandparents also cried and said to him, just for the two of us to live. ......

Probably because I can't hold my body, my uncle's psychology has collapsed. Even though his grandparents tried to persuade him not to take medicine, a man in his forties cried all night and died the next day. Before he died, he had long lost the will to live. ......

My mother informed my friend to attend the funeral. She said she didn't have to go, but there were too few people who could go to the funeral, so she was asked to "make up the number". How sad it is to fill in the number of people at a funeral!

A friend said that others heard crying from far away when they held a funeral, and only his parents cried at his uncle's funeral. Some little boys were also called to attend the funeral, bow and so on. My friend said that she was in a hurry to see the funeral, and she felt embarrassed. She felt very sad at that moment when she looked at a few inexperienced boys with no sadness on their faces and at the people around her who attended the funeral.

This is what she said to me. She said:

In this world, apart from your parents, you will be happy if someone is worried about you, crying for you and feeling sorry for you. In this world, if someone cries after you die, just think about it. However, uncle is so lonely. ......

She said that she stood in the crowd that day and lost her mind. Everything around is silent, thinking that the world is so big, but some people are still so lonely.

On that day, no one understood why a distant niece cried so vividly and so sadly.

She said that walking down the street and looking at the pedestrians at that moment, she thought with emotion that everyone who walks on the road, even ordinary people, even if they give you money, you don't want to get involved with anyone, maybe someone who loves you deeply, maybe the pillar of any family. ......

My friend said proudly, my eyes seem to see farther through the glass, and my eyes are full of tears. Many times when I was sad, I remembered that many friends were tired and sad. They can talk to me, too. They always help me, so I'm happy. Fortunately, if something happens to me one day, someone will cry and be sad.

I chatted with another friend a few days ago and talked about the current state. My friend said, don't be so stressed and don't worry so much. Think about it, what a good life it is to have so many friends, healthy parents and good health.

That's true. When you feel lonely and life is not satisfactory, don't forget to think about your other half, your parents, children and friends. ............................................................................................................................................

Believe me, you are not alone.