What should I do if I feel jealous when I see others traveling?

My dream is to read thousands of books's trip to Wan Li Road, but I am only a small working class, so my dream can only be broken into small pieces. Whether I live or die, I can't take money with me. If I can divide the whole country into small pieces with limited money and see all the scenery in the country, even if I put everything together like a puzzle, the photos I keep are only the small piece in the puzzle, although I know that the puzzle will be incomplete in the end.

So please understand the inner world of every donkey friend. Every photo they send online is definitely not for showing off, but an emotional sustenance.